Jim Shepard - Flights

Her mother grabbed her arm and shook her, but she pulled away and bolted out the door, fighting past her father and running up the driveway. They followed her at a run into the garage, where she turned, trapped and furious at having trapped herself.

Biddy stood rooted next to the car, still holding the box, the dog yelping with excitement inside.

They cornered her in the garage, and she ran along the rows of shelves on the left wall, sweeping the coffee cans and baby-food jars of screws and flanges and hinges off with a cascading crash of metal and glass before they could reach her.

They shouted for her to stop and she shouted she hated them, the words echoing in the garage.

He put the box down, the dog’s legs making hollow noises against the cardboard, and ran over, unable to do anything to help, and unable to watch as well.

He sat in the grass next to a low pail of water, with his father standing over him, watching the puppy blunder around. Kristi had calmed down and shut herself in her room. The puppy ran aimlessly back and forth, barking and yipping, feinting at Biddy’s hand and making harmless snapping noises with its jaws. It ran weak-legged in a wide circle, looking around wildly. On its second circuit of the yard it ran into the larger maple tree, coming to something of a halt, and toppling over.

It scrambled back up, and they laughed, relieved.

“November,” his father said, his jacket open. “Nice for November, isn’t it?” He crouched and grabbed the puppy’s rear, swinging it around so it sprawled lightly on the grass. “It’s a he, you know. What are you gonna call him?”

“Stupid,” Biddy said.

“Stupid?”

He dangled his hand out, and the puppy leaped for it and missed.

“You can’t name the dog Stupid.”

“I don’t mean it mean. It’s a good name for him.”

“Stupid.”

“If you don’t want to name it that, you can name it something else,” Biddy said.

“It’s your dog,” his father said. “C’mere, Stupid.”

On a windy Saturday, he stood in the front yard punting the ball back and forth. The Lirianos were visiting and everyone was in the kitchen. He punted it lightly from one end of the yard to the other, and then walked after it and punted it back.

Simon rode up, his bike still grinding. He smiled.

“Hey, Simon,” Biddy said. “Haven’t seen you in a while.”

“Hi,” he said.

“You want some cheesecake?”

Simon looked around, not seeing any. “Sure.”

Biddy put the ball down and went into the house.

“What’re you doin’ out there, champ?” Dom asked.

“Punting around.”

“Oh. You need cheesecake for that?”

He put a slice on a paper plate. “Uh-huh. Bye.” He returned to the front and handed the plate to Simon.

“Pick it off the plate,” he suggested. “I didn’t bring a fork.”

Simon took a tentative bite and Biddy resumed punting.

“I’m gonna run away,” Simon said.

Biddy looked at him, startled. The ball thumped to the ground.

He walked over to him. “You shouldn’t run away,” he said.

Simon shrugged, limp and unhappy, mouth working on the cheesecake.

“Going to go to your father?”

He didn’t answer.

“You shouldn’t go,” he repeated, searching for a reason. “Your mother’d be all upset. You’re too young.”

“I know,” he said. “I’m too young to do anything.”

Biddy imagined him in the Cessna, his white hair shaking with excitement and the vibration of the engine, refusing to sit still, crying in terror at what they were about to do, grabbing at disastrous levers and switches.

“Things’ll get better,” he said. “You’ll see.”

“I don’t think so.” Simon set the paper plate on the grass and climbed onto his bike. “Thanks for the cake.”

He decided to talk to Cindy about it. “What’s up, sexy?” she asked when he appeared at the door, and he said simply, “Simon’s going to run away.”

“Simon’s going to run away? Who told you that? Simon?”

He nodded and stepped back from the doorway, changing his mind about the whole thing, ready to go.

“Well, come on in. You walk over here? This is worth some coffee at least. Or would you rather have soda?”

He shrugged and she put a mug in front of him.

“You make up with Mickey yet?” she said. She set a glass sugar bowl and a carton of milk near the mug.

“I don’t even know what he’s mad at me for.”

“Don’t worry about it. He probably doesn’t know either.” She sat comfortably opposite him. “Ronnie, your pal’s here,” she called.

“Where’s Ronnie?”

“He’s indisposed.” She looked back at the bubbling coffeemaker.

“He’s taking a dump,” Ronnie called.

“So what’s this about Simon?” she said. “Do you think he’s serious?”

He was beginning to feel this whole thing might have been a mistake. “I don’t know. He’s pretty unhappy.”

“Poor little dork,” Ronnie said.

“Well, you must think so or you wouldn’t be coming to me with it. You tell his mother?”

“No.”

“Well she should know, don’t you think?”

Ronnie sang from the bathroom that he had to dance.

“All right, you,” Cindy called back. “Try and concentrate on what you’re doing.”

Ronnie sang that the Broadway rhythm had him and that everybody had to dance. Cindy laughed and said he was crazy. He kept singing.

“We’re just going to ignore you,” Cindy said. “That’s all.” She got up for the coffee. “Don’t you think you should tell his mother?”

“I don’t know,” Biddy said. “She’s never around.”

“Well, I’m sure she cares,” she said.

Ronnie was still singing about that Broadway rhythm. “Ronnie, we’re tryin’ to talk. We got a serious problem out here,” she said.

“Serious problem? Who cares?” he called. “Biddy and I crush serious problems. We destroy serious problems. When I get out of here, we’re gonna put our heads together and bury that serious problem.”

“Well, hurry up.”

“Ah, you’d rush a wet dream.”

She was quiet.

“Sorry.” He bumped around, muffled noises coming through the walls. “You didn’t hear that, did you, Bid?”

“No,” Biddy said.

She poured the coffee, and the phone rang. Ronnie continued to sing. She put a finger in one ear. “Who?” She darted a look at Biddy. “Hold on.” She stepped around the corner into the living room, stretching the cord taut.

After a moment he went over to the corner to listen.

“I don’t know when,” she said, keeping her voice low. “What are you, nuts? What are you calling me here for?”

Ronnie swung open the bathroom door, the toilet flushing behind him, and caught Biddy. “Hey, champ,” he said. “What’re you, master spy?” He sailed into the kitchen. “What’re you guys having, coffee out here?”

Cindy came back in, hanging up the phone.

“Who was that?” Ronnie said.

“A friend from work.” She sat down and tapped the table with her open palm. “Biddy, let’s get back to Simon.”

He sat in the front line of desks with five girls in the otherwise empty classroom. Laura was on one side and Sarah Alice on the other. The second hand of the clock above the blackboard ticked off calibrations silently. Sister Theresa returned to the room and sat at her desk, facing them.

She looked up and snapped her pencil down with a curt, pleasant snap. “Okay,” she said. “Before we begin, I should say I’m proud of all of you, and I only wish you all could go. You’re all our best spellers and I would hate to have to pick two of you. So this is as good a way as any.”

They were the five finalists from the classwide spelling bee that day. The class period had ended before any of them had been eliminated, so after several extra rounds Sister had decided to have a special extra session after school. Of the five, only Laura was a surprise, still something of an unknown quantity.