"Good heavens, woman, I only said that to choke Aunty But off. Was I going to tell that old gossip I worshipped you?"
Donna had never really believed that he had said it at all. Now she felt as if she almost hated him for saying a thing like that in a clan like hers.
"As if I'd been CHASING you... my friends have been telling me right along I was a fool."
If Donna had but known it, she was nearer having her ears boxed at that moment than ever in her life before. But Peter folded his arms and stared grimly ahead of him. What use was there in talking? Would that love-sick fool of a Mac ever get through making his farewells and clear out? Once they were on a clear road at fifty an hour Donna would be more reasonable.
"They'll think I was in such a hurry to run away like this... I know Dandy Dark will never give ME the jug now... Aunt Becky always thought eloping was vulgar... "
The Spanish blood suddenly claimed right of way... or else the Penhallow temper.
"If you do get that filthy jug," said Peter between his teeth, "I'll smash it into forty thousand pieces."
That finished it. If it hadn't been for the jug this sudden tempest in a teapot might have blown off harmlessly, especially as Mac Penhallow's old Lizzie went clattering down the road at last. Donna opened the car door and sprang out, her eyes blazing in the pale starlight.
"Peter Penhallow... I deserve this... but... "
"You deserve a damn' good spanking," said Peter.
Donna had never sworn in her life before. But she was not Drowned John's daughter for nothing.
"Go to hell," she said.
Peter committed the only sin a woman cannot forgive. He took her at her word.
"All right," he said... and went.
Donna picked up the suitcase, which was lying where she had first set it down, and marched back through the orchard and into the house. She re-locked the door and put the key in the blue vase. Drowned John was still snoring... so was old Jonas. She got into her own room and into her own bed. She was no longer cold... she was burning hot with righteous anger. What an escape! To think she had been on the point of running away with a creature who could say such beastly things to her. But of course one couldn't expect the Bay Silver Penhallows to have any manners. It served her right for forgetting she had always hated him. Virginia had been right... poor dear ill-used Virginia. But from henceforth forever-more, she, Donna, would be a widow indeed. Oh, how she hated Peter! As she hated everybody and everything. Hate, Donna reflected for her comforting, was a good lasting passion. You got over loving but you never got over hating. She thought of a score of stinging things she could have said to Peter. And now she would never have the chance to say them. The pity of it!
Peter tore across the country all night and caught the boat. So she had Drowned John's temper as well as his nose! He was well out of THAT... by the sacred baboon he was! He had no use for women who swore... not knowing how lucky he had been that Donna hadn't gone into hysterics instead of swearing. Serve him right for taking up with that family at all. Well, madness was finished and hurrah for sanity! Thank heaven, he was his own man again... free to wander the world over, with no clog of a woman tied round his neck. No more love for him... he was through with love.
VI
Donna was not the only woman of the clan to be out that night. Gay Penhallow was lying among the ferns in the birch grove behind Maywood, weeping her heart out at midnight.
There was a dance at the Silver Slipper that evening... the closing dance of the summer season, before the last of the guests left the big hotel down by the harbour's mouth. Noel had promised to come for Gay. Of late a little hope had sprung up in Gay's heart that everything was coming right between her and Noel again. They had had a little quarrel after that night when Gay had left Noel and Nan on the steps. Gay found herself put in the wrong. Noel was very angry over the way she had acted. A nice position she had put him in, Gay, all her little bit of pride now worn down by suffering, had apologized humbly and been grudgingly forgiven. She even felt a little happy again.
But only a little. Her pretty, dewy visions were gone never to return. There was always a little cold fear lurking deep down in her heart now. Day by day Noel seemed to drift further away from her. He wrote oftener than he came... and his letters had got so thin. When she hungered for the touch of his hand and the sound of his voice, with a hunger and longing that devoured her soul, came only one of those thin letters of excuse... from Noel, who only a few weeks ago had vowed he could NOT go on living ten miles away from her.
But she could not believe he meant to jilt her... her, Gay Penhallow of the proud Penhallows. Gay knew girls had been jilted... even Penhallow girls. But not so soon... so suddenly. Not in a few weeks after your lover had asked you to marry him. Surely the process of cooling off should take longer.
After she dressed for the dance that night she did a certain thing in secret. She hunted that old chain letter out of her desk and wrote three neat, careful little copies of it. Enveloped and addressed and stamped them. And flung on her coat and slipped down to the post-office in the cool windy September twilight to post them. Who knew? After all... there might be something in it.
When she got back long-distance was calling. Noel couldn't come after all. He had to work in the bank that night.
Gay went out and sat down on the steps, huddled in her grey coat. Her little face with its piteous eyes, rose whitely over her soft fur collar. Roger found her there when he dropped in on his return from a sick-call.
"I thought you'd be at the Silver Slipper to-night," said Roger... who knew and was furious and helpless over certain things... more things than Gay knew. He looked down at her... this lovely, sensitive little thing who must be suffering as only such a sensitive thing could... with clenched hands. But he avoided her eyes. He could not bear the thought of looking into her eyes and seeing no laughter in them.
"Noel couldn't come," said Gay lightly. Roger was not to know... to suspect. "He has to work tonight. It's rather a shame, isn't it? Here I am 'all dressed up and nowhere to go.' Roger,"... she bent forward suddenly... "will you run me down to the Silver Slipper? It's only a mile... it won't take you long... I can come home with Sally William Y."
Roger hesitated.
"Do you really want to go, Gay?"
"Of course." Gay pouted charmingly. "A dance is a dance, isn't it... even if your best beau can't be there? Don't you think it would be a shame to waste these lovely slippers, Roger?"
She poked out a slender little golden foot in a cobweb of a stocking. Gay knew she had the daintiest ankles in the clan. But she was thinking wildly... desperately... she must be SURE... sure that Noel had not lied to her.
Roger yielded. He did not know what Gay might find at the Silver Slipper but whatever it was she had better know it, hard as it might be. After all, it might not be Noel's car he had passed where the road turned down to the dunes.
Gay thanked Roger prettily at the door of the dance-hall and would not let him wait... or come in. She ran along the veranda with laughing greetings to the folks she knew, her eyes darting hither and thither from one canoodling pair to another in shadowy corners. Across the hall to the dance-room, with its rustic seats and its red lanterns. It was full of whirling couples, and Gay felt her head go around. She steadied herself against the door-post and looked about the room. Her head grew steadier, her lips ceased to tremble. There was no sign of Noel... or Nan. Perhaps... after all... but there was a little room off the dance-room... she must see who was in there. She slipped down the hall and stepped in. There had been laughter in it before her entrance... laughter that ceased abruptly. Several groups of young folks were in the room, but Gay saw only Noel and Nan. They were perched on the edge of a table where the punch-bowl was, eating sandwiches. To speak the strict truth, ONE sandwich, taking bites from it turn about. Nan, laughing shrilly in a daring new frock of orchid and mauve tulle... a frock that was almost backless... was holding it up to Noel's mouth when the general hush that followed Gay's entrance made her look around. A malicious, triumphant sparkle flashed into her eyes.
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