Thomas Mullen - The Many Deaths of the Firefly Brothers

The other robbers had finished tying up the hostages, and Jason motioned for her to get into the backseat of the Pontiac.

“You’re just going to leave this Buick out here to rot?”

“Afraid so. The cops saw it, so the cops can have it.”

“Why don’t you wear masks?”

“I hope you aren’t calling me ugly.”

“No,” and she found it impossible not to return his smile as he put a hand on her shoulder to guide her into the car. “But it does make it possible for your hostages to identify you later, doesn’t it?”

The man who’d vomited screamed, “Jesus, lady, shut up!”

“Hey, watch it, buddy!” Jason snapped. But when he turned back to Darcy he was smiling again. “It’s hot under a mask. Plus it’s hard to breathe. And who cares if people can identify me?”

She still hadn’t quite gotten into the car. “You aren’t afraid of the police?”

“Are you?”

“I haven’t done anything wrong.”

“Never? Then why do you have that gleam in your eye, Miss Windham?”

More thunder, rattling her apartment’s windows. More gin, rattling her nerves. It was supposed to settle nerves, wasn’t it? Perhaps she’d had too much, or too little. Only one way to be sure.

She hated herself as she poured. It had been years since she’d taken more than one drink in a sitting, not since emerging from the long fog precipitated by her mother’s “suicide.” Darcy preferred to think of it as a murder, even though there was no murder weapon for her father to leave his fingerprints on. Darcy had barely been in her teens, but her father hadn’t noticed her drinking for months—or maybe he’d noticed but hadn’t cared, at least not until the spectacle of herself became an embarrassment to him and his business. And then his solution had been to send her to a sanatorium—straitjackets and syringes and soft rooms.

Her father had called her a few hours ago, to see if she’d heard the news. He sounded as if he were gloating. She didn’t know how he’d got her number—she had assumed this apartment was her secret. The man had tentacles; there was no limit to where they could slither. He’d asked what she was doing and she had said what does it sound like I’m doing, and he had told her martinis were a rather strong drink at this hour. What’s wrong with strength? she’d asked. Didn’t you preach the importance of strength, the necessity of strength, the primacy of strength? Sometimes a girl needs some strength in the morning.

After hanging up on him, she’d left the apartment and walked down the stairs, clutching the banister with each step.

It had stopped raining and the city glistened. Puddles like tiny mirrors lay on the roofs of parked cars. Every restaurant sign and arc light had been transformed into a leaky faucet. The city was so loud after a rainstorm, every movement shimmering with sound.

How could she be in shock like this? Did she have that right, when all along she’d known his death was a possibility? Every time he’d walked into a bank it was possible. And lately, with so many people after them, it could have happened at any time—at a filling station, in the bathroom of a supposedly safe apartment, driving down the street in a small town, buying coffee and the paper. Hiding in a farmhouse in Points North, Indiana. Why Points North? What on earth had happened these past few days? She knew something didn’t make sense, but she lacked the energy to overturn these rocks and peer beneath them. All that mattered was she had been buried. He was gone. And the world was crying around her.

She walked down the street, weaving, and realized it was later than she had thought. She could smell the lake, smell it receding. Everything was pulling away from her. She’d probably never even see Ronny again, not that that was such a terrible fate. But suddenly Darcy missed her, wanted desperately to share this with someone, wanted to talk to her about Jason and Whit, breathe the brothers back to life with their stories. They could not possibly be dead.

Jason Fireson dead ? Someone with such vibrancy, someone whose simple glance contained more energy than all the working stiffs trudging to work on the train each morning? Life was three-dimensional with him, the flatness of the mundane popped up into startling clarity, so many roads to navigate and mountains to climb. That’s what it was like with Jason; he made everything possible. Except death. That was unimaginable.

The photographs, Jesus. How could they print photos like that? Gratuitous. The swine. Reveling in it. Was that all he was to them? All those people who had gladly hidden the brothers in their crumbling homes, lied to the police for them, sung their praises in taverns and factories. Now they were chuckling at the thought of a bunch of country officers stalking them in the night and—

A car rushed past, turning a puddle into a weapon. She was soaked from the waist down. She hollered after it, pedestrians staring at this very unladylike wraith, this banshee of madness. Goddamn you! Goddamn you all !

And now a police officer, Jesus, asking her to calm down. Sir, you insult me. I am calm. This is calmness. Wrath is calm. God, she could have slapped him, but that would have been a mistake. At least her father hadn’t shared her address with any reporters; at least there were no flashbulbs recording her dazed movements. Darcy loathed pity, but she found herself telling this beat cop, this fresh-faced rookie, that her husband had been killed last night. He told her he was sorry and took her by the arm to walk her back to her building. He asked if she had reported the crime and she said, yes, yes, it’s being looked into, that’s not the point. Jesus, she’d told a stranger, and he was helping her to walk straight, or close enough. She was crying on his shoulder, on his uniform, already wet from the rain, so maybe he didn’t mind. She wasn’t sure how long he let her do that, but it must have been a while, because when they finally reached her building again and he tipped his hat to her she felt spent. Dry.

Where was she supposed to go?

They had blindfolded her for the next portion of their getaway, squeezing her between two silent men in the backseat. She instantly regretted that comment about being able to identify them.

“This is hardly the way to treat a lady,” she said, hoping her strong words could compensate for her increasing alarm. A final door was shut, the engine was turned on, and they were rolling away. Where, and for how long? Maybe he hadn’t been flirting; maybe he had less chivalrous ends in mind.

“Let’s just say there are parts of this drive that we prefer to be secretive, and leave it at that.” Jason’s voice sounded the slightest bit different—not cold, exactly, but businesslike. She was a commodity, something to be held and then traded. She had felt this way before.

The men didn’t talk anymore, so neither did she. She missed the exhilaration of the running boards, the wind in her hair. Already she was amazed she had felt that way—God, she was crazy. She was being kidnapped by gangsters and she had foolishly smiled her way into the executioner’s den. The freed hostages were likely offering her description to the police even now. Somewhere an obituary was being prepared.

They drove for an hour, maybe two, stopping intermittently. A door would open and one of the shoulders beside her would depart. At least she had some room back here now.

“I’ll have to ask you to lie down now, Miss Windham,” Jason said after the second stop. “Wouldn’t want any passersby to see your blindfold and get suspicious.”

She obeyed, reluctantly. She began to wonder if she would ever see anything else again.