Scott Sigler - Nocturnal - A Novel

Pookie looked at Bryan, then back to Hood. “A snake-face? You’re sure?”

Hood nodded. He coughed, still trying to cover up his laughter. “Uh, Inspector Verde is en route. He said the case is his because of the symbols on the roof. He’s coming to take over the scene. Should I give him this crazy … excuse me, I mean this valuable witness?”

Polyester Rich. As soon as he arrived, Pookie and Bryan would be locked out of the case. If Pookie wanted answers, he had to get them now. “What’s Verde’s ETA?”

“He said fifteen minutes.”

“We’ll take the witness,” Pookie said. “Where is she?”

Hood pointed to the green apartment building across the street from the white van where Jay had died. “Apartment 215,” he said, then walked away.

Bryan stepped out of the ambulance. “We have a witness that saw a snake-face?”

Pookie nodded. “So it seems.”

That old excitement flashed in Bryan’s eyes, but only for a second. He looked down again. “Look, man, I don’t know what’s going on, but I’m putting you in a really shitty spot. So here’s your out — if you say the word, I’ll go downtown and turn myself in. I’ll tell the chief all about my dreams and let her figure out what to do next. You want me to do that?”

It shocked Pookie how badly he wanted to say yes . Shocked him, and filled him with guilt. Bryan Clauser had saved his life. They were partners. They were friends . And, God help him, Pookie just flat-out believed that Bryan Clauser was innocent.

He looked to the green building across the street. Could the witness in there somehow validate what Bryan had seen in his dreams?

“Come on,” Pookie said. “I have to talk to this woman. You’re my partner, so you get to tag along.”

Bryan looked up, looked Pookie in the eyes. He nodded. They both knew that Pookie was putting his career on the line.

“Thanks,” Bryan said. “I mean it. Thanks.”

“Don’t thank me yet, Terminator. Maybe you and this Tiffany Hine both wind up in a straitjacket before sunrise. Polyester Rich will be here soon, so let’s make this quick. Who knows? You might actually get your monstery lineup after all.”

The Only Thing We Have to Fear Is …

He had a flashlight pinned under his right armpit, its oblong of illumination dancing madly off a drawing of Jay Parlar taking a fire ax to the stomach. The beam danced because of what Rex was doing with his left hand. It was bad , it was unclean , but he couldn’t stop. His cast-clad right hand rested on the edge of his desk, the only thing stopping him from falling down.

Rex’s left hand did the nasty thing. Even though he’d never done it before, he knew it felt wrong.

He was right-handed.

Come on, come on …

He’d woken up all wet, his blankets soaked with sweat, his breath ragged and his heart beating so loud he heard it. The dream . It had been so real.

He’d watched Jay Parlar die.

And that had made his dick hard, so painfully hard.

Naughty, awful, bad . Dreaming it was shameful, but now he was making it worse just stop it Rex just stop it but he could not.

The fingers of his right hand curled tight against the cast across his palm. He couldn’t think. Come on come on couldn’t think come on come on come on …

The flashlight dropped to the floor. He grabbed at his right hand, pulled, tore, smashed his right arm into his desk making a big bang , then pulling and tearing again, and then it feels so good come on come on come on .

The flashlight no longer lit up the desk, but that didn’t matter; he saw his drawing in his mind — a pencil sketch of Jay Parlar, eyes wide and wet, snot hanging from his nose, mouth open and pleading for his life.

Die you bully I will kill you I will come on come oncomeoncomeon …

“Hate … you …” Rex said, then his breath locked up in his throat and his thoughts faded away. All sensations vanished, all but the sound of Jay Parlar’s final scream.

Rex’s knees buckled. He caught the edge of the desk to stop from falling. Sweat dripped down his forehead.

He picked up the flashlight and pointed the beam at his drawing. Oh, no … he’d jizzed right on the picture of Jay Parlar’s pleading, terrified face. What did that mean? Rex felt tears well up — what was wrong with him? Why did he have to do the thing that Roberta told him was bad, that she said was sinful and dirty ?

His right arm tingled with cool dampness.

Rex held his right hand in front of the flashlight beam.

The cast was gone.

The skin on his arm goosebumped, still tacky with sweat that had built up inside the plaster. He pointed the flashlight at the floor. The cracked, floppy ruin of his cast lay on the carpet.

He looked at his right arm again. He made a slow fist. The spot where Alex had stomped … it looked fine. It didn’t feel broken anymore. The doctor had said he’d be in the cast for weeks.

The doctor had said that the day before yesterday.

Rex suddenly realized that the aches he’d suffered for days, his pains, his fever … all of it was gone.

Gone .

But that didn’t matter right now. He had to clean up before Roberta saw what he’d done. Just leaving his bed unmade got three hits with the belt — how bad would she beat him if she saw he’d been jacking off? He’d get the paddle for sure. He was in trouble, so much trouble . The pieces of his cast went into the trash. He could dump that tomorrow while Roberta watched the morning news. He grabbed tissues from a box of Kleenex and wiped at the picture. Some of the pencil lines blurred, smudged. Would Roberta know? Probably not, she never looked at his pictures anyway.

And that cast had been expensive . Roberta would freak out that he’d ruined it. Rex looked around his room. Nothing really seemed out of place. Sometimes she went days without coming in here at all. Sometimes he slept in the park and didn’t even come home. Once he’d been gone for two nights in a row and she hadn’t even noticed.

Maybe he could do that again, go hide in the park or something. Maybe in a few days he could tell her the cast just fell off.

Rex wiped snot away from his nose. He crawled into bed and pulled the blankets tight around him. He shouldn’t have done that nasty thing, but now he felt better. He’d gotten it out of his system. Imagining Oscar’s murder, jizzing to it, that was a onetime thing. It was bad, but he would never do it again.

Never.

But still, what if Roberta found out ?

Rex’s breath suddenly stopped. He stared at the ceiling without really seeing it. A thought, so new, so shocking, so … revolutionary … had flashed through his head, grabbed him and wouldn’t let go.

What if Roberta found out? No. So what if Roberta found out. So what?

Father Paul Maloney.

Oscar Woody.

Both of them had hurt Rex. Rex had drawn them, and now they were dead. Roberta hurt Rex all the time … he could draw her, too.

Maybe Rex didn’t need to be afraid anymore.

And tonight, he’d drawn Jay Parlar. Would Jay still be alive tomorrow?

Rex closed his eyes, a smile on his lips as he fell asleep.

Bryan Lets Pookie Do the Talking

Sixty-seven-year-old Tiffany Hine didn’t look a day over sixty-six and a half. Bryan thought her apartment smelled exactly the way you’d think an old lady’s apartment smelled — stale violets, baby powder and medicine. She had a high, soft voice and frizzy silver hair long past a glorious prime. She wore a yellow flowered robe and worn pink slippers. Her eyes looked clear and focused, the kind of eyes that could see right through the bullshit of any child (or grandchild, for that matter). Those eyes sported deep laugh lines. At the moment, the lines on her face showed real fear.