Bruce Wagner - Dead Stars

“You don’t even have to go. To rehab. We’ll get shots of you on a plane or a minivan, whatever, then say, you know, ‘after 4 days, he relapsed & is now living back on Mt Olympus.’”

“Sure.”

“ Sure? Like in yes? Well no shit that’s no fun. I thought you’d at least have offered up a little resistance. Jeez, Phil, he really does need a frickin intervention!”

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The $500 money order from Rikki’s fostermom came & Ree gave it to Rikki to go cash but somehow it wound up with Tom-Tom who told Reeyonna “your accounts have been credited for amounts past due.” (She never even remotely knew about the 2K her mom laid on her, tho Jerzy planned one day to repay her out of Gagosian funds.) ReeRee had to eat it because she was still wary of being thrown off Mt. O, which would have put a serious crimp in things, & been deleterious too, at this point, in her baby bumpitude. When Tom-Tom made the amounts past due remark, ReeRee responded w/a simple, vacant “Thank you” that if not dripping in sarcasm was damp enough. Tom-Tom said, Hey I kicked $50 back to Rikki so don’t say I got no . Why don’t you use it to buy something for the baby— T 2’s line delivery of the last, if not dripping, most assuredly wet. Ree said “How did you even cash it?” “Friends in low places. Teehee.”

Reeyonna was depresso-sleeping in Bolt’s shitty old room, which smelled like Bolt, Betty White mothballs & sick catshit. Or maybe Bolt smelled like Milk Duds, catshit & sick Betty White. Tom-Tom decided to make a political move because after Jerzy agreed to his intervention, Double T suddenly had what she thought was her own stupendously brilliant brainstorm (even tho it was Reeyonna’s) of doing a Teen Mom -type deal w/Rikki & Ree. T 2couldn’t believe she hadn’t thought of it before, it was so right there in front of her nose, a fat, catshit-smelling cash cow waddling around right there in front of her nostrilarium. & when Reeyonna heard it she didn’t even have the energy to say I told you that shit a fuckin month ago.

“Here’s two-fifty”—she peeled off the bills—“if you agree to be in the shoot this week.” (Like, how would they not.) “& there’s another $250 waiting for you plus I’ll waive the rent you owe. Which , if you add it all up, is something like a 35-hundred-dollar package. Hey as your brother said, ‘It’s a numbers game!’ So think about it. But tell me soon or I’m gunna have to move you out & move other folks in.”

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On top of her now. It’s all good. Grinding her. The booty bump on the break seems to have rallied all other hallucinogens/narco-intoxicants/beans&benzos into a huge crowd that fills a town square, ready for its leader to appear. Is she still golden-glowing? Yeah but it was all good… just a week ago… where’s the camera? At the moment, the lens is trained on her face — pulling a train — for her fuck yeah! closeup before drifting down to the foul coal-fueled engines of the ship, dark bloodswollen mechanism that gives the vessel life & speed, multiple shovels shoveling, never letting the fires go out, never allowing the wound time to close.

There’s another camera down there too, exclusively for the genital area, it does not drift up, reserved solely for cuntfucking CUs plus showing the asshole full or empty some see the ass ½ empty, some see it ½ full Mr Cleanwax’d & surrounded by pimply hillocks/errant ingrowns, hey Chippy D get on THIS ingrown —— now there’s a guy (fat, white) with his dick in her mouth so she can’t say “fuck yeah!” cause it’s poor manners to talk with food in yr mouth, now the director tells her to lay on her side, Bolt’s right beside Joey von spermberg wearing a very serious look, like he’s either learning or mentoring… she makes the adjustment & is now on her side, everyone has to make a little adjustment & settle in, all these hardons suddenly like a bunch of baby commas thrown off the sentence teat now having to wigglefight their way back, fight for the teat/holes, even the cameraman adjusting to the new light & angles, whatever, & part of Rikki’s adjustment is he balances himself a little, holding her left leg up by the ankle like you would an animal’s during a veterinary procedure, the director loves it because they hate when porn s aren’t mindful of keeping that geni-space unobstructed, Rikki’s a natural, he’s really drilling her & even forgetting how stoned he is when this dude comes from the other side with his long pink dick w/its lubed helmet & without a fairtheewell the dude’s in her butthole whoa no SHIT, a DUDE, she’s got to have a two-room apt in there because it looks like his BALLS have almost moved in, this is the moment Rikki feared! feeling somebody else’s hardon right through the tendon-y bitchtissue… but the viag/cialis combo + all the other shit in his system including fatburger fries&shake is majorly workin WHOA if he thinks about it (the dick next door) which he tries not to then thinks about it for just a second, if he thinks about it his blackpink, spotted, veiny hardcock is really only separated from the other old, white, gross pud by sin & sinew whoa whoa WHOA it’s cool, thas cool, just don’t think about the other dude, dude, now EVERYBODY’S got the gold fringe on em & Rikki starts hearing SIRENS too, like heading toward the house & then like they’re retreating… & oops now yet a 4th dude (hardbodied, tattooed, Aryan-white, Eddard Starklooking motherfucker) is up there now on the other side of Montana’s 3rd-dick-stuffed mouth, the men bookending her crazy whorehead, but she knows/animal-senses there’s a new dude behind her & wants to welcome him to the neighborhood it’s a beautiful day for a neighbor would you be mine could you be so she reaches back an arm & starts to shaftjack him Fuck Yeah! & so: 1) dick in her mouth 2) eyes shut reachback/neighborly jacking of unseen shaft; 3) double-pen c/o Rikki & Otherdude (later Seth tells Rikki that’s called a full house) . . . . . then she turns her head to blow the new neighbor she was just jacking now reachback jacks the FIRST dude she was blowing, total of 3 cameras now, Seth’s + 2 hand-held Circuit City specials, one xxxclusive to giving head & ramminglickingrimming hindquarters, c.u.s that look like cartoon microscopic slide image blow-ups — or fat wormslugs/anemones — or naked mole rats diving burrowing into gopherholes — the stereo dicks at Chippy’s head reminding Rikki of the 1st time a gradeschool slut jacked him & a friend (but nothing like this!), they were at the movies, it was dark, she sat between them, it was so wildly heartbeating FRESH that the boys hardly even considered the other nor would they have particularly cared they were glue-spattering so qwik . . . . . Rikki’s nostalgic train of thought interrupted when WHOA, sudden sensation of falling, his body startle-twitches like when you wake yourself from falling in a dream, you jerk awake, whoa whoa whoa now WAIT— blackness for a moment, he can’t get his mooring tho aware he’s still managing to pound her pussy he hears himself making alien generator-like sounds of consciousness, emerging from the utter blackness, the generator or whatever starts UP gasoline-crackle carburetor throat-clearing sounds (to him) like 1,000 windowsheets of cellophane crackle-rustling all at once in each stereophonic ear & when he resurfaces just like a child in a pool forced under by bullying brother, Rikki hears FUCK yeah! FUCK yeah! but it’s a man’s voice he looks up & Montana’s head is arched back, she’s got her hands on the 2 aforemunchin’d dicks just like she’s in a rowboat now she’s sucking a 5th dude (bearded, homeless-looking) standing right in front of her — dick in mouth, dick in ass, dick in pussy, hands on dicks, what the boygirl clipboard later said they call a royal flush, & she stops her arched-back-neck sucking raising up her head for Rikki to see the face of Laurence Fishburne the one who disowned her for the shame & madness of her public transgressions WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA Rikki closes his eyes hoping the image will dissolve — opening them again — no luck! — she’s still Larry, still Laurence, what have you, even the body feels thicker bigger & heavier as he fucks it, it FEELS like the weightier different-smelling stenk cavity body of a man, Rikki’s left hand still holding her big brown boney ankle W H O A! lets the ankle go let my people go! telling himself it’s just the KJ or maybe the ketamine (Jerzy said there was a “taste” of it somewhere in there with the meth) or was it the PCP-soaked pot — the Thai Dragon White Russian Bubbleberry Blue Ivy Grand Daddy Purple Elvis Gummy Bear Don Cornelius kush… when he was talking to Montana, he never told her his friend Jerzy said her daddy was the one responsible for him not getting the part, lately Rikki listened harder to Jerzy than he had the right to because Jerzy was the only one who listened to HIM & besides J was his connect now for everything&everything, the roxies, coke, beans, meth, the dilaudid lollipops a nurse connect of J’s provided, even the viagcialis, the whole dillio, Rikki never even asked J what he meant or how did he know Laurence Fishburne was responsible, you’d think that he would have asked but he hadn’t. Rikki never mentioned it to Montana because she spoke of her pops in such far-gone morose loving words that Rikki didn’t want to emphasize possible bad traits maybe being passed down from her father’s side not only just that it was important to maintain professionality & total respectfulism (why jeopardize future employment or create problems) but because there wasn’t anything Chippy D could fuckin do about it anyway F U C K Y E A H! Laurence looking down at him now, still, the patriarchal movie ’s hands still on the 2 shaftcocks same way his daughter (who completely disappeared) had em & it didn’t matter, Rikki told himself it was just the dope because Laurence Fishburne was TOO REAL, Rikki was consensual raping Laurence Fishburne, as Rikki rabbited Laurence he felt the movie ’s dick like a stale croissant against his ripped flatstomach yechhh & Laurence seemed to like it, he said “Rikki! [Rikki saw/heard it in his head] Your buddy was right, I AM the one who told em not to hire you, baby you were TOO GOOD there’s only room for one nigger on that show, one king, one king nigger, how could I let a young nigger like yourself steal my SCENES but I’m glad we hooked up like this cause now I give you mad props for that mad prick you doin me witt FUCK yeah FUCK yeah F U C K Y E AH everything spinning now, something awful rising up from geni-regions sirens coming & going, gold fringe waving in dead-strangefruit-smelling winds, the fuckface underneath him now fritzing from Chippy to Laurence, Chippy to Laurence, father to daughter, father of the bride, til Rikki PULL OUT! PULL OUT! recognized that awful thing that was rising feeling both dishonor & relief, when he came to consciousness Montana was cumming boygirl/someone/others yelling PULL OUT then actually grabbing him, big hands yanking him out/off Laurence Montana, her cumming & squirting, that’s why they pulled Rikki off so they could get that spurtsillustrated moneyshot, Montana furiously rubbing her clit just like Rikki had seen on pornhub.com or was it lobstertube or was it 3rat.com, rubbing it out out damp spot in order to sustain the concurrent copious horizontal eruption — Rikki returning the favor & drenching her with vomit ——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— (ruining the shot.)