Jay McInerney - Bright, Precious Days

“Ummm,” he said. In a moment he’d summon the energy to buy more of this before he forgot.

“Good, huh?”

“Oh yeah.”

“Seventy for a bundle. Ten bindles.”

Jack nodded. “Uh-huh.”

“How much do you want?”

“Better make it two.”

“Okay, just take it slow. This shit’s strong.”

“Long as I don’t shoot it, I figure I’m fine.”

“How about the coke?”

“Show me.” It was possible he was pausing a long time before answering; he wasn’t sure.

“I’ve got the regular. And then I’ve got the Bolivian blue.”

“Blue flake?”

“Like the scales of a bluefish, baby.”

“Oh, man. Let me see that.” The mythical blue flake. It was like the white whale. You heard about it, but he’d never actually seen it.

After what seemed like a long time, Kyle pulled a folded packet from his backpack and opened it up, nudging the layered fragments with an X-Acto knife, moving them back and forth to catch the light. “See the blue?”

“I think so.” Jack was pretty sure he did. It was a beautiful flake, for sure, like shards of white mica with blue-gray highlights.

“How much?”

“Two fifty.”

“Holy shit.”

“That’s because I don’t cut it and my supplier doesn’t, either. If you want the regular, it’s a hundred — fine with me.”

“No. I want this,” Jack said. “Do me a favor and chop me a line.”

It hit his sinuses clean, without the acidic bite of a bad wash or a bad cut, and when it dripped down the back of his throat, he felt the prickly tingle in his scalp and knew he’d made the right choice.

In the end he bought two grams of the blue and two bundles of the H with cash he’d withdrawn over the last two days in Nashville.

He was supposed to go to Russell and Corrine’s for dinner, which was kind of the last thing he felt like doing. It was six-forty-five and dinner was supposedly at eight. He did two more lines of the smack and suddenly it was eight-fucking-twenty. At some point he’d set up his iPod dock, and the Black Keys were playing.

He thought about blowing off the dinner but instead did two lines of coke, which set him right up, put some fuel in his tank. His current outfit of jeans and a black Kid Rock T-shirt would have to do. If he even thought about changing, he’d never make it.

Downstairs, he hailed a cab and made it to their door a few minutes before nine. Corrine was sweet and welcoming; as uptight as she could sometimes be, she seemed to have this almost maternal affection for him and to forgive him his sins, but Russell was a little pissy, messing around with the pots on the stove. It was a mystery to Jack how any dude could give a shit about cooking. But then, he wasn’t that much into eating, either.

“Glad you could make it,” Russell said, sounding more peevish than glad.

“Sorry. That flight always gets delayed.”

He retreated as Russell hacked away at some greenery splayed on the cutting board.

Given Russell’s mood, he was especially happy to see Washington. Here was a guy who didn’t judge lest he be judged, always good for some laughs. Sharp as hell tonight in a trim black suit and a white shirt that looked as crisp as a potato chip, his skull shaved clean and shiny, like it was buffed. They bumped fists and hugged.

“Whaddup, cracker?”

“Just soakin’ up the sights in the big city, blood.”

“New York, New York, just like you pitchered it.”

“Skyscrapers and everything.”

“Maybe I can show you some other sights later on, after the grown-ups have gone to bed.”

“Sounds cool, man. I’m in the mood. Where’s the missus?”

“She’s taking a little time off from the matrimonial state. I’m in the penalty box.”

“Damn, sorry about that. But I guess you’re used to it by now.”

Washington shrugged, as if to suggest that it was a force majeure kind of deal.

“You know Nancy Tanner?” he asked.

“Yeah, for sure,” Jack said as she leaned toward him — at first he was baffled, but then he realized he was supposed to kiss her cheek.

“We’re old pals,” Nancy said. He’d met her the first time he’d come here, maybe, and they’d gone out together to some glitzy lounge. She wrote chick lit or something. She was pretty hot, actually, for somebody who had to be pushing fifty, looking very fine in a tight little gold minidress. She had a mole on the left side of her face, above her lip, like Cindy Crawford.

Russell came over with a vodka for Jack, having regained his perfect hostly demeanor, and introduced him to a middle-aged painter named Rob and his much younger boyfriend, Tab.

“Tab? As in acid?” Jack asked.

“As in Hunter,” the kid said. “The actor. It’s my stage name. Tab Granger.”

The painter looked pained by this revelation. Jack could tell from the way he held himself, how he shook hands — like it was a distasteful obligation — that he was a very big deal, at least in his own mind, like Jack was supposed to recognize his name and be pissing his pants to meet him. Another fucking famous New Yorker. Everyone in New York was sort of famous. Every time you went into a restaurant, some dude was arguing with the hostess, doing some version of the “Don’t You Know Who I Am?” dance. The painter’s hands and fingernails were all crusted with paint, which seemed sort of like an affectation.

“Rob’s got a retrospective at the Whitney,” Russell said.

“Second-youngest painter ever to get one,” Tab chipped in.

“And who exactly is Whitney?” Jack said. He knew he shouldn’t, but he couldn’t help himself.

“Very funny,” Russell said.

The other two looked confused.

As late as he was, Jack wasn’t as late as the actress they were setting him up with; at least that was the impression he got when Russell told him that Madison Dall wanted to meet him. Madison was some indie film darling who behaved badly enough to make the tabloids on a regular basis, or so he was told. And apparently a great fan of Jack’s, especially now that the screenplay loosely based on his book was making the rounds. Madison came from some hollow in Kentucky and supposedly felt like she knew all the characters in Jack’s book. She arrived a few minutes after he did, wearing a tiny red dress with spaghetti straps, and immediately started taking up a lot of space. Skinny but with fairly major tits, and while he couldn’t be certain, they moved as if they were real.

“Wow, I’m, like, so incredibly honored to meet you,” she said, a little bit of Kentucky coming through on her vowels. Honored to might you.

“Great to meet you, too,” he said.

“I’d say I’m a big fan of your work, except that’s like fucking saying ‘Hello’ in Hollywood speak; it’s what you automatically say whenever you meet an actor or director. It activates my gag reflex. And I never want to say it when I actually mean it, if you see my point.”

“Let’s just say you think I’m a genius.”

“Yeah, that’s better.” Milky complexion, lightly dusted with freckles, and a wild mane of unruly copper hair. She was looking at him with a directness that seemed to charge the night with possibility. If this were an acting class and she’d been told to look seductive and available, then she’d definitely be getting an A plus right now. She was going to be trouble, in a good way.

The two Calloway children appeared, Jeremy and Storey, politely introducing themselves and shaking hands. Old beyond their years, these New York City kids. Taller than he remembered. The girl was shorter but looked older, thirteen going on thirty.

“You remember Mr. Carson,” Corrine said, her arm around Jeremy’s shoulder.