Sue Townsend - The Woman who Went to Bed for a Year

‘Then why did you say you’re sure she’s alive?’

Eva was disgusted with herself, what she had wanted to say was, ‘Most runaways are found alive.’

‘No, I think you’re right,’ said Amber’s mother. ‘I’d know if she was dead.’

Eva said, ‘A lot of teenage girls run away to London.’

‘She’s been once before. We saw Les Misérables. She said she’d be on the side of the aristocrats. I couldn’t get her into Poundstretcher.’ She was shaking her head. ‘What do I do next?’

‘Have a shower, wash your hair, clean your teeth.’

When Jade emerged from the bathroom, Eva could tell that she was better equipped to face the misery that had threatened to engulf her.

Eva asked, ‘Where are you going now?’

‘I’ve got a cash card, I’ve got petrol. I’ll drive to London and look for her.’

Eva confided, ‘I went to Paris when I was sixteen. My God! Every morning I woke up in a different place, but at least I knew I was living. ’

Neither woman was used to outward shows of affection, but they clung to each other for a few moments before Eva let Amber’s mother go.

When she’d left, Eva stared at the white wall opposite, until Amber and Jade had been pushed into a compartment in the very back of her mind. A place that Eva thought of as the hidden side of the moon.

As a journey begins with one step, so a crowd begins to collect with one person. Sandy Lake was an aggressively English 41-year-old who thought that if she wore eye-catching colours and a wacky hat, people would be deceived into thinking that she had a ‘quirky, off-beat’ personality. She had been one of the first to shout, ‘Come on, Tim!’ from her seat on Centre Court at Wimbledon – once, daringly, after the umpire had called for silence. She had been reprimanded by the Asian umpire, which she thought was a bit rich.

She had read about Eva on Twitter. Many tweeters said that Eva was a wise woman who had taken to her bed as a protest against how horrid the world was, what with wars and famine, and little babies dying and stuff (though it was partly their mothers’ fault for having too many children and choosing to live miles from the nearest waterhole). She had also read on SingletonsNet that Eva could contact the dead and see into the future.

Sandy felt compelled to be near to Eva. So, the day before yesterday, she had travelled from Dulwich to the pavement opposite Eva’s house, equipped with a popup tent, sleeping bag, a thermal mat, a folding chair, a tiny Primus stove and a box of army rations in case of emergency.

She had researched Eva’s immediate environs and found a pleasant parade of shops. She needed to be within easy walking distance of a newsagent’s. She laughed to others that she was slightly addicted to her celebrity magazines. Nothing gave her more pleasure than seeing a picture of Carol Vorderman with an arrow pointing to her cellulite.

Sandy had inherited the large detached house in Dulwich. It was full of dark heavy furniture, Wilton rugs and swagged curtains. When she was at home, she lived in the kitchen and rarely ventured into the rest of the house. She kept her few clothes on a rail in the former butler’s pantry and slept inside her sleeping bag, on the battered sofa that Mum and Dad’s dogs had slept on.

She had resisted taking ‘silly money’ for the house. She knew it was worth over a million pounds, and that it was a ‘highly desirable residence’, but she had heard that estate agents were untruthful and untrustworthy, and she did not have a best friend to give her advice about money and things.

But she’d got millions of online friends! It was they who told her where the best queue would be forming, or the whereabouts of the next demonstration to be taking place. She had walked to Trafalgar Square on numerous occasions for many disparate causes. She had no politics of her own. She marched with everybody, from the Palestine Liberation Organization to the Sons of Zion, and had a jolly good time with them all. They were all lovely people.

Her favourite queue of all was the line-up for Centre Court tickets at Wimbledon, closely followed by the promenaders who waited alongside the Albert Hall for the few available standing tickets for the Last Night of the Proms. Sandy knew all the words to ‘Land Of Hope And Glory’.

In 1999, she had become so excited by the orchestra’s rendition of ‘The Floral Dance’ that she had agreed to have sexual intercourse round the back of the Albert Hall with Malcolm Ferret, a pale teacher with ginger lashes. She couldn’t remember much about their tryst, only that she had not been able to remove the brick dust from her pale-green polar fleece. She had spotted Malcolm in the queue the following year, but he had ignored her little wave and pretended to be absorbed in the wrapper of the Snickers bar he was eating.

One of her highlights of the year had been the launch of the latest iPad. The orderly mob outside the Regent Street Apple Store had been semi-hysterical. They were a very much younger crowd, but Sandy told them she was young at heart and knew plenty of modern phrases, such as ‘drag and drop’. She also knew very modern words such as ‘dreg’ and ‘dro’. She knew she impressed the young men around her when she employed these terms.

It seemed to Sandy that she was constantly renewing her technological appliances. It was a good job for her that Mum and Dad had left money in the bank. But what would happen if the money ran out and she was left behind with obsolete technology, and the prospect of never catching up?

There was always somewhere to go. The post-Christmas sales in Oxford Street were great fun because otherwise Sandy would not speak to anybody over the Christmas period. True, she had been caught up and knocked down in a stampede for the half-price cutlery in Selfridges, but she had picked herself up and managed to snatch a soup ladle before being knocked down again.

Sandy was never lonely, there was always a queue she could join. It didn’t matter to her if she was thirty years older than those around her. Neither did she mind admitting that she had once pushed an unaccompanied child out of the way in the last Harry Potter queue. There had been a limited number of signed special editions – and those books were far too good for children, anyway. She had felt desolate when JKR had announced there were to be no more HP books. She consoled herself with fan fiction on MuggieNet.

And now she had her Eva, her beautiful Eva.

Sandy was not sure how long Eva would stay in bed -but whatever happened, she knew that 2012 was going to be a big year for her. There would be many returned-ticket queues she could join for the Olympics. There was the launch of the iPad 3, and the iPhone 5. And her trip to Disneyland in Florida was already booked. She had heard that the attractions were spectacular, and that the lines for these marvels sometimes moved so slowly that at peak times it could take two hours to reach the head of the queue. By then, she would have made many new friends from around the world.

After only an hour on the pavement opposite Eva’s house, whilst Sandy was struggling in a cruel east wind to keep her tent from blowing away, she was joined by Penelope, who believed that angels lived amongst us and that Eva was undoubtedly ‘a very senior angel’ who had been caught between heaven and earth. And the reason she had gone to bed was that she needed to hide her wings.

When a white feather flew out of Eva’s window, was caught in the wind and landed near Sandy’s feet, Penelope said, ‘See! I told you!’ She added, in awed tones, ‘It’s a sign that your own personal angel is at your shoulder.’

Sandy was an instant believer.