John Casey - Spartina

May said, “Parker? I thought we’d be shed of Parker now.”

“I told you I got to see him about the pots. What you boys can do is make sure the way is clear for when they show up with their rig. They’ll be here first thing tomorrow morning.”

Charlie said, “What do you mean, Dad?”

“What the hell do you think I mean? All that junk in the yard — the bait barrels, the sawhorse.” He couldn’t think of anything else. “I want all that junk out of the way,” he said.

Charlie said, “We can do that tomorrow.”

“You do what your father says,” May said. “And I don’t want you going to the Neptune anyways.”

Tom said, “Charlie’s too young to go to the Neptune.”

“You’d better pick what’s left of the corn and tomatoes,” Dick said to May. “When they make the turn to back that rig in, they may have to run over the south end of the garden. You boys help your mother with the garden.”

Might as well go all the way, Dick thought. He pulled out onto Route 1 in front of a station wagon and got honked at when the pickup misfired. The station wagon swung round him and passed. Dick worked the gas pedal twice, sped up, and passed the station wagon on the right. He cut into the left lane in front of it, then slowed down to get into the left-turn lane. The station wagon honked again, a fading blare as it went away toward Wakefield.

Make it perfect, Dick thought. Be dumb-ass sullen with Eddie, a son of a bitch to May and the boys, leave them working, go off and topple Elsie one more time and take her money too. Along with the old lady’s when she’s out of her mind. Perfect.

As he went up the narrow lane to Elsie’s house, he knew that in some cracked way he meant it straight. Tie it all up. Make it as bad as could be and leave it all onshore when he took the goddamn boat out.

E lsie seemed to know what he felt like. She’d made a dent in a bottle of wine before he got there, and she poured some more for the two of them with a sloppy flourish. She drank off half of hers, put her glass down, and stuffed an envelope into Dick’s pants pocket.

“Before I forget,” she said, “my rich brother-in-law has some advice that goes along with that. It’s his money after all. He says you shouldn’t sign your boat up with Joxer Goode. He thinks Joxer’s not going to make it.”

Dick said, “The halfway-decent ones don’t do too good with money, do they?”

“It seems that way. But you’ll do fine. You’ll be all right on your own now.”

“Yuh.”

“Don’t be hard now. We’ll have a bottle of wine tonight. Tomorrow I’m going on the wagon. I’m going to devote myself to Miss Perry for one more week, and then I go back into uniform. And you’re off to sea in your brand-new boat.” Elsie patted his arm. “ I have some advice for you too. Be cheerful, be blithe.” Elsie laughed.

The sun was lowering and turning red. It shone under the crowns of the tall trees and under the eaves of the side porch. The long sideways light picked out the half-empty bottle, the glasses, the polished wood. It flickered on Elsie’s face and hands as she picked up her glass of wine and brought it to her mouth through a bar of sunlight.

The room was as bright as a county fair.

The pond was in shadow, black and distinct down below the glitter of the greenhouse roof. The near shore and the big rock were vague in shadow.

They both looked down at the pond for a while. They kissed in a tired, restful way. Elsie laughed, shook her head, and tugged him by the hand to go for a swim.

They didn’t stay in the water long, but it was almost dark when they got out. They stopped to look at the moon, almost full. Elsie dropped her clothes in the middle of the room and picked up her glass. He could just see it move, a piece of light in the near dark. Her body was as darkly distinct as the pond.

She seemed fuller and softer than ever before.

It was hard to tell distances in the dimness, so it was a surprise when he reached her with his outstretched hands. Her skin was cool, a little dispiriting. Her lips and tongue were warmer, spongy and acid with lukewarm wine. She put her arms around his neck and began to dance slowly, tugging herself up on her tiptoes. She said, “You don’t mind if I’m a little sloshed, do you?” She began to hum along to her dancing.

She turned her head sharply. He heard a car an instant later. The headlight beams popped through the side porch. Elsie said, “Oh shit,” and rummaged for her clothes in the dark. Dick got his pants on just as there was a knock on the door. Elsie said, “Just a minute, who is it?”

“It’s Mary. Mary Scanlon.”

Elsie said, “Coming,” and turned on a light. “Just a second, Mary.” She looked at Dick, who was stuffing his shirttail into his pants. She turned again when she got to the door and waited while he buckled his belt. She gestured to him to sit down and opened the door.

Mary Scanlon, all in black, stood at the top of the three steps, looking taller than Dick had ever seen her. She towered over Elsie. Mary’s face looked pale and bony under her black hat. Her face was set in a way Dick had never seen. He stood up, half-expecting Mary to denounce Elsie and him.

Mary said, “Oh Jees, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to barge in.” Her face slowly became puzzled.

Elsie took her by the hand and said, “Oh, Mary, I’m sorry. I called last week, but …”

“I’ve been up at the hospital the whole week. The funeral was yesterday.”

“Oh, Mary, I am sorry. How’s your mother?”

“She’s okay. My brothers are staying on a few days. I thought I wanted to be alone, but when I got this far I couldn’t face it, so I thought I’d drop by.”

Elsie took Mary’s hands, guided her down the last step, and hugged her. Dick put his hands in his pockets, and ran into the envelope. Elsie led Mary to the sofa and sat down beside her.

Mary looked up and took Dick in. “My father died.”

Elsie said, “Are you tired? Would you like a drink?”

Dick said, “I’m sorry, Mary.”

“He was good about it,” Mary said. “He was really good about it. Part of it was that the cancer spread to his liver and they say that’s painless. They say it even makes you euphoric. And he hated being old, so …” She turned to Dick. “But you’ve been through all this. And it must have been harder for you, you being an only child, and your mother already dead when you were just a kid.”

Dick felt pinned by the turn of her sympathy toward him.

They sat in silence, Mary the most composed. Elsie asked again if Mary wanted a drink. Mary turned down the wine but asked for a short whiskey. She said, “Am I the only one?”, so Dick took one too, with a beer chaser.

They sat in silence again. Dick felt the power of Mary Scanlon’s gray gaze changing the air of the room, like the first cold day of fall, a fair warning. He felt the justice of her coming to put an end to his desire for Elsie. Dick said, “That was how Elsie and I got to be friends, when she came to the boatyard to say she was sorry to hear about my father.”

“No, that wasn’t it,” Elsie said. “I had my schoolgirl crush long before that.”

Mary looked at Elsie. “Even then.”

Elsie said, “Even then what?”

“Even then you were taking up with us micks and swamp Yankees.”

“I don’t see why you go on seeing me like that.”

Mary smiled. “Okay, okay — you’re just one of the guys. I guess it’s seeing your sister and that husband of hers come over here in their coach and four to survey their domain. It reminds me you didn’t start out just folks.”