John Casey - Compass Rose

Dick didn’t say anything.

Mr. Aldrich sat comfortably in the silence, staring straight ahead, as if he was thinking it over himself. After a while he said, “There’s another thing. Tom asked me about it and I gave him the best answer I could, but he — you and he — should ask an experienced banker. This is a valuable property. I know you know the assessed value, but the appraised value might surprise you. I know you had some trouble getting a bank loan years ago when you were building Spartina . I think you’d find things are a lot different now. You could mortgage this property, have enough to take care of problems, get ahead of the game. I’d be glad to take you in to meet the manager of the bank. Very sound man.” Mr. Aldrich tilted his head toward Tom. “I should add, I wouldn’t have thought of this on my own. Tom and I have had some talks. He’s got a good business mind.”

“See, Ma. I can be all business when it’s time for business.”

May said, “What about your job with Eddie?”

“There’s plenty of guys who can bang nails. I’ve learned a thing or two, but the future there belongs to either Phoebe or Walt.”

Mr. Aldrich said, “Sawtooth Enterprises has more room for growth.” He got up. “Well, I’ve got to get back to my desk. Perhaps in a few days we can have another chat. Entirely up to you. At your convenience. Tom knows how to reach me on my private line.”

May was relieved to see Dick get up and shake hands, even if he hadn’t said more than four words. After Mr. Aldrich left, Tom looked at Dick. Dick said, “If you stay to supper, we can talk. I’ve got a couple of things to do at the boatyard. Bang a few nails.”

“Is that a joke, Dad?”

“Whole damn thing might be a joke.”

“Nothing funny about making some money.”

“While I’m at the yard, you might take a look at the books. Charlie’s been telling me some things about the projected red-crab population. If I have to retrofit for another fishery, I might need that bank. Captain Teixeira’s already converting one of his boats; he gave me a copy of the work order. It’s in the file.” But Dick didn’t set right off, stood with his hand on the doorknob. He said, “God, that man tires me out.”

“He’s being nice to Rose these days,” May said. “Putting on her play and all.” Tom laughed for no reason May could fathom. May said, “Even seems to see something in you.”

But after Dick left and Tom went to Dick’s worktable, May thought she’d better call Elsie again. Not just yet, maybe next time Mr. Aldrich showed up. She’d said he was being nice, and she hadn’t said it just to contradict Dick. Mr. Aldrich appeared to be asking a favor and offering favors in return — nothing mysterious about that, as far as it went. What was mysterious to her was what it must feel like to be him — going up and down in South County, taking it all in, thinking about what he might get up to with whatever struck his fancy. The only power to choose she had was whether to make a fuss or let things be. May wondered if she could just let everything be. Let Deirdre settle down with Charlie. Let Dick get into debt so he could keep going out to sea. And when he came back with a bag of clothes soaked in salt and old bait, let him take them up to Elsie’s washing machine. Would letting things go their own way make her easier, or would things pile up so high she couldn’t bear it?

In the next room Tom groaned and said out loud, “Oh boy. Oh boy, oh boy.”

She said, “What is it?”

“Nothing much. Nothing that Dad’s marrying a rich widow wouldn’t fix.”

“Well, don’t go making jokes like that when your father gets back.”

“Don’t worry, Ma.” Tom stuck his head round the edge of the door. “Dad’s got a great sense of humor.”

Now that made her laugh.

Elsie was restless. When she got back to her house she tried to settle down to read. No use. She went for a bike ride, all the way to URI and back the long way around the Great Swamp. Faster than she and Deirdre had done it, fast enough so Deirdre would have been breathing hard. When she got off her bike at the end of the paved part of the driveway her legs were trembling. But she didn’t want to go sit in her house. She got the key to Miss Perry’s front door from under the rock where she’d left it. She locked the door behind her, wanting to seal herself inside the dark house. She trailed through the library, fingering the books. The smell was all that appealed to her. On the mantelpiece she found the card that Everett Hazard had sent Miss Perry. He’d drawn an Egyptian hieroglyph. Under it was his handwritten translation: “Paradise is a man’s own good nature.” Not today. That sort of thought was like pot — cheered you up only if you were in a good mood …

Elsie had framed it, meant to give it to Tory Hazard after Miss Perry’s funeral but had decided to wait. Tory had stopped Captain Teixeira from reminiscing about her father. Now Elsie felt less patient with her, Miss Perry’s proto-pet, the nicer one. Captain Teixeira probably thought Tory was more like Miss Perry. Johnny should have married her for her good nature and her old Rhode Island name, get out the old-Yankee vote. Too bad, Tory — he picked the red-haired Irish navy brat. Who was off singing “O Sole Mio” to Mr. Salviatti, not wearing high heels because she was so tall. Let her be tall. When she chased a tennis ball, she ran like a giraffe.

She opened her fist to look at the key — a large, old-fashioned key with a trefoil handle, the sort of key she’d seen in a painting hanging from the belt of the châtelaine. Châtelaine, my ass — she was the housekeeper. She should be wearing Rose’s maid’s uniform — that cap with the long ribbons.

She trotted up the stairs all the way to the tower room, hoping one more puff of exercise would make her mindless.

In the old days it had been a maid’s room, some poor waif from County Clare saying her beads in her neck-to-ankle nightgown. Or was she waiting for the young chauffeur to sneak up the stairs? Soon it would be a Perryville girl sleeping here, one of the good students — this was a prize room, the window high enough to look out to sea through the top of the copper beech after the leaves fell. Now it was shaded except for one ray that flickered through an upper corner of the window, dotting the floor beside the armoire, just missing the mirror set in its door. Eddie and Walt had moved it all the way up from the basement after Elsie pointed out there was no closet. Lots of manly grunting, Walt on the heavy bottom end, dripping sweat from his forehead onto his face reflected in the mirror. Eddie four steps up, navigating the turns. Elsie trailing behind, keeping her mouth shut even when they just missed gouging the wall, but on the last narrow flight of stairs, apologizing—“Jeez, guys, I didn’t think it’d be this hard.”

When they’d finally set it down in the middle of the room they both started laughing. Eddie stopped and said, “I don’t suppose we could’ve used a block and tackle and brought her through the window.”

Even Elsie had seen it was a preposterous idea but so Eddie-like that she’d started laughing, too.

And there it stood now, looking as if it had always been there, unmarked by the effort, not even a streak on the mirror, since Walt had wiped it with the hem of his T-shirt, a surprising delicacy after all the heave-ho.

Elsie began to feel better, as if reliving the men’s heavy lifting was the exercise that she’d needed. She unfolded the doubled-up bare mattress on the cot and stretched out. The women she’d been snarling at were dwindling, as remote as the waif from County Clare, as the grade-grubbing prize girl, and soon they were no more than dust motes passing through the bar of light.