Joan Vinge - The Summer Queen

The black hole was an astronomical object with a gravity well so powerful that not even light could escape it. The offworlders called it the Black Gate, and among the things they had never shared with Tiamat’s people were the starships capable of using such openings on another reality for faster-than-light travel. Through the Gate lay the seven other worlds of the Hegemony, some of them so far away that their distances were almost incomprehensible. They were bound to each other because the Black Gates let starships through into a region where space was twisted like a string, tied into knots so that far became near and time was caught up in the loop.

But as Tiamat’s twin suns approached the aphelion of their orbit, the unnatural stresses created by their approach to the black hole destabilized the Gate, and the passage from Tiamat to the rest of the Hegemony was no longer simple or certain. And so the offworlders had abandoned Tiamat, as they did every time the Summer Star brightened in its sky.

They had taken their technology with them, forcing Tiamat’s people back into ignorance and bare subsistence for another century, ensuring that Tiamat would remain exploitable and eager for their return, when it was finally possible for the Hegemony to come back again. They bound Tiamat to them with chains of need because Tiamat’s seas held the mers, and the mers’ blood held the secret of immortality. They called it the water of life, and it was more precious than gold, than wisdom, even than life itself… .

He looked down, over the city’s undulations gleaming in the darkness, out across the sea. He searched the dark mirror of the water for a sign of life, the telltale motion of forms that might be mers swimming. But the ocean surface lay calm and unbroken as far as his eyes could see.

When he could force himself to turn his back on the sea and sky, the room lay waiting. Its rug was made from the hides of pfallas, which were herded by Winter nomads in the harsh mountain reaches inland of the city. Moon moved across the pristine surface hesitantly, her bare feet sinking into the pile as if it were drifted snow.

He began his own slow trajectory through the room, witnessing a side of Arienrhod that he had never seen.

He studied a cluster of dried flowers preserved inside a dome of glass. The blooms were so old that they had lost all color, so old that he could not even tell what kind of blossoms they had once been. He touched a cloth doll, worn and one-eyed from a child’s love, dusty now with neglect. There were other things clustered together on the same small, painted table—fragile remains of a childhood spent at the end of the last High Summer.

Arienrhod had been born into a world much like the one that he and Moon had shared in their youth. But then the offworlders had arrived; she had become the Snow Queen, had taken the water of life. She remained young through Winter’s one hundred and fifty years, changeless but ever-changing, until she became at last the woman he had known. Arienrhod had told him many times that he reminded her of things she had lost, of memories almost forgotten. He had thought the words were lies, like too many other lies she had told him. He stared at the forlorn mementos bearing silent witness on the table; at last he turned away.

Moon was holding up a piece of jewelry, as he looked at her: a silver pendant on a silver chain, with a jewel catching the light in its center. “That’s a solii,” he said, in surprise. He had never seen Arienrhod wear the pendant, although it must have been expensive; he wondered if she hadn’t liked it. He wondered what the necklace was doing in her private study, instead of with the rest of her jewelry. Moon glanced up at him, and laid the pendant back on the desktop.

Sparks drifted on across the room toward the solitary, ornately framed mirror sitting on another table. It could have been a vanity table, where Arienrhod had studied her reflection to make certain it was still unchanged after a hundred years and more of taking the water of life. But he saw the telltale touchplate in the mirror’s base—the offworld electronics that had transformed its silvery surface into something else entirely. He realized, with a shock of recognition, that this silent room was the heart of the spy system that Arienrhod had used to keep her informed of what went on in her city, to keep herself one step ahead of the offworlders who would have taken advantage of her … to amuse herself, spying on the private lives of her enemies, of her own nobles, even of the people closest to her, who were the most vulnerable … as she had spied on him while he made love to Moon, in the mirrored room down below… .

He turned away from his own suddenly grief-stricken reflection. “Moon,” he said hoarsely, “we’ll never be able to forget, to begin again here. We have to get away from all this—memory. It’ll never give us peace. I know we can’t go back to Neith, but why do we have to stay here? Let’s find somewhere else … before the babies come.”

Moon looked up at him. Her mouth opened, but she made no sound. She held something out to him in her hands, and from the look in her eyes he knew that she had not even heard him.

He took the cube, saw a hologram of a child inside it, a small girl with milk-white hair, bundled in the rough woolens and slickers of an islander … a girl he knew. The child moved through a moment’s joyful laughter over and over again, held captive forever, never changing.

“It’s me,” Moon whispered, her voice breaking. “How did she get this? How did it get here?”

He shook his head, staring at the image of the girl he had loved even as a child in Summer.

He looked up again at her sudden sharp cry—not a sound of grief, but of pain. “Moon—’?” He reached out to her as she clutched her stomach, doubling over; her face whitened with another spasm. He moved toward her, catching her in his arms, supporting her as he pulled her onto the bench beside the mirror table. Fluid spilled down her legs, wetting her nightgown and the rug beneath her feet.

“Moon, what’s happening- ?” he cried “Are you all right? Moon?”

She looked up at him, biting her lips, her eyes glassy. “Find Miroe … Sparks— it’s time. …”

ONDINEE: Razuma Port Town

“Damme, it’s Kedalion!” Ravien leaned across the bar, his heavy blue-black hand catching the back of Kedalion’s collar and hauling him the rest of the way up onto a seat. “Has it been a round trip already, then?”

Kedalion Niburu straightened up on the high stool, rearranging his coat. “Thank you, Ravien, I think—” he murmured. He leaned on the bar, his legs dangling like a child’s over the edge of a seat that was nearly his own height. Being not much over a meter tall in a universe where most humans were nearly twice that height had its drawbacks; among its mixed blessings was the fact that very few people ever forgot him, even after six years. “You’ve got a memory like a servo. And a grip to match.”

Ravien snorted, and poured him a drink. “See if I remembered that right.”

Kedalion took a sip of the greenish-black liquid, and made a face. “Ye gods, right again,” he said sourly. “You mean to tell me this is still the best thing you have to drink?”

Ravien rubbed his several chins. “Well, you know, we’re lucky to get anything at all, what with the stinking breath of the Church Police down my neck all the time. I can get the sacramental wine on the black market, because it profits the Church… . But for a certain price, I could maybe find you something special.”

“Bring it out.” Kedalion pushed the cup back across the bar. “I made all my deliveries on Samathe. I’m feeling worth it.”

“Good man!” Ravien nodded happily, wiping his hands down the front of his elaborately formal and extremely unbecoming shirt as he started away toward the back room.