Grandmother got Marigold a lovely new dress of silvery silk and a necklace of beautiful pale green beads. Nobody in the whole Lesley clan had such a beautiful necklace. Marigold put it on and thanked Grandmother dutifully, and went away and sat on her chair on the veranda. Grandmother gave Marigold her own way about everything - except the one thing that really mattered. But Grandmother did not for a moment suppose THAT mattered at all. And she certainly wasn't going to give in about a thing that didn't matter.
Marigold pined and paled more visibly every day. Grandmother was at her wit's end.
"If only Horace's wife was home," she said helplessly.
But Uncle Klon and Aunt Marigold were far away at the Coast, so Dr. Moorhouse was called in - very secretly so that no rumour of it might reach Lorraine - and Dr. Moorhouse couldn't find anything wrong with the child. A little run down. The weather was hot. Plenty of sleep, food and fresh air. He left some pills for her: Marigold took them as obediently for Grandmother as for Old Grandmother, but she grew no better.
"I'll soon be sleeping in the spare room, won't I, Grandmother?" she said one night.
Grandmother's old face grew suddenly older. The spare room!
"Don't be foolish, dear," she said very gently. "You are not going to die. You'll soon be all right."
"I don't want to be all right," said Marigold. "When I die I can go through The Magic Door without any key."
Grandmother could not sleep that night. She recalled what Great- Aunt Elizabeth had once said of Marigold.
"She is too glad to live. Such gladness is not of earth."
But then, Aunt Elizabeth had always been an old pessimist. Always predicting somebody's death. Of course she hit it once in a while, but not a tenth of her predictions ever came true. There was no need to worry over Marigold. The child had always been perfectly healthy. Though not exactly robust. Rather too sensitive - like Lorraine. The weather was so hot. As soon as it cooled, her appetite would come back. But still Grandmother could not sleep. She decided that if Marigold did not soon begin to improve, Lorraine would have to be sent for.
Dr. Adam Clow, professor of psychology in a famous university, was talking over family folk-lore with Grandmother, on the veranda of Cloud of Spruce, looking out into a blue dimness that was the harbour but which to him, just now, was a fair, uncharted land where he might find all his lost Aprils. Only the loveliest of muted sounds were heard - the faint whisper of friendly trees, the half-heard, half-felt moan of the surf, the airiest sigh of wind. Down the road the witching lilt of some invisible musician who was playing a fiddle at Lazarre's.
And the purr of black cats humped up on the steps - cats who must have been at Cloud of Spruce forever and would be there forever, changeless, ageless creatures that they were. What did the world look like to a cat, speculated Dr. Clow? Know what he might about psychology he did not know that.
Dr. Clow was a very old friend of Grandmother's, and this visit was a great event to her. There was nobody on earth for whose opinion she had such respect as she had for Adam's. He was one of the few people left to call her Marian - to remember her as "one of the handsome Blaisdell girls."
Adam Clow was that rare thing - a handsome old man, having lived a good life so long that he was very full of the beauty of the spirit. His dark eyes were still softly luminous and his thin, delicately cut, finely wrinkled face rather dreamy and remote. But his smile was vivid and youthful and his mouth showed strength and tenderness and humour.
He came once every year to hear the fir-trees whispering on the hills of home. Here where all his race and all his friends, save Marian Blaisdell, had vanished - here was still "home." Here still on purple evenings and starlit midnights and white dawns the little waves murmured and sighed on the harbour shore. And of all those who had once listened to them with him was left only Marian Blaisdell - handsome Marian, who had a certain queen's loveliness about her still. With her he could talk about charming vanished households and the laughing girls of long ago and old summers so sweet they could not wholly die. He shuddered when he thought of a recent evening spent with a former schoolmate who prided herself on keeping up with the times and talked to him the whole time about eugenics and chromosomes and the growing menace of the feebleminded. Dr. Adam Clow thanked his stars for a vine-hung veranda and a woman who had grown old gracefully.
"Oh, well, I haven't got to wheel-chairs and gruel yet," said Grandmother complacently.
They talked of the old days and the new days, and watched the moon rising over the old fields they knew. And Dr. Clow told her all the jokes he could think of. He was the only person in the world who dared tell jokes to Grandmother. And finally Grandmother - proud, reserved Grandmother - found herself telling him all about Marigold - who was asleep in her little room with tears still gemming her lashes. She had not taken any int'rest in Dr. Clow. He was Grandmother's meat and, like Grandmother, must long since have forgotten the way to fairyland.
Grandmother HAD to tell somebody. Adam's coming seemed providential. She had always found it easy to tell things to him - always, until now. To her amazement, she found it incredibly hard to tell Adam Clow that she had locked The Magic Door.
"She doesn't seem to WANT to get better," she concluded helplessly.
"'A wounded spirit who can bear'?" quoted Adam Clow softly.
"I don't understand," said Grandmother in a hurt tone. "I - I think I've been very kind to Marigold."
"And I think," said Adam Clow rather sternly, "that she is dying of a broken heart."
Grandmother began to say "Bosh," and stopped. One didn't say bosh to doctors of psychology.
"You don't really mean to say you think she has got so ill because she can't see that Sylvia of hers any more? Or imagines she can't?"
Dr. Clow put his slender finger-tips together.
"I think I might talk a great deal of wise jargon about a neurosis caused by a suppressed desire for her playmate," he said. "But I won't. I simply advise you to give her the key of The Magic Door."
"But - Adam!" Grandmother could not give in so easily. "Is it RIGHT to encourage her in those pretenses - those falsehoods - "
"They are not falsehoods. They are truths to her. She sees things invisible to us. She is a queen in the lovely Kingdom of Make- Believe. She is not trying to deceive anybody. She has the wonderful gift of creation in an unusual degree. It is such a pity that she will lose it as she grows older - that she will have to forego its wonder and live, like us, in the light of common day. Has this never occurred to you, Marian?"
No, it hadn't. But - Grandmother gave a little sigh - of surrender. Dr. Clow stood up.
"I must be going. We have sat up terribly late for old folks."
"I'm sorry you have to walk to Harmony," said Grandmother. "Our horse is too lame to drive just now - and Horace is away - so his car - "
"I don't like a car after dark. In a car you can never feel the charm of the soft enfolding night. I want to walk. It keeps me limber. Well, it's good-bye for another year. I must go back to- morrow and begin work. And if I have to slip off this 'robe of flesh' before next summer I'll save up my jokes to tell you in eternity. After all, there's nothing quite so satisfying as an old friendship, is there, Marian? As for Marigold - the earth has grown very old for us, Marian. Let us be thankful it is still young and full of magic for Marigold."
The next morning after breakfast Grandmother silently laid the key of the orchard door by Marigold's blue bowl. Marigold lifted incredulous eyes.
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