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James swaggering about in arson to be considered- Murder in the operating theater at Nottingham- Stephen said to be voting through yards and yards of entrails irrrevocably committed to the toilet-

One More Chance?

Scientology means the study of "humanity's condition"-Wise radio doctor-Logos Officers in his portable — The Effects Boy's "scientology release" is locks over the Chinese-Told me to sit by Hubbard guide-

"What are you going to do? — That person going to get out of `havingness??' "

Will cover the obvious usually sooner than later- Globe is self you understand until assumed unwittingly "reality" is made out of "Mr. Martin"-To agree to be Real is "real" and the way the flakes fall- Game conditions and no game every time-For him always been a game consists of "freed galaxies"-End getting an effect on the other team now ended-Look around here it's curtains for them-Be able to not know his past circumstances — Scio is knowing and wind hand to the hilt-Work we have logos you got it? Dia through noose-Jobbies would like to strike-Release certificate is issued for a respectable price-Find a process known as "overwhelming," what? — Come back work was what you could have-What would you permit that person —?? Food in The Homicide Act?? — Look around and accept "one more chance??" "Havingness" bait and it's curtains-End anatomy of games-The fundamental reward business the bait-The cycle of "Humanity's condition"-Apparent because we believe it-One assumes a "beingness" over the Chinese-Like to strike a bargain: Other identities-Is false identity- In the end is just the same-Fundamentally agreement — All games for respectable share of these "barriers" and "purposes"-Know what they mean if they start "no-effect??"

Cool and casual the anatomy of games closed at hotel room in London-

The District Supervisor looked up with a narrow smile. "Sit down young man and smoke. occupational vice what?. only vice left us. You have studied Scientology of course?"

"Oh yes sir. It was part of our basic training sir. an unforgettable experience if you'll pardon the expression sir. "

"Repeat what you know about Scientology."

"The Scientologists believe sir that words recorded during a period of unconsciousness. (anesthesia, drunkenness, sleep, childhood amnesia for trauma). store pain and that this pain store can be plugged in with key words represented as alternative mathematical formulae indicating number of exposures to the key words and reaction index, the whole battery feeding back from electronic computers. They call these words recorded during unconsciousness engrams sir. If I may say so sir the childhood amnesia for trauma is of special interest sir. The child forgets sir but since the controllers have the engram tapes sir any childhood trauma can be plugged in at any time. The pain that overwhelms that person is known as basic basic sir and when basic basic is wiped off the tape. Oh sir then that person becomes what they call a clear sir. Since Lord Lister sir. since the introduction of anesthesia sir. " (Amnesia smiled) "Oh let me yes sir tell you about a score of years' dust on the expression sir. If you'll pardon the expression sir are known as engrams sir."

"You have occupational experience?"

"Oh yes sir. It was part of our Basic Scientology Police Course Sir"

"You have studied the risks of `dancing'?"

"Sir the Scientologists believe this pain can be plugged in from Oaxaca photo copies and middle ages jacking off in deprostrated comrades"

(The living dead give a few cool hints. artificial arms and legs. soulless winded words)

"With the advent of General Anesthesia sir words recorded during operations became. (The nurse leans over the doctor's shoulder dropping cigarette ashes along the incision-`What are you looking for?' snarls the doctor. `I know what I'm doing right enough. appendectomy at least. But why stop there?? Enemy anesthetized we advance. Fetch me another scalpel. This one's filthy. ' Chorus of street boys outside: `Fingaro?? one cigarette?? please thanks you very much. You like beeg one?. son bitch bastard. `Go away you villainous young toads' snarls the doctor pelting them with tonsils. `Wish I had an uterine tumor. like a bag of cement. get one of them with any luck. You nurse. Put out that cigarette. You wanta cook my patient's lungs out??"

Shrill screams from maternity blast through the loudspeaker. The Technician mixes a bicarbonate of soda and belches into his hand. `Urp urp urp. Fucking set picks up every fart and passes it along' A hideous sqwawk of death rattles smudges the instrument panel out of focus. White no smell of death from a cell of sick junkies in the prison ward swirls through the operating room. The doctor sags ominously severing the patient's femoral artery. 'I die. I faint. I fail. Fucking sick Coolies knock all the junk right out of a man. ' He staggers towards the narco cabinet trailing his patient's blood. `GOM for the love of God') It's a little skit I wrote for the Post Gazette sir. Anesthesia on stage sir words recorded during operations became the most reliable engrams. Operation Pain they called it sir. I can feel it now sir. in my tonsils sir. ether vertigo sir. ( The patient is hemorrhaging. nurse. the clamps. quick before I lose my patient ). Another instrument of these pain tourists is the signal switch sir. what they call the 'yes no' sir. 'I love you I hate you' at supersonic alternating speed. Take orgasm noises sir and cut them in with torture and accident groans and screams sir and operating-room jokes sir and flicker sex and torture film right with it sir".

"And what is your counter?"

"Just do it sir. in front of everybody sir. It would have a comic effect sir. We flash a sex pie with torture in the background sir then snap that torture pie right in your bloody face sir. if you'll pardon the expression sir. we do the same with the sound track sir. varying distances sir. It has a third effect sir. right down the old middle line sir. if you'll pardon the expression sir. the razor inside sir.

"Jerk the handle. It sounds like this sir: `Oh my God I can't stand it. That hurts that hurts that hurts so gooood. Oooooohhhh fuck me to death. Blow his fucking guts out. You're burning up baby. whole sky burning. I'll talk. Do it again. Come in. Get out. Slip your pants down. What's that?? nurse . the clamps. Cut it off. ' with the pics sir. popping like fireworks sir. sex and pain words sir. vary the tape sir. switch the tape sir.

Now all together laugh laugh laugh . Oh sir we laugh it right off the tape sir. We forget it right off the tape sir. You see sir we can not know it if we have the engram tapes sir. simple as a hiccup sir. melted a categorical no mercy for this enemy as dust and smoke sir. The man who never was reporting for no duty sir. A young cop drew the curtains sir. Room for one more operating-room joke inside sir" You can still see the old operating room kinda run down now. Do you begin to see there is no patient there on the table?

Are These Experiments Necessary?

Saturday March 17, 1962, Present Time Of Knowledge — Scio is knowing and open food in The Homicide Act- Logos you got it? — Dia through noose-England spent the weekend with a bargain before release certificate is issued-Dogs must be carried reluctant to the center-It's a grand feeling-There's a lot ended-This condition is best expressed queen walks serenely down dollar process known as overwhelming-What we want is Watney's Woodbines and the Garden Of Delights- And what could you have? — What would you? State of news? — Inquire on hospital? what? — Would you permit that person revived peat victory hopes of Fortria? Pre-clear to look around and discover Sheila's Cottage? — Death reduces the cycle of action-Venus Vigar choked to death in the direction of "havingness"-His diary thoughts they went back other identities-The whole world had valence is false identity-Further talks today with "barriers" and "purposes"-Vital clue that links the murders is: game one special way just want to die-Spreading the New Zealand after film was in the hospital-Yards of entrails hung about the toilet-The observer left his scio and vanished with confessed folk singer logos-Dia through noose found dead on the old evacuation-Release certificate of Vigar's birth is issued naked- This condition is best expressed uncontrolled flash bulbs popped process known as "overwhelming"-