Emily was going with Andrew to Kitty Barrett's dance... a privilege quite graciously accorded since Andrew was one of the elect people. Even when she did not get home until one o'clock Aunt Ruth overlooked it. But it left Emily rather sleepy for the day, especially as she had studied late the two previous nights. Aunt Ruth relaxed her rigid rules in examination time and permitted an extra allowance of candles. What she would have said had she known that Emily used some of the extra candle-light to write a poem on Shadows I do not know and cannot record. But no doubt she would have considered it an added proof of slyness. Perhaps it was sly. Remember that I am only Emily's biographer, not her apologist.
Emily found Evelyn Blake in Ilse's room and Evelyn Blake was secretly much annoyed because SHE had not been invited to the snowshoe dance and Emily Starr had. Therefore Evelyn, sitting on Ilse's table and swinging her high, silken-sheathed instep flauntingly in the face of girls who had no silk stockings, was prepared to be disagreeable.
"I'm glad you've come, trusty and well-beloved," moaned Ilse. "Evelyn has been clapper-clawing me all the morning. Perhaps she'll whirl in at you now and give me a rest."
"I have been telling her that she should learn to control her temper," said Evelyn virtuously. "Don't you agree with me, Miss Starr?"
"What have you been doing now, Ilse?" asked Emily.
"Oh, I had a large quarrel with Mrs. Adamson this morning. It was bound to come sooner or later. I've been good so long there was an awful lot of wickedness bottled up in me. Mary knew that, didn't you, Mary? Mary felt quite sure an explosion was due to happen. Mrs. Adamson began it by asking disagreeable questions. She's always doing that... isn't she, Mary? After that she started in scolding... and finally she cried. THEN I slapped her face."
"You see," said Evelyn, significantly.
"I couldn't help it," grinned Ilse. "I could have endured her impertinence and her scolding... but when she began to cry... she's so UGLY when she cries... well, I just slapped her."
"I suppose you felt better after that," said Emily, determined not to show any disapproval before Evelyn.
Ilse burst out laughing.
"Yes, at first. It stopped her yowling, anyway. But afterwards came remorse. I'll apologize to her, of course. I DO feel real sorry... but I'm quite likely to do it again. If Mary here weren't so good I wouldn't be half as bad. I have to even the balance up a bit. Mary is meek and humble and Mrs. Adamson walks all over her. You should hear her scold Mary if Mary goes out more than one evening a week."
"She is right," said Evelyn. "It would be much better if YOU went out less. You're getting talked about, Ilse."
"You weren't out last night, anyhow, were you, dear?" asked Ilse with another unholy grin.
Evelyn coloured and was haughtily silent. Emily buried herself in her note-book and Mary and Ilse went out. Emily wished Evelyn would go, too. But Evelyn had no intention of going.
"Why don't you make Ilse behave herself?" she began in a hatefully confidential sort of way.
" I have no authority over Ilse," said Emily coldly. "Besides, I don't think she misbehaves."
"Oh, my dear girl... why, you heard her yourself saying she slapped Mrs. Adamson."
"Mrs. Adamson NEEDED it. She's an odious woman... ALWAYS crying when there's no need in the world for her to cry. There's nothing more aggravating."
"Well, Ilse skipped French AGAIN yesterday afternoon and went for a walk up-river with Ronnie Gibson. If she does that too often she's going to get caught."
"Ilse is very popular with the boys," said Emily, who knew that Evelyn wanted to be.
"She's popular in the wrong quarters." Evelyn was condescending now, knowing by instinct that Emily Starr hated to be condescended to. "She always has a ruck of wild boys after her... the nice ones don't bother with her, you notice."
"Ronnie Gibson's nice, isn't he?"
"Well, what do you say to Marshall Orde?"
"Ilse has nothing to do with Marshall Orde."
"Oh, hasn't she! She was driving with him till twelve o'clock last Tuesday night... and he was drunk when he got the horse from the livery stable."
"I don't believe a word of it! Ilse never went driving with Marsh Orde." Emily was white-lipped with indignation.
"I was told by a person who SAW them. Ilse is being talked about EVERYWHERE. Perhaps you have no authority over her but surely you have some INFLUENCE. Though YOU do foolish things yourself sometimes, don't you? Not meaning any harm perhaps. That time you went bathing on the Blair Water sands without any clothes on, for instance? THAT'S known all through the school. I heard Marsh's brother laughing about it. Now, WASN'T that foolish, my dear?"
Emily blushed with anger and shame... though quite as much over being my-deared by Evelyn Blake as anything else. That beautiful bathing by moonlight... what a thing of desecration it had been made by the world! She would NOT discuss it with Evelyn... she would not even tell Evelyn they had their petticoats on. Let her think what she would.
"I don't think you quite understand some things, Miss Blake," she said, with a certain fine, detached irony of tone and manner which made very commonplace words seem charged, with meanings unutterable.
"Oh, you belong to the Chosen People, don't you?" Evelyn laughed her malicious little laugh.
"I do," said Emily calmly, refusing to withdraw her eyes from her note-book.
"Well, don't get so vexed, dear. I only spoke because I thought it a pity to see poor Ilse getting in wrong everywhere. I rather like her, poor soul. And I wish she would tone down her taste in colours a bit. That scarlet evening dress she wore at the Prep concert... really, you know, it's weird."
"She looked like a tall golden lily in a scarlet sheath, I thought," said Emily.
"What a loyal friend you are, dear. I wonder if Ilse would stand up for YOU like that. Well, I suppose I ought to let you study. You have English at ten, haven't you? Mr. Scoville is going to watch the room... Mr. Travers is sick. Don't you think Mr. Scoville's hair is wonderful? Speaking of hair, dear, why don't you dress yours low enough at the sides to hide your ears... the tips, anyway? I think it would become you so much better."
Emily decided that if Evelyn Blake called her "dear" again she would throw an ink-bottle at her. WHY didn't she go away and let her study?
Evelyn had another shot in her locker.
"That callow young friend of yours from Stovepipe Town has been trying to get into The Quill. He sent in a patriotic poem. Tom showed it to me. It was a scream. One line especially was delicious... 'Canada, like a MAIDEN, welcomes back her sons.' You should have heard Tom howl."
Emily could hardly help smiling herself, though she was horribly annoyed with Perry for making such a target of himself. WHY couldn't he learn his limitations and understand that the slopes of Parnassus were not for him?
"I do not think the editor of The Quill has any business to show rejected contributions to outsiders," she said coldly.
"Oh, Tom doesn't look on ME as an outsider. And that really WAS too good to keep. Well, I think I'll run down to the Shoppe."
Emily sighed with relief as Evelyn took her departure. Presently Ilse returned.
"Evelyn gone? Sweet temper she was in this morning. I can't understand what Mary sees in her. Mary's a decent sort though she isn't exciting."
"Ilse," said Emily seriously. "Were you out driving with Marsh Orde one night last week?"
Ilse stared.
"No, you dear young ass, I wasn't. I can guess where you heard THAT yarn. I don't know who the girl was."
"But you cut French and went up-river with Ronnie Gibson?"
"Peccavi."
"Ilse... you shouldn't... really... "
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