Nicholas Sparks - A Bend in the Road

“I need to know if you went looking for Sims Addison,” Charlie said, getting right to the point.

“Are you asking or do you already know?”

“I’m asking because I want to know if you’re willing to lie directly to my face.”

After a moment, Miles glanced away. “Yeah. I went looking for him.”

“Why?”

“Because you said you couldn’t find him.”

“You’re on suspension, Miles. Do you know what that means?”

“It wasn’t anything official, Charlie.”

“It doesn’t matter. I gave you a direct order and you disregarded it. You’re just lucky that Harvey Wellman didn’t find out. But I can’t keep covering for you, and I’m too old and too tired to put up with crap like that.” He shifted his weight from one leg to the other, trying to keep warm. “I need the file, Miles.”

“My file?”

“I want it admitted as evidence.”

“Evidence? For what?”

“It concerns the death of Missy Ryan, doesn’t it? I want to see those notes you’ve been scribbling.”

“Charlie…”

“I’m serious. Either you hand it over or I’ll take it. It’s one or the other, but in the end, I’m going to have it.”

“Why are you doing this?”

“I’m hoping it’ll knock some sense into you. You obviously didn’t listen to a thing I said yesterday, so let me say it again. Stay out of this. Let us handle it.”

“Fine.”

“I need your word that you’re going to stop looking for Sims and that you’ll stay away from Otis Timson.”

“It’s a small town, Charlie. I can’t help it if we happen to bump into each other.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “I’m tired of playing games, Miles, so let me make something clear. If you so much as get within a hundred yards of Otis, or his house or even the places he spends his time, I’ll throw you in jail.” Miles looked at Charlie incredulously. “For what?”

“For battery.”

“ Battery?”

“That little stunt you pulled in the car.” He shook his head. “You don’t seem to realize you’re in a heap of trouble here. Either you keep your distance, or you’ll end up behind bars.”

“This is crazy…”

“You brought it on yourself. Right now, you’re so worked up that I don’t know what else to do. Do you know where I was last night?” He didn’t wait for an answer. “I was parked right down the street, making sure you didn’t leave. Do you know how it makes me feel to think I can’t trust you after all we’ve been through? It’s a crappy feeling, and I don’t want to have to do that again. So if you don’t mind-and I can’t make you do this-along with the file, I’d appreciate it if you’d just let me hold on to your other guns for a while, the ones you keep in the house. You can have ’em back when all this is over. If you say no, I’m gonna have to put you under surveillance, and believe me, I will. You won’t be able to buy a cup of coffee without someone watching every move you make. And you should also know that I’ve got deputies out at the Timson place and they’re watching for you, too.”

Miles stubbornly refused to meet his eyes. “He was driving the car, Charlie.”

“Do you really think that? Or do you just want an answer-any answer?”

Miles’s head snapped up. “That’s not fair.”

“Isn’t it? I’m the one who talked to Earl, not you. I’m the one who reviewed every step of the highway patrol’s investigation. I’m telling you, there’s no physical evidence linking Otis to the crime.”

“I’ll find the evidence-”

“No, you won’t!” Charlie shot back. “That’s just the thing! You won’t find anything because you’re out of this!”

Miles said nothing, and after a long moment, Charlie put his hand on Miles’s shoulder.

“Look, we’re still looking into this-you’ve got my word on that.” He let out a long sigh. “I don’t know… maybe we’ll find something. And if we do, I’ll be the first one to come and tell you that I was wrong and that Otis will get what’s coming to him. Okay?”

Miles’s jaw clenched involuntarily as Charlie waited for a response. Finally, sensing that none was coming, Charlie went on.

“I know how hard this is-”

With that, Miles shrugged off Charlie’s hand and stared at him. His eyes flashed.

“No, you don’t,” Miles snapped, “and you never will, Charlie. Brenda’s still around, remember? You still wake up in the same bed, you can call her anytime you want. No one ran her down in cold blood, no one got away with it for years. And mark my words, Charlie, no one’s gonna get away with it now.” Despite Miles’s words, Charlie left ten minutes later with the file and the guns. Neither man said another word.

There was no need for that. Charlie was doing his job.

Once she was alone, Sarah sat in the living room, numb to everything around her. She hadn’t moved from the couch even after she’d stopped crying, feeling somehow that the slightest movement would shatter her tenuous composure. Nothing made sense.

She didn’t have the energy to separate her emotions; instead they were jumbled together, indistinguishable. Like an overloaded outlet, she felt as if a breaker had tripped inside her, leaving her incapable of any action. How on earth had this happened? Not Brian’s accident-she could understand that, at least on the surface. It was terrible, and what he had done afterward was wrong, no matter how she looked at it. But it was an accident. She knew that. Brian couldn’t have avoided it, any more than she would have been able to avoid it.

And in the blink of an eye, Missy Ryan had died.

Missy Ryan.

Jonah’s mother.

Miles’s wife.

That’s what didn’t make any sense.

Why had Brian hither?

And why, of all the people in the world, had it been Miles who later came into her life? It was almost impossible to believe, and as she sat on the couch, she couldn’t reconcile everything she’d just learned-her horror at Brian’s confession and the obvious guilt he was suffering… her anger and revulsion at the fact that he’d hidden the truth, set against the implacable knowledge that she would always love her brother…

And Miles…

Oh God…Miles…

What was she supposed to do now? Call him with what she knew? Or wait a little until she composed herself and figured out exactly what to say? The way Brian had waited?

Oh, God…

What would happen to Brian?

He would go to jail…

She felt ill.

Yes, that’s what he deserved, even if he was her brother. He broke the law and should pay for his crime.

Or should he? He was her little brother, just a kid when it happened, and it hadn’t been his fault.

She shook her head, suddenly wishing Brian hadn’t told her. Yet in her heart, she knew why he had told her. For two years, Miles had paid the price of his silence.

And now, Otis was going to pay.

She inhaled deeply, bringing her fingers to her temples.

No, Miles wouldn’t go that far. Would he?

Maybe not now, but it would eat away at him as long as he believed Otis was guilty, and one day he might-

She shook her head, not wanting to think about that.

Still, she didn’t know what to do.

Nor had any answers come to her a few minutes later, when Miles showed up at her door.

“Hi,” Miles said simply.

Sarah stared at him as if in shock, unable to move her hand from the doorknob.

She felt herself tense, her thoughts veering in opposite directions.

Tell him now, just get it over with…

Wait until you’ve figured out what to say first…

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Oh… yeah… um…,” she stammered. “Come in.” She stepped back, and Miles closed the door behind him. He hesitated for a moment before heading toward the window, where he pulled the curtains and scanned the road; then he made a circuit of the living room, obviously distracted. Stopping at the mantel, he absently adjusted a picture of Sarah and her family, angling it so it faced the living room. Sarah stood in the center of the room without moving. The whole thing felt surreal. All she could think as she watched him was that she knew who’d killed his wife. “Charlie came by this morning,” he said suddenly, and the sound of his voice brought her back. “He took the file I had on Missy.”