Cecelia Ahern - There’s No Place Like Here

He smiled but I was sure it would take time before he’d truly believe me. The past few days I had questioned whether I believed myself.

“What did Jack say on the phone?”

“That he went back to the place where he’d found you to look for the photographs you’ve been talking about, and he didn’t find anything.”

“Does he think I’m crazy?”

“Probably, but he still loves you because he’s convinced you and your mum helped him find his brother.”

“He’s a sweet guy. I fit wasn’t for him…” I repeated, just to annoy Gregory.

“If you didn’t already have a broken leg, I’d break it for you,” he threatened, but then became serious again. “You know how your mum received a phone call from the Sheens? The people who bought your grandparents’ house all those years ago?”

“Yes.” I tore the crust off a slice of toast and put it in my mouth. “I thought that was weird. I can’t believe they were ringing to tell her they were moving.”

Gregory cleared his throat. “Actually…well, that’s not why they called; your dad concocted that story.”

“What? Why?” I put the toast down, no longer hungry.

“He didn’t want to worry you.”

“Tell me, Gregory.”

“Well, your parents may not agree with me but I think it’s important you know that they’d actually called to say that they’d found a teddy bear belonging to you. A Mr. Pobbs, lying underneath a bed in the spare room with your name embroidered on his striped pajamas.”

I gasped. “Everything’s turning up again.”

“They found this particularly unusual because they had used that room as storage for a number of years and only turned it back into a bedroom last month. They had never noticed the teddy bear before.”

“Why didn’t anyone tell me?”

“Your parents didn’t want to upset you again, with you talking about this missing place and-”

“It’s not a missing place, it’s a place where missing people and things go,” I said angrily, realizing once again how stupid it sounded.

“OK, OK, calm down.” He ran his fingers through his hair and leaned his elbows on his knees.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Gregory, I know when something’s wrong with you. Tell me.”

“Well.” He wrung his hands together. “After their phone call I gave further thought to your…theory.”

I rolled my eyes with frustration. “What disorder do you think I have now?”

“Let me finish,” he said, his voice raised, and an angry silence fell between us. After a while he spoke again. “When I was emptying your hospital bag I found this in your shirt pocket.”

I held my breath as he removed something from his top pocket.

The photograph of me with Jenny-May.

I took it from his hands as though it were the most fragile thing in the world. Trees framed the photograph.

“Do you believe me now?” I whispered, running my finger over her face.

He shrugged. “You know how my mind works, Sandy. For me this kind of thinking is nonsensical.” I looked to him angrily. “ But ,” he said firmly before I had a chance to snap, “this is very difficult to explain.”

“That’s good enough for now.” I accepted what he said, holding the photograph close to me.

“I’m sure Mrs. Butler would want to see that,” he said.

“Do you think?” I was unsure.

He thought about it. “I think she’s the only woman you could show it to. I think she’s the only woman you should show it to.”

“But how could I explain it?”

He looked at me, spread his hands apart and shrugged. “This time, you’re the one with the answer.”

Sometimes, people can go missing right before our very eyes. Sometimes, people discover you, even though they’ve been looking at you the entire time. Sometimes, we lose sight of ourselves when we’re not paying enough attention.

Days later, when I was feeling fit enough to venture outside on my crutches, under the gaze of Gregory and my parents, I hobbled my way across the road to Mrs. Butler’s house with the photograph of her daughter in my pocket. The lantern-shaped porch light provided a warm orange glow above the door and drew me in, like a moth to a flame. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, once again feeling a responsibility and knowing that I’d wished for this moment my entire life.

We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander farther and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger, or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering; sometimes it’s easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found.

Huge thanks to Peternelle van Arsdale, Ellen Archer, and the Hyperion team.

Thank you, Marianne Gunn O’Connor, for continuing to inspire and motivate me. Also thanks to the incredibly supportive Pat Lynch and Vicki Satlow, and thank you to Dermot Hobbs and John-Paul Moriarty.

Special thanks to David, Mimmie, Dad, Georgina, Nicky, and all my family; Kellys, Aherns, Keoghans, and of course, the witches of Eastwick-Paula Pea, Susana, and SJ.

Thank you to all those who read my books-for the greatest motivation of all.

Cecelia Ahern is the author of the international bestsellers PS, I Love You; Love, Rosie ; and If You Could See Me Now. Foreign rights to her novels have been sold to more than forty countries, and film rights have been bought by Walt Disney Pictures and Warner Bros. She is also the co-creator, along with screenwriter Don Todd, of the ABC hit sitcom Samantha Who? She lives in Dublin.