Susan Hinton - The Outsiders

“Listen, Soda, you and Ponyboy,” Darry said as we strode down the street, “if the fuzz show, you two beat it out of there. The rest of us can only get jailed. You two can get sent to a boys’ home.”

“Nobody in this neighborhood’s going to call the fuzz,” Steve said grimly. “They know what’d happen if they did.”

“All the same, you two blow at the first sign of trouble. You hear me?”

“You sure don’t need an amplifier,” Soda said, and stuck out his tongue at the back of Darry’s head. I stifled a giggle. If you want to see something funny, it’s a tough hood sticking his tongue out at his big brother.

Tim Shepard and company were already waiting when we arrived at the vacant lot, along with a gang from Brumly, one of the suburbs. Tim was a lean, catlike eighteen-year-old who looked like the model JD you see in movies and magazines. He had the right curly black hair, smoldering dark eyes, and a long scar from temple to chin where a tramp had belted him with a broken pop bottle. He had a tough, hard look to him, and his nose had been broken twice. Like Dally’s, his smile was grim and bitter. He was one of those who enjoy being a hood. The rest of his bunch were the same way. The boys from Brumly, too. Young hoods — who would grow up to be old hoods. I’d never thought about it before, but they’d just get worse as they got older, not better. I looked at Darry. He wasn’t going to be any hood when he got old. He was going to get somewhere. Living the way we do would only make him more determined to get somewhere. That’s why he’s better than the rest of us, I thought. He’s going somewhere. And I was going to be like him. I wasn’t going to live in a lousy neighborhood all my life.

Tim had the tense, hungry look of an alley cat — that’s what he’s always reminded me of, an alley cat — and he was constantly restless. His boys ranged from fifteen to nineteen, hard-looking characters who were used to the strict discipline Tim gave out. That was the difference between his gang and ours — they had a leader and were organized; we were just buddies who stuck together — each man was his own leader. Maybe that was why we could whip them.

Tim and the leader of the Brumly outfit moved forward to shake hands with each of us — proving that our gangs were on the same side in this fight, although most of the guys in those two outfits weren’t exactly what I’d like to call my friends. When Tim got to me he studied me, maybe remembering how his kid brother and I had played chicken. “You and the quiet black-headed kid were the ones who killed that Soc?”

“Yeah,” I said, pretending to be proud of it; then I thought of Cherry and Randy and got a sick feeling in my stomach.

“Good goin’, kid. Curly always said you were a good kid. Curly’s in the reformatory for the next six months.” Tim grinned ruefully, probably thinking of his roughneck, hard-headed brother. “He got caught breakin’ into a liquor store, the little…” He went on to call Curly every unprintable name under the sun — in Tim’s way of thinking, terms of affection.

I surveyed the scene with pride. I was the youngest one there. Even Curly, if he had been there, had turned fifteen, so he was older than me. I could tell Darry realized this too, and although he was proud, I also knew he was worried. Shoot, I thought, I’ll fight so good this time he won’t ever worry about me again. I’ll show him that someone besides Sodapop can use his head.

One of the Brumly guys waved me over. We mostly stuck with our own outfits, so I was a little leery of going over to him, but I shrugged. He asked to borrow a weed, then lit up. “That big guy with y’all, you know him pretty well?”

“I ought to, he’s my brother,” I said. I couldn’t honestly say “Yes.” I knew Darry as well as he knew me, and that isn’t saying a whole lot.

“No kiddin’? I got a feelin’ he’s gonna be asked to start the fireworks around here. He a pretty good bopper?”

He meant rumbler. Those Brumly boys have weird vocabularies. I doubt if half of them can read a newspaper or spell much more than their names, and it comes out in their speech. I mean, you take a guy that calls a rumble “bop-action,” and you can tell he isn’t real educated.

“Yep,” I said. “But why him?”

He shrugged. “Why anybody else?”

I looked our outfits over. Most greasers don’t have real tuff builds or anything. They’re mostly lean and kind of panther-looking in a slouchy way. This is partly because they don’t eat much and partly because they’re slouchy. Darry looked like he could whip anyone there. I think most of the guys were nervous because of the ‘no weapons’ rule. I didn’t know about the Brumly boys, but I knew Shepard’s gang were used to fighting with anything they could get their hands on — bicycle chains, blades, pop bottles, pieces of pipe, pool sticks, or sometimes even heaters. I mean guns. I have a kind of lousy vocabulary, too, even if I am educated. Our gang never went in for weapons. We’re just not that rough. The only weapons we ever used were knives, and shoot, we carried them mostly just for looks. Like Two-Bit with his black-handled switch. None of us had ever really hurt anybody, or wanted to. Just Johnny. And he hadn’t wanted to.

“Hey, Curtis!” Tim yelled. I jumped.

“Which one?” I heard Soda yell back.

“The big one. Come on over here.”

The guy from Brumly looked at me. “What did I tell ya?”

I watched Darry going toward Tim and the leader of the Brumly boys. He shouldn’t be here, I thought suddenly. I shouldn’t be here and Steve shouldn’t be here and Soda shouldn’t be here and Two-Bit shouldn’t be here. We’re greasers, but not hoods, and we don’t belong with this bunch of future convicts. We could end up like them, I thought. We could. And the thought didn’t help my headache.

I went back to stand with Soda and Steve and Two-Bit then, because the Socs were arriving. Right on time. They came in four carloads, and filed out silently. I counted twenty-two of them. There were twenty of us, so I figured the odds were as even as we could get them. Darry always liked to take on two at a time anyway. They looked like they were all cut from the same piece of cloth: clean-shaven with semi-Beatle haircuts, wearing striped or checkered shirts with light-red or tan-colored jackets or madras ski jackets. They could just as easily have been going to the movies as to a rumble. That’s why people don’t ever think to blame the Socs and are always ready to jump on us. We look hoody and they look decent. It could be just the other way around — half of the hoods I know are pretty decent guys underneath all that grease, and from what I’ve heard, a lot of Socs are just cold-blooded mean — but people usually go by looks.

They lined up silently, facing us, and we lined up facing them. I looked for Randy but didn’t see him. I hoped he wasn’t there. A guy with a madras shirt stepped up. “Let’s get the rules straight — nothing but our fists, and the first to run lose. Right?”

Tim flipped away his beer can. “You savvy real good.”

There was an uneasy silence: Who was going to start it? Darry solved the problem. He stepped forward under the circle of light made by the street lamp. For a minute, everything looked unreal, like a scene out of a JD movie or something. Then Darry said, “I’ll take on anyone.”

He stood there, tall, broad-shouldered, his muscles taut under his T-shirt and his eyes glittering like ice. For a second it looked like there wasn’t anyone brave enough to take him on. Then there was a slight stir in the faceless mob of Socs, and a husky blond guy stepped forward. He looked at Darry and said quietly, “Hello, Darrel.”