Zane Grey - The Day of the Beast

“Glad?—I've been living—on my hopes—that you—”

Her faltering speech trailed off here, as Lane took one long stride toward her.

Lane put a firm hand to each of her cheeks, and tilting a suddenly rosy face, he kissed her full on the lips. Then he turned away without looking at her and stepped to the little open grate, where a small red fire glowed. Mel gasped there behind him and then became perfectly still.

“Nice fire, Mel,” he spoke out, naturally, as if nothing unusual had happened. But the thin hands he extended to the warmth of the coals trembled like aspen leaves in the wind. How silent she was! It thrilled him. What strange sweet revel in the moment.

When he turned it seemed he saw her eyes, her lips, her whole face luminous. The next instant she came out of her spell; and Lane divined if he let her wholly recover, he would have a woman to deal with.

“Daren, what's wrong with you?” she inquired.

“Why, Mel!” he ejaculated, in feigned reproach.

“You don't look irrational, but you act so,” she said, studying him more closely. The hand that had been pressed to her breast dropped down.

“Had my last crazy spell two weeks ago,” he replied.

“Until to-night.”

“You mean my kissing you? Well, I refuse to apologize. You see I was not prepared to find you so improved. Why, Mel, you're changed. You're just—just lovely.”

Again the rich color stained her cheeks.

“Thank you, Daren,” she said. “I have changed. You did it.... I've gotten well, and—almost happy.... But let's not talk of myself. You—there's so much—”

“Mel, I don't want to talk about myself, either,” he declared. “When a man's got only a day or so longer—”

“Hush!—Or—Or—,” she threatened, with a slight distension of nostrils and a paling of cheek.

“Or what?” demanded Lane.

“Or I'll do to you what you did to me.”

“Oh, you'd kiss me to shut my lips?”

“Yes, I would.”

“Fine, Mel. Come on. But you'd have to keep steadily busy all evening. For I've come to talk.” Mel came closer to him, with a catch in her breathing, a loving radiance in her eyes. “Daren, you're strange—not like your old self. You're too gay—too happy. Oh, I'd be glad if you were sincere. But you have something on your mind.”

Lane knew when to unmask a battery.

“No, it's in my pocket,” he flashed, and with a quick motion he tore out the marriage license and thrust it upon her. As her dark eyes took in the meaning of the paper, and her expression changed, Lane gazed down upon her with a commingling of emotions.

“Oh, Daren—No—No!” she cried, in a wildness of amaze and pain.

Then Lane clasped her close, with a force too sudden to be gentle, and with his free hand he lifted her face.

“Look here. Look at me,” he said sternly. “Every time you say no or shake your head—I'll do this.”

And he kissed her twice, as he had upon his entrance.

Mel raised her head and gazed up at him, wide-eyed, open-mouthed, as if both appalled and enthralled.

“Daren. I—I don't understand you,” she said, unsteadily. “You frighten me. Let me go—please, Daren. This is—so—so unlike you. You insult me.”

“Mel, I can't see it that way,” he replied. “I'm only asking you to come out and marry me to-night.”

That galvanized her, and she tried to slip from his embrace.

“I told you no—no—no,” she cried desperately.

“That's three,” said Lane, and he took them mercilessly. “You will marry me,” he said sternly.

“Oh, Daren, I can't—I dare not.... Ah!—”

“You will go right now—marry me to-night.”

“Please be kind, Daren.... I don't know how you—”

“Mel, where're your coat, and hat, and overshoes?” he questioned, urgently.

“I told you—no!” she flashed, passionately.

Lane made good his threat, and this last onslaught left her spent and white.

“You must like my kisses, Mel Iden,” he said.

“I implore you—Daren”

“I implore you to marry me.”

“Dear friend, listen to reason,” she begged. “You don't love me. You've just a chivalrous notion you can help me—and my boy—by giving us your name. It's noble, Daren, thank you. But—”

“Take care,” warned Lane, bending low over her. “I can make good my word all night.”

“Boy, you've gone crazy,” she whispered, sadly.

“Well, now you may be talking sense,” he laughed. “But that's neither here nor there.... Mel, I may die any day now!”

“Oh, my God!—don't say that,” she cried, as if pierced by a blade.

“Yes. Mel, make me happy just for that little while.”

“Happy?” she whispered.

“Yes. I've failed here in every way. I've lost all. And this thing would make the bitterness endurable.”

“I'd die for you,” she returned. “But marry you!—Daren—dearest—it will make you the laughing-stock of Middleville.”

“Whatever it makes me, I shall be proud.”

“Oh, I cannot, I dare not,” she burst out.

“You seem to forget the penalty for these unflattering negatives of yours,” he returned, coolly, bending to her lips.

This time she did not writhe or quiver or breathe. Lane felt surrender in her, and when he lifted his face from hers he was sure. Despite the fact that he had inflexibly clamped his will to one purpose, holding his emotion in abeyance, that brief instant seemed to be the fullest of his life.

“Mel, put your arm round my neck,” he commanded.

Mel obeyed.

“Now the other.”

Again she complied.

“Lift your face—look at me.”

She essayed to do this also, but failed. Her head sank on his breast. He had won. Lane held her a moment closely. And then a great and overwhelming pity and tenderness, his first emotions, flooded his soul. He closed his eyes. Dimly, vaguely, they seemed to create vision of long future time; and he divined that good and happiness would come to Mel Iden some day through the pain he had given her.

“Where did you say your things are?” he asked. “It's a bad night.”

“They're in—the hall,” came in muffled tones from his shoulder. “I'll get them.”

But she made no effort to remove her arms from round his neck or to lift her head from his breast. Lane had lost now that singular exaltation of will, and power to hold down his emotions. Her nearness stormed his heart. His test came then, when he denied utterance to the love that answered hers.

“No—Mel—you stay here,” he said, freeing himself. “I'll get them.”

Opening the hall door he saw the hat-rack where as a boy he had hung his cap. It now held garments over which Lane fumbled. Mel came into the hall.

“Daren, you'll not know which are mine,” she said.

Lane watched her. How the shapely hands trembled. Her face shone white against her dark furs. Lane helped her put on the overshoes.

“Now—just a word to mother,” she said.

Lane caught her hand and held it, following her to the end of the hall, where she opened a door and peeped into the sitting-room.

“Mother, is dad home?” she asked.

“No—he's out, and such a bad night! Who's with you, Mel?”

“Daren Lane.”

“Oh, is he up again? I'm glad. Bring him in.... Why, Mel, you've your hat and coat on!”

“Yes, mother dear. We're going out for a while.”

“On such a night! What for?”

“Daren and I are going to—to be married.... Good-bye. No more till we come back.”

As one in a dream, Lane led Mel out in the whirling white pall of snow. It seemed to envelop them. It was mysterious and friendly, and silent.

They crossed the bridge, and Lane again listened for the river voices that always haunted here. Were they only murmurings of swift waters? Beyond the bridge lay the railroad station. A few dim lights shone through the white gloom. Lane found a taxi.