Mira Jacob - The Sleepwalker's Guide to Dancing

“Shit.” Thomas frowned at her side.

Down below, weaving like a ghost through a forest, Sunil wandered through the yard in his white mundu. He took a few steps forward and then turned back, bending over something. He dragged it toward the wall.

“Shit,” Thomas said.

Amina blinked in the dark, trying to focus. What was he dragging? It was heavy, apparently. And dark. A chill shot through her. A body? Was it Ammachy ? Sunil reached the gate and tried lifting whatever it was up and over. It dropped on his foot.

“AAAARGH!”

“Sunil, please!” And here was Divya Auntie, running across the yard now in her nightie. “Stop this nonsense and put it all back! You’ll wake the whole house.”

What on earth was he doing? Amina watched as her uncle bent over, tugging at something.

“Sunil—”

“GET AWAY FROM ME!” Sunil roared, stumbling backward so that Amina could finally see what he had been dragging.

“Is that our suitcase?” She looked at her father.

“Shit,” Thomas said.

“BLOODY BULLSHIT ARTIST!” Sunil hit the lock on the suitcase so that it popped open.

“Dad, what is he doing?”

“Shit.”

The first item to fly over the gate was a hiking boot. The other soon followed, hitting the ground directly in front of the group of beggar children. One of them scrambled to pick it up, and another shrieked as a cassette landed in their midst. There were rustlings, and Amina watched a small shadow run to the gate, pointing to it. The rest of the children followed, staring up in wonder. At that moment, Sunil chose to get rid of the tube socks. One by one, the white balls flew into the night, and on the other side of the gate, children bobbed and weaved, snatching them before they landed.

“Sunil, stop!” Divya cried, tugging at his arm. He smacked her away.

Three more cassette tapes followed, and these caused a bit of a scuffle until one of the pairs of Levi’s flew over and a full-on war began. Someone thumped someone. Someone else screamed. One of the jars of Avon cream shattered on the ground, but the next was caught, resulting in cheers. The candy cane filled with lip balms sailed into waiting hands. There was a small pause, and then Sunil raised Itty’s tennis shoes above his head.

“No, no, Sunil!” Divya screamed, running at him. “Nonononono!”

But it was too late, the shoes were flying through the air and over the gate, twin satellites spinning into orbit and caught by swift hands. Divya scrambled for the lock, throwing her whole body against it until the gate clicked open. She shoved through it and stopped. The children watched her. She was breathing hard. She took a step forward, hands out, and they backed up. Amina watched as her aunt said something, reaching toward the children, and they scattered, running in all directions across the street, shoes and creams and cassette tapes tucked tightly under arms as they disappeared.

Amina was shaking. She did not realize this until her father put two hands on either side of her shoulders, pulling her toward him and clamping her still. Her face pressed into his ribs, and her mouth chattered.

“D-d-d—”

“It’s okay,” her father said, but she could hear the forced calm in his tone.

“W-we have to get Itty’s shoes back! Or get him another p-p-pair! He’s going to go crazy without them!”

“Okay,” he said. “It’s going to be okay.”

Why was he picking her up? Amina hadn’t been carried by her father in years, but there he was, scooping her up and crushing her, forcing her head down on his shoulder like she was some small, small child. Amina reared back, wanting to scream at him or scratch his face, and instead found herself crying harder.

“It’s okay,” her father whispered, rubbing her back as if she didn’t know better.

They were packed. How this had happened was a mystery to Amina, who, along with Akhil, had been woken, fed a breakfast of toast and tea, and then led to the driveway by a terse Kamala. The sun was rising fast, spreading muggy air over them like carpet. Mary-the-Cook and the servant girls dutifully ran whisk brooms over the yard, sneaking looks their way but saying nothing as Itty howled and clutched his bare feet on the lawn.

“Itty, koche, pavum ,” Divya said in a soothing voice. Her hair charged out of her bun in a haphazard corona; her eyes were red-rimmed.

Itty had been, as Amina predicted, inconsolable when his first shrieks rang across the pink morning. For the last two hours he moved from wracking sobs to soft whimpers and back as steadily as a commuter train on a loop.

Akhil walked over to him, tentatively patting his shoulder. “You want to go play cricket for a minute? We’re not leaving yet.”

Itty shook his head miserably, a gob of snot landing on his shirt. Divya sighed but forced a smile on her face when Amina looked at her, and it was this as much as anything else that sent Amina’s stomach sliding into a greasy shame.

Bad. They were doing something bad. What, exactly, she wasn’t sure, because no single element — the packed bags, the eating upstairs, the sweating outside now — seemed like a horrible act in itself, and yet somehow it had turned them against the Salem house, landing them up in the driveway like pillagers escaping with a country’s pride. Outside the Wall, the morning traffic rose in a steady stream, honks and shouts multiplying on one another.

“Does Ammachy know we’re leaving?” Akhil asked.

“Yes, of course,” Kamala said.

“Then where is she?”

“She isn’t feeling well this morning.”

Akhil looked skeptically at his mother. “Are we even going to say goodbye?”

“Of course!” She bristled. “Who doesn’t say goodbye?”

“Okay!” Thomas called, walking down the steps with two bags. “Almost done here!”

“Thomas, please.” Divya clutched her pink sari tightly around her. “All year she has waited for you and the children to come. What will the neighbors think, all the commotion and sudden leaving?”

“Oh, pah .” Thomas shrugged, shoving Akhil’s backpack into the trunk. “Don’t worry about that, it’s no big—”

“And the party?”

“What party?”

“She was going to have a party for you and the children on Friday.”

Thomas looked momentarily thrown. “She didn’t tell me.”

“It was a surprise.”

Amina watched her father take this in. “Then I will tell her I am sorry.”

Divya shook her head, walking into the house, and Itty wailed anew, the high-pitched whinnying. Akhil patted his head gingerly, and Amina crossed the lawn and crouched next to him.

“Hey,” she said in the same soothing voice that all the parents were using, and it seemed like the right thing to do until Itty looked up at her and she had nothing more to say.

“Vel-cow,” he whispered, panicked, tremulous.

“I know,” she said, and he shuddered, ducking his head.

The hurrying sound of footsteps came from inside the house, followed by Divya and a much-worse-for-the-wear-looking Sunil.

“Ho! Thomas, what’s this?” He was hastily tying a lungi around his plump waist as he walked. “Divya says you’re leaving?”

Thomas nodded curtly, not looking him in the face.

“I thought you were staying until Saturday.”

“We’re going now,” Thomas said, looking coolly toward the Wall. “We need to be somewhere more comfortable.”

“Comfort … you … have you told Mummy?” Sunil managed at last, his face running from indignant to alarmed.

“I have.”

Sunil walked a few paces toward the car and turned around. “You can’t even manage a few more days?”

“Nights, actually.”