Jack Kilborn - Endurance

But she knows there are others. She’s whispered to a few. Befriended some without ever seeing their faces. Men and women in nearby cells.

But they never stay for long.

Maybe they were moved. Maybe they even escaped.

But she knows what really happened to them.

This place is a slaughterhouse. And no one gets out alive.

Once, she heard a baby crying. The sound made her weep.

Weep for the child. Weep for its poor mother.

Weep for herself.

She had resigned herself to never having kids. Spat her condition in their ugly faces.

They tried anyway. They keep trying.

In the beginning, she was grateful for not being able to conceive.

Now, she almost wishes she could. Just to connect with another human being.

To hold a baby, just for a moment. To hold anyone at all.

She wants so to see her family. Hell, to see herself. She hasn’t looked in a mirror for so very long.

And the sun. She’d give anything to see the sun again.

She tries to maintain hygiene. They give her soap. She washes herself with the cold well water from the pump. Washes the few articles of clothing she has. They give her toothpaste but no toothbrush. She uses her finger.

Escape is impossible. Resistance is met with violence.

But there’s always the possibility of rescue.

Her hope has dimmed as the months have dragged by. But it isn’t fully dead yet. There’s still a tiny flicker of hope left.

Because she knows that he’s looking for her. She knows he’ll never give up.

And when he comes, she wants to be ready.

So she tries to stay healthy. Tries to hang on. Tries to endure it all.

But she realizes, deep down, she won’t last much longer.

There aren’t as many prisoners. That means they’re using her, more and more.

It won’t be long before they use her all up. The scars on her arms attest to that.

She does another set of push-ups, her fingernails filthy from the dirt floor. Drinks some water, wincing at the taste. It makes her light-headed. Dizzy.

Then she hears the footsteps.

They’re coming. Again.

She tries not to cry. She needs to save her strength. There’s nothing she can do to stop it.

The tears come anyway.

Then her cell door opens, and the endless nightmare is about to get horribly worse.

# # #

JD was going nuts, scratching at the front windshield and barking so fast and loud Florence wondered how the animal was able to breathe. The older woman reached forward into the front seat and grabbed his collar.

“Down, boy!”

The German Shepherd whined, then sat. The night was dark and quiet and seemed to press down on their car.

“What happened, Grandma?”

Florence patted Kelly’s leg. “Front tire blew out.”

“How? Did we hit something?”

“I’m not sure, dear.”

It was an odd blowout, for sure. Their previous flat was the result of running over a nail, causing a slow leak. This was more like an explosion.

Almost as if...

The knock on their window made all three women jump. A flashlight beam hit Florence in the eyes, forcing her to squint. The dog went supernova, pouncing toward the beam and the figure who controlled it, slobber splattering all over the passenger-side window.

“Are y’all okay in there?”

Letti hit the interior light, and Florence stared out at the woman who asked the question. The stranger was tall, easily over six feet, built like a linebacker. It was too dark and she stood too far away to make out anything else.

“JD, shush!” Letti said.

JD kept barking.

Florence tapped the dog on the head. “JD!”

The dog shut up, but its lips remained curled in a snarl. Letti hit the power window, opening it a crack.

“Welcome to the Rushmore Inn,” the large woman said. Her voice was unusually high for someone so big. “Y’all must be the Pillsburys. We been expecting you. I’m the owner. Can I help with any of your luggage?”

The woman put her round face near the window and smiled, revealing a set of gigantic dentures. It looked like she had a mouth full of Chiclets . This close, Florence saw the crow’s feet, the neck waddle, and guessed her to be mid-sixties. She wore a blue floral print dress that had a lace collar and looked antique. Her gray hair couldn’t be described as a beehive, but it was twisted and piled up on top of her head pretty high, hairsprayed into a helmet. Perched on top, of all things, was a pillbox hat, the kind made famous by Jackie O.

But the thing that really caught Florence’s attention was the woman’s eyes. Big and brown and bulging like a frog’s. The mouth might have been smiling wide, but the eyes seemed vacant.

Letti turned around and looked at Florence, both women exchanging an expression of doubt. But before Florence could say anything, Letti told Kelly to put on JD’s leash, and then she opened the door.

Florence got out of the car, and found herself standing face-to-face with the innkeeper. Well, face-to-bust anyway. The woman had at least six inches on Florence.

“I’m Eleanor Roosevelt,” she said in a sing-song, southern belle voice. “My grandfather was second cousin to Theodore Roosevelt, the twenty-sixth president of the United States. But, of course, I was named after Mrs. Franklin Delano Roosevelt. FDR was the only President to serve three terms in the White House.”

Her bug eyes blinked, and she offered a fake smile and her hand. Florence shook it, and found herself in a power struggle of who could squeeze harder. Eleanor’s hand was large, meaty, and she had formidable strength. But Florence had been sticking to a strict exercise routine for more than forty years, and could knock off a hundred fingertip push-ups without breaking a sweat. Though she didn’t have leverage on her side, her fingers had the power to crush a soup can.

The two women remained locked like that for several seconds, neither of them betraying anything in their faces.

“And you are?” Eleanor asked, her voice steady as her grip increased.

“Florence. I’m not named after anybody. I find it refreshing to be my own person.”

Eleanor tilted her head to the side. “You look to be about my age, Florence. Are you certain you’re fit enough to compete in Iron Woman ? It would be a shame if you keeled over from a heart attack. Do you remember when President Dwight D. Eisenhower had a heart attack in 1955?”

“I never liked Ike.”

Eleanor’s eyes narrowed, and she released Florence’s hand, wiping it on her bulging stomach. “Yes. Well then. It’s certainly a pleasure to meet you.” She turned. “And you must be Letti. I spoke with you on the phone. I’m Eleanor Roosevelt. My grandfather was second cousin to Theodore Roosevelt, the twenty-sixth president of the United States.”

“I caught that earlier. Nice to meet you, Eleanor.”

Florence watched as Eleanor tried to mash Letti’s hand, and was pleased when Eleanor let out a yelp at her daughter’s strength.

That-a-girl, Letti.

Eleanor couldn’t pull her hand away quickly enough.

“We seem to have run over something in your driveway and gotten a flat tire,” Letti said, her face betraying nothing.

Eleanor clucked her tongue. “Yes. It happens a lot out here. We try to keep the driveway clear, but there are sharp rocks everywhere.”

Letti folded her arms—her victory pose. “We lost our spare on the trip up. Do you have the number of a garage around here? Someone who sells tires?”