Paula was over soon after breakfast to find out if Marigold really had stuck it out on the veranda all night.
"You look too happy about it," she said reproachfully.
"It WAS a penance for a little while at first and then I enjoyed it," said Marigold honestly.
"You enjoy too many things," said Paula despairingly. "A penance isn't a penance if you ENJOY it."
"I can't help liking things and I'm glad I do," said Marigold in a sudden accession of common sense. "It makes life so much more int'resting."
Marigold was going to the post-office to mail a letter for Aunt Anne. It was a lovely afternoon. Never had the world seemed so beautiful, in spite of the hundreds of millions of sinful people living in it. When she passed Mats's gate, Mats was playing by herself at jackstones under the big apple-tree. Mats had backslidden sadly of late and had returned to her wallowing in jackstones - thereby proving conclusively that she was not One of Us. She beckoned a gay invitation to Marigold, but Marigold shook her head and walked righteously on.
A little further down there was a sharp turn in the red road and Miss Lula Jacobs's little white house was in the angle. And Miss Lula's famous delphiniums were holding up their gleaming blue torches by the white paling. Marigold stopped for a moment to admire them. She would have gone in, for she and Miss Lula were very good friends, but she knew Miss Lula was not home, being in fact at Broad Acres with Aunt Anne at that very moment.
Marigold could see the pantry-window through the delphinium-stalks. And she saw something else. A dark-brown head popped out of the window, looked around, then disappeared. The next moment Paula Pengelly slipped nimbly over the sill to the ground and marched off through the spruce-bush behind Miss Lula's house. And Paula held in her hands a cake - a whole cake - which she was devouring in rapid mouthfuls.
Marigold stood as if turned to stone, in that terrible moment of disillusion. That was the cake Miss Lula had made for the Ladies' Aid social on the morrow - a very special cake with nut and raisin filling and caramel icing. She had heard Miss Lula telling Aunt Anne all about it just before she came away.
And Paula had stolen it!
Paula the Lighted Lamp - Paula the consecrated, Paula the rigid devotee of fasts and self-immolation, Paula the hearer of unearthly voices. Paula had stolen it and was gobbling it up all by herself.
Marigold went on to the post-office, torn between the anguish of disillusionment and the anger of the disillusioned. Nothing was quite the same - never could be again, she thought gloomily. The sun was not so bright, the sky so blue, the flowers so flowery. The west wind, purring in the grass, and the mad merry dance of the aspen-leaves hurt her.
An ideal had been shattered. She had believed so in Paula. She had believed in her vigils and her denials. Marigold thought bitterly of all those untaken second helpings.
Mats was not in when Marigold returned, but Marigold went home to Broad Acres and played jackstones by herself. And let herself go in a mad orgy of pretending, after all these weeks when, swallowed up in a passion of sacrifice, she had not even allowed herself to think of her world of fancy. Also she remembered with considerable satisfaction that Aunt Anne was making an apple-cake for supper.
Paula found her there and looked at her reproachfully - with purple- ringed eyes which, Marigold reflected scornfully, certainly did not come from fasting this time. Indigestion more likely.
"Is this how you, the possessor of an immortal soul, are wasting your precious time?" she asked rebukingly.
"Never mind my soul," cried Marigold stormily. "Just you think of poor Miss Lula's cake."
Paula bounced up, her pale face for once crimson.
"What do you mean?" she cried.
"I saw you," said Marigold.
"Do you want your nose pulled?" shrieked Paula.
"Try it," said Marigold superbly.
Suddenly Paula collapsed on the grey stone and burst into tears.
"You needn't make - such a fuss - over a trifle," she sobbed.
"Trifle. You STOLE it."
"I - I was so hungry for a piece of cake. I NEVER get any - Father won't let Aunt Em make any. Nothing but porridge and nuts for breakfast and dinner and supper, day in and day out. And that cake looked so scrumptious. You'd have taken it yourself. Miss Lula has heaps of them. She LOVES making cake."
Marigold looked at Paula, all the anger and contempt gone out of her eyes. Little sinning, human Paula, like herself. Marigold no longer worshipped her but she suddenly loved her.
"Never mind," she said softly. "I - guess I understand. But - I can't be a Lighted Lamp any longer, Paula."
Paula wiped away her tears briskly.
"Don't know's I care. I was getting awfully tired of being so religious, anyhow."
"I - I think we didn't go the right way about being religious," said Marigold timidly. "Aunt Marigold says religion is just loving God and people and things."
"Maybe," said Paula - going down on her knees - but not to pray. "Anyhow I got all the cake I wanted for ONCE. Let's have a game of jacks before Mats shows up. She always spoils everything with her jabber. She isn't really One of Us."
CHAPTER XVII
Not by Bread Alone
Salome had gone to Charlottetown for the day - rather unwillingly, for she had had a horrible dream of fourteen people coming to supper and nothing in the house for them to eat but cold boiled potatoes.
"And there's more truth than poetry in THAT, ma'am," she said, "for there isn't a thing baked except the raisin-bread. I assure you I don't dream dreams like that for nothing. And there's the Witch of Endor polishing her face out by the apple-barn."
It was an inflexible Cloud of Spruce tradition that there must always be cake in the pantry - fresh, flawless cake - lest unexpected company come to tea. No company had ever found Cloud of Spruce cakeless. Grandmother and Mother would both have died of horror on the spot if such a thing had happened. Kingdoms of Europe might rise and fall - famines might ravage India and revolutions sweep China - Liberals and Conservatives, Republicans and Democrats might crash down to defeat, but so long as cake-box and cooky-jar were filled there was balm in Gilead.
Yet this unthinkable thing had actually occurred. The evening before three car-loads of visitors had come out from Summerside and found cake in the pantry - but left none. No wonder Salome was upset.
" I have made cake before now," said Grandmother rather sarcastically. Every once in so long Salome had to be snubbed. "And so has Mrs. Leander."
When Grandmother called Lorraine Mrs. Leander before Salome, Salome knew she was snubbed.
"I am well aware," she said with meek stateliness, "that I am not the only cook at Cloud of Spruce. I merely thought, ma'am, that seeing it was my duty to keep the pantry well filled, I ought not to neglect it for the sake of my own pleasure. I am not like my sister-in-law Rose John, ma'am. SHE hasn't any sense of shame. When unexpected company comes to tea she just runs out and borrows a cake from a neighbour. Whatever John saw in HER enough to marry her I have never been able to imagine."
"Go and enjoy your holiday, Salome," said Lorraine kindly, knowing that if Salome once fairly embarked on the delinquencies of Rose John there was no telling when she would stop. "You deserve it. Grandmother and I will soon fill up the pantry."
Alas! Mother had got only as far as getting out her mixing-bowl when Uncle Jack's Jim arrived. ". . . bloody with spurring, fiery red with haste," - or the modern equivalent for it. Great-Uncle William Lesley was dying at the Head of the Bay, or thought he was. And he wanted to see Grandmother and Leander's wife. They must lose no time if they were to get there before he died.
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