Leslie Moore - Griffin's Daughter

Her mind drifted into fantasy. She imagined Ashinji lying in his bed, asleep. She then pictured herself lying beside him, her naked body melded to his. She lightly brushed his ear with her lips and whispered his name. He awoke and took her into his arms, and as they made love, she entwined her fingers into his beautiful golden hair.

Stop it! Thinking about him-about us-doing those things is no good!

She squeezed her legs tightly together and breathed deeply until the ferocious ache within her subsided.

She soaked until the skin on her fingers and toes began to wrinkle up like dried plums. She pushed herself up out of the tub, skin steaming, and padded over to a large basket containing a neat pile of towels. After drying her body and hair, she dressed quickly, wishing that she had remembered to bring along the small bottle of almond oil she kept for softening her skin. With a grunt of frustration, she engaged her mass of snarled locks in their lifelong battle-she and her comb against the stubbornly resistant tangle of her hair. As usual, they battled to a draw.

I would so love to comb Ashinji’s hair, she thought. It must feel like silk.

Stop it!

The sun had climbed well up above the horizon as she left the dim confines of the bathhouse, blinking rapidly in the rosy light. It dazzled her eyes and prevented her from seeing the figure that approached her along the path.

“ Look out!” a man’s voice barked as they collided.

She gasped in surprise as strong fingers gripped her shoulders. “Oh! It is you! I mean, begging your pardon, Lord Sadaiyo,” she squeaked, her throat gone dry with apprehension. He released his hold on her and stepped back.

“ You should be more careful…Watch where you’re going, girl,” Sadaiyo said mildly.

Slightly taller and heavier than Ashinji, with hair that shaded toward chestnut rather than gold, Sadaiyo looked as if he had just rolled out of bed. He wore only a thin knee-length tunic and sandals, which left little to the imagination. Until this very moment, Jelena felt certain that he had never once spoken to her.

“ You’re my father’s new messenger. Jelena, isn’t it?”

Jelena nodded. “Yes, sir. Sorry to have almost ran you…I mean, to knock into you.” She ducked her head and moved to step around Sadaiyo, but he shifted his body to block her way. Her cheeks began to warm with embarrassment.

“ I’m surprised to see anyone else out and about so early this morning. It was a very, very late night for most of us. I trust you enjoyed yourself at my wedding feast?” His voice sounded blandly pleasant, though something about the way he looked at her sent little sparks of alarm coursing through her limbs.

“ Y…Yes, my lord,” she stammered. “I…must go now.”

“ Must you? Why, we’ve only just met, and I’m quite curious. I would very much like to hear your story sometime. My little brother thinks very highly of you, did you know that?” He moved in closer and Jelena edged away to maintain the distance between them. His eyes locked onto hers and she instantly recognized what simmered within their blue-green depths. She had seen the very same thing in Duke Sebastianus’s eyes when he had looked at her.

“ Usually, I don’t pay too much attention to the things my brother likes, but this time…this time, it’s different.”

“ Uh, beg pardon, sir, but I do not understand. My Siri-dar not so good,” Jelena lied. She understood all too well. Again she tried to get past, and again Sadaiyo blocked her way.

Before she could react, he seized her wrists in an unbreakable grip and held her fast. “Listen to me, girl,” he growled. “I’ve been watching you ever since my snotty little brother dragged you in, and I like what I see. You are far too pretty to languish down here as a mere messenger, and you must know that my brother has nothing to offer you. Your life at Kerala would improve tremendously as my concubine. You’d have your own rooms in the castle, fine clothes, jewels…”

Jelena felt sick. How could a newly married man spend all night making love to his beautiful bride, then the very next day proposition another woman?

She shook her head emphatically. “Please let me go, Lord Sadaiyo,” she begged. She tried in vain to break the vise-like hold he had on her wrists.

His eyes flashed grey-green fire. “I’d consider my answer very carefully if I were you,” he said in a low, dangerous voice. “Don’t be stupid, girl. If I’ve decided that I want you, then I’ll have you, of that you can be certain. It would be a very serious mistake to turn me down, especially in favor of my brother. Think about it.” He pulled her roughly toward him and whispered in her ear, “This isn’t over.” He then dropped her hands and sauntered away, leaving her bruised and shaken.

Jelena’s knees turned to water, and she staggered backward, almost falling. Her thoughts fluttered in her head like terrified birds.

What am I going to do? I have no defense against Sadaiyo. He’s the Heir. He can do as he likes, and no one can stop him, except…

No. I can’t involve Ashinji. Things are already bad between him and his brother. This just might be enough to push him into doing something foolish. No, I must handle this myself, but how?

She ran all the way back to the barracks.

Seven days had passed since Ashinji had made his declaration and Sadaiyo his proposition, and during that time, Jelena had managed to avoid both brothers.

Ashinji had not sought her out, either; for this, Jelena felt great relief, because her resolve to lie to him about her true feelings had evaporated. She simply could not summon the strength of will to attempt to destroy the bond between them. Better that she avoid him altogether, at least for the time being, until she could figure out a course of action.

As for Sadaiyo, he had been kept very busy entertaining his new in-laws, too busy to spare any more attention for her, thank the gods.

Lord Sen kept her well occupied with carrying messages-orders, mostly, to all of the minor lords of the district. As their liege, part of Lord Sen’s job involved directing his vassals in their preparations for the upcoming confrontation with the Soldarans. Much remained to be done. Alasiri had been at peace for over a century, and it was Lord Sen’s considered opinion that the elven people had grown soft and complacent.

Today, though, Jelena had no messages to carry. Lord Sen had given most of the staff the day off, and as a bonus, a hunt had been organized for the recreation of Lord Dai and his entourage. The newlyweds were to lead it. Kami had told Jelena that staff members who were not on duty were always welcome to attend organized hunts, provided that they stayed to the rear and did not take any shots without express permission from the lords, a rare and unlikely occurrence. As a messenger, Jelena was entitled to follow on horseback. Reluctant at first, she eventually allowed Aneko and some of the other guards to persuade her into joining them.

The warmth of the morning offered a preview of the day’s heat. The lower yard buzzed with activity. Those staff members entitled to ride busied themselves preparing their own mounts while the grooms readied the mounts of the noble folk. A cluster of castle staff, mainly groundskeepers, laborers and kitchen workers, stood off to one side, well out of the way. They all intended to follow the hunt on foot, keeping up as best they could.

Jelena stood with her guard friends, absently stroking the nose of her favorite horse, Willow. Aneko came stumping up, a little smirk twisting her full mouth. “Kami won’t be riding out with us this fine morning, I’m afraid. She’s green as an unripe apple and puking her guts out in the privies this very moment.”