Dennis Lehane - The Given Day

Danny said nothing.

His father looked around the room again. Eventually he shrugged and met his son’s eyes.

“Deal.”

By the time Danny left the study, his mother and Joe had gone to bed and the house was dark. He went out on the front landing because he could feel the house digging into his shoulders and scratching at his head, and he sat on the stoop and tried to decide what to do next. Along K Street, the windows were dark and the neighborhood was so quiet he could hear the hushed lapping of the bay a few blocks away.

“And what dirty job did they ask of you this time?” Nora stood with her back to the door.

He turned to look at her. It hurt, but he kept doing it. “Wasn’t too dirty.”

“Ah, wasn’t too clean, either.”

“What’s your point?”

“My point?” She sighed. “You’ve not looked happy in a donkey’s age.”

“What’s happy?” he said.

She hugged herself against the cooling night. “The opposite of you.”

It had been more than five years since that Christmas Eve when Danny’s father had brought Nora O’Shea through the front door, carrying her in his arms like firewood. Though his face was pink from the cold, her flesh was gray, her chattering teeth loose from malnutrition. Thomas Coughlin told the family he’d found her on the Northern Avenue docks, beset by ruffians she was when he and Uncle Eddie waded in with their nightsticks as if they were still first-year patrolmen. Sure now, just look at the poor, starving waif with nary an ounce of meat on her bones! And when Uncle Eddie had reminded him that it was Christmas Eve and the poor girl managed to croak out a feeble “Thank ye, sir. Thank ye,” her voice the spitting image of his own, dear departed Ma, God rest her, well wasn’t it a sign from Christ Himself on the eve of His own birthday?

Even Joe, only six at the time and still in thrall to his father’s grandiloquent charms, didn’t buy the story, but it put the family in an extravagantly Christian mood, and Connor went to fill the tub while Danny’s mother gave the gray girl with the wide, sunken eyes a cup of tea. She watched the Coughlins from behind the cup with her bare, dirty shoulders peeking out from under the greatcoat like damp stones.

Then her eyes found Danny’s, and before they passed from his face, a small light appeared in them that seemed uncomfortably familiar. In that moment, one he would turn over in his head dozens of times in the ensuing years, he was sure he’d seen his own cloaked heart looking back at him through a starving girl’s eyes.

Bullshit, he told himself. Bullshit.

He would learn very quickly how fast those eyes could change — how that light that had seemed a mirror of his own thoughts could go dull and alien or falsely gay in an instant. But still, knowing the light was there, waiting to appear again, he became addicted to the highly unlikely possibility of unlocking it at will.

Now she stared at him carefully on the porch and said nothing.

“Where’s Connor?” he said.

“Off to the bar,” she said. “Said he’d be at Henry’s if you were to come looking.”

Her hair was the color of sand and strung in curls that hugged her scalp and ended just below her ears. She wasn’t tall, wasn’t short, and something seemed to move beneath her flesh at all times, as if she were missing a layer and if you looked close enough you’d see her bloodstream.

“You two are courting, I hear.”

“Stop.”

“That’s what I hear.”

“Connor’s a boy.”

“He’s twenty-six. Older’n you.”

She shrugged. “Still a boy.”

“Are you courting?” Danny flicked his cigarette into the street and looked at her.

“I don’t know what we’re doing, Danny.” She sounded weary. Not so much of the day, but of him. It made him feel like a child, petulant and easily bruised. “Would you like me to say that I don’t feel some allegiance to this family, some weight for what I could never repay your father? That I know for sure I won’t marry your brother?”

“Yes,” Danny said, “that’s what I’d like to hear.”

“Well, I can’t say that.”

“You’d marry out of gratitude?”

She sighed and closed her eyes. “I don’t know what I’d do.”

Danny’s throat felt tight, like it might collapse in on itself. “And when Connor finds out you left a husband behind in—”

“He’s dead,” she hissed.

“To you. Not the same as dead, though, is it?”

Her eyes were fire now. “What’s your point, boy?”

“How do you think he’s going to take that news?”

“All I can hope,” she said, her voice weary again, “is that he takes it a fair sight better than you did.”

Danny said nothing for a bit and they both stared over the short distance between them, his eyes, he hoped, as merciless as hers.

“He won’t,” he said and walked down the stairs into the quiet and the dark.

A week after Luther became a husband, he and Lila found a house off Archer Street, on Elwood, little one-bedroom with indoor plumbing, and Luther talked to some boys at the Gold Goose Billiard Parlor on Greenwood Avenue who told him the place to go for a job was the Hotel Tulsa, across the Santa Fe tracks in white Tulsa. Money be falling off trees over there, Country. Luther didn’t mind them calling him Country for the time being, long as they didn’t get too used to it, and he went over to the hotel and talked to the man they’d told him to see, fella by the name of Old Byron Jackon. Old Byron (everyone called him “Old Byron,” even his elders) was the head of the bellmen’s union. He said he’d start Luther as an elevator operator and see where things went from there.

So Luther started in the elevators, and even that was a gold mine, people giving him two bits practically every time he turned the crank or opened the cage. Oh, Tulsa was swimming in oil money! People drove the biggest motorcars and wore the biggest hats and the finest clothes and the men smoked cigars thick as pool cues and the women smelled of perfume and powder. People walked fast in Tulsa. They ate fast from large plates and drank fast from tall glasses. The men clapped one another on the back a lot and leaned in and whispered in each other’s ears and then roared with laughter.

And after work the bellmen and the elevator operators and the doormen all crossed back into Greenwood with plenty of adrenaline still ripping through their veins and they hit the pool halls and the saloons down near First and Admiral and there was some drinking and some dancing and some fighting. Some got themselves drunk on Choctaw and rye; others got higher than kites on opium or, more and more lately, heroin.

Luther was only hanging with them boys two weeks when someone asked if he’d like to make a little something extra on the side, man as fast as he was. And no sooner was the question asked than he was running numbers for the Deacon Skinner Broscious, the man so called because he was known to carefully watch over his flock and call down the wrath of the Almighty if one of them strayed. The Deacon Broscious had once been a Louisiana gambler, the story went, won himself a big pot on the same night he killed a man, the two incidents not necessarily unrelated, and he’d come to Greenwood with a fat pocket and a few girls he’d immediately put up for rent. When those original girls got themselves in a partnership frame of mind he cut them in for a slice each and then sent them out for a whole new string of younger, fresher girls with no partnership frame of mind whatsoever and then the Deacon Broscious branched out into the saloon business and the numbers business and the Choctaw and heroin and opium business and any man who fucked, fixed, boozed, or bet in Greenwood got right familiar with either the Deacon or someone who worked for him.