Radclyffe - Honor Under Siege

into view and came sharply into focus. Beirut, the Cole, the

World Trade Center, the Pentagon. A field in Pennsylvania.

Not one life. Not hundreds of lives. Thousands and more to

come, she knew. And her part to play was here, today, and it

would never be about one life again. Not even the life of the

woman she loved.

“Theyre there, somewhere, and well find them, Paula

said steadily, because she had to believe it. “Mac, get me a

picture of

whats going on out there and an open line to Renée Savard.

“Yes maam, Mac said, his voice rough with strain. “Ill do

that.

* * * * *

“Theres debris in the water, Savard shouted over the roar of

the engine.

Cam leaned over the railing, narrowing her eyes against the

icy spray and staring at the shiny black surface of the water.

“Whos got the wheel?

“Donaldson. I need to be out here. Savard raised the radio

cradled in her hand. “Ill direct him.

Cam didnt argue. She doubted she could get Savard to go

back inside, and she didnt have the time or inclination to

persuade her. One hundred feet in front of them a geyser of

flame spouted into the air, the engine fuel from Valeries and

Henrys boats burning. She should have expected something like

this. Matheson would be a fool to leave a weak link like Henry

alive, and Matheson was no fool. Henry had underestimated

him, and so had she. She would not let Valerie pay for her

miscalculation. She kicked off her shoes, shrugged out of her

holster, pulled her badge off her belt, and pushed everything into

a bench locker.

“You cant the water is 40 degreesCommander?

“Tell Donaldson to head for the flames and to get all the

lights focused off the bow. Move ahead slowly. Christ, we dont

want to hit her.

“Commander

“Shes in the goddamn water, Renée, and Im going to get her out.

Savard shouted orders into the two-way. As the boat

corrected

course, Cam flung her head back, furiously trying to clear

her vision. Oily smoke roiled from the flaming hulls,

obscuring the surface of the water. The boats were no longer

tethered to one another and huge sections wallowed in the

waves. Burning fragments the size of refrigerators drifted as they

slowly sank.

“There! Savard pointed off to their right. “The

dinghy!

Cam jerked around and followed Savards arm. A capsized

inflatable rubber dinghy bobbed on the water.

“The explosion probably upended it, Savard cursed.

Cam stepped up onto the railing and dove into the water.

* * * * *

“Im getting something now, Chief, Mac said urgently as

he continued to rapidly type. “Itll just take a second to redirect

the satel ite focus.

“Get me in as tight as you can. Paula turned at a sound

behind them. Hara stood in the doorway. “All clear?

“Yes maam. Everything is quiet. She glanced toward the

monitors but said nothing.

“Run status checks every five with the team leaders, Paula

directed.

“Yes maam. Ill take point on the shore.

“Good. Paula bent forward, peering at the monitor as if that would

make the fuzzy images clearer. Without warning, the screen cleared

and a sharp black- and-white image of a burning boat came into view.

Blair caught her breath, momentarily disoriented by the eerie sensation

that she was watching news footage, the kind of images that were

ubiquitous and somehow mind-numbing. But she felt anything but

numb. Her nerve endings burned, and it felt as if her entire body were

twitching. A red haze of fury and panic threatened to skew her vision,

and she had to blink to focus.

“Can you tel whose boat it is? she

asked.

“Not yet, Mac answered. “Wel have a slightly wider field in just here,

theres another vessel. His voice drifted of as a partial y submerged,

smoking boat came into view. “Weve got at least two vessels hit. He

touched his ear and frowned. “Its Tanner requesting permission to

begin search and rescue.

Stark shook her head. “No. We dont know that whoever sent the first

missile doesnt have another one ready to go. The commanders boat

is out there somewhere. Until we contact her, we keep this locked

down. Tel Tanner to maintain her position. She is not to pursue any

unknown vessel.

Mac relayed the

order.

“They might need help, Paula, Blair urged. “What about the Coast

Guard? “No. This is a Homeland Security operation. We dont

involve anyone else. “What if Cams boat was hit too?

“If we confirm that, Paula said, “Il send a team out

from here.

“How long can they last out there, if theyre in the water? Diane

asked.

Paula didnt answer. Instead she said, “Find them for me,

Mac.

* * * * *

Cam didnt think shed ever been so cold. It was the kind of cold that

went so deep it was an ache inside of her. She didnt think about the pain

but just swam arm over arm in the direction where shed seen the

dinghy. Valerie had been in it, she knew that shed been in it. Henry was

dead. Shed ordered him shot. Valerie was the only one who could have

launched the dinghy.

Her clothes were sheets of ice dragging her down. Her arms and

legs were heavy. It was hard to move. So much smoke. Black acrid

stinging smoke that singed her already swol en throat and clouded

her eyes with tears and salt. Cold.

Her hand struck an object and she tried to grab it, but it floated

away. She rubbed her face against her frozen sleeve. The dinghy. A

wave crashed over her head and she went under. It was a relief to be out

of the smoke. Her throat felt momentarily soothed until she reflexively

took a breath and water flooded her lungs. She gagged, vomited, then

clawed her way to the surface. She broke through and sucked in a

lungful of tainted air. Coughing, she tried to swim and managed only to

keep her head above water. Then she saw it again. The dinghy. From

somewhere deep inside, she found another ounce of energy. Valerie was

there, she knew she was there. Valerie had launched the dinghy.

Cam pushed herself toward it. She had sent Valerie out here alone. She

would not let her die alone. She found the nylon rope that circled the

dinghy and tried to hold on to it with frozen fingers. When it popped

away from her she gave up trying and sluggishly circled it, her muscles

slowly turning to lead.

For an instant, she thought she imagined the white form floating next

to the dinghy. When she reached out, her fingers were too stif to grasp

the ghostlike figure. Closer now, she could make out Valeries wrist

wedged underneath the encircling rope on the rubber life raft. She had

tethered herself to it somehow.

“Valerie, Cam croaked. She got a mouthful of water and spat it out

angrily. “Valerie!

Cam struggled to release Valeries wrist from the twisted lines. The

instant Valeries arm slid free, she started to sink beneath the surface.

Cam couldnt grip her clothing, but she managed to get an arm around

her waist and pul ed her against her body.

“Valerie, its Cam. Swim. You have to swim.

Cam couldnt tell if she was breathing or not, and for a fraction of

a second she felt the way she had when Blair had been exposed

to a potential y deadly toxin. The floodgates she kept securely

locked against loss and despair broke open and the pain was so

crippling she was momentarily paralyzed. They went under

together, Valerie clasped in Cams arms.