Andrew Gross - Killing Hour

I found a bench and took out the thick report. Central Coast Medical Center. Patient: Erlich, Evan. Patient #3233A32.

It began with his admitting evaluation. August 23. It stated that the patient had attempted to purchase a gun and that his parents had called the police. That Evan had demonstrated violent behavior toward them. There was a box with various courses of action:

Intent to harm self and Intent to harm someone else were both checked.

The report went on to say that ‘the patient was admitted in a hostile and agitated state and had exhibited extreme physical behavior toward his parents and resistance to officers on scene and was unresponsive to efforts to calm him’. He was sedated: Risperdal, Klonopin, and Ativan. He was placed in a treatment cell and put under full observation.

Day two, Evan was still a mess: ‘Patient appears calmer, responsive, but remains agitated and depressed. Admits to depression, feelings of isolation, hostility toward family, but has not taken his medicine in weeks. He feels the need to get a gun to protect himself from them.’ There were further observations with comments like ‘agitated’ and ‘anxious’. ‘Still having thoughts of suicide.’ ‘Protective watch continued.’

As well as the heavy doses of sedatives and benzodiazepines.

I put it down, my gaze drifting out to the congregation of gulls and pelicans on the rocks.

‘Hey, friend, got a buck for an Iraq War vet?’

A panhandler had wandered up to me in disheveled clothes and carrying a hand-scrawled cardboard sign.

IRAQ WAR VET. NEED FOOD.

‘Any chance you can help me out, chief? It’s Veterans Day tomorrow. Can you spare me something for a meal?’

I looked up at him. ‘Veterans Day’s in November, chief. Nice try.’

‘Dude, every day is Veterans Day,’ the guy grinned, ‘when you’re looking for something to eat.’

Our eyes met and the spark of humor in his eyes along with his gaunt, haggard appearance made my resistance soften. I thought of Charlie, who had been down and out for many years himself. I reached into my pocket and came out with a five, and handed it to him. ‘Here. You take it easy, man.’

‘ Dude! ’ His steel-gray eyes were suddenly bright and he cocked a hand at me and pointed, as if aiming a gun, making me wonder if he had ever served a day. But I wasn’t caring. He backed down the path with a grin, his oversized pants brushing the pavement, and waved back at me. ‘You have a good day now, chief.’

I gave him a wave in return, reflecting that the contrast in this town was startling. Beautiful homes, a stunning coastline. But also a kind of refuge for the down-and-out, whom life had passed by.

I smiled as the guy walked away, waving at me one last time. ‘See ya around.’

I went back to Evan’s report. I wasn’t sure what I was looking to find, but in the next two days there were pages and pages detailing how Evan had gradually become more responsive. Seroquel was added to his treatment, two hundred milligrams, a massive dose. By the third day it seemed to have done its trick and blunted his rage. ‘Patient now denies any real anger toward his parents.’ ‘Now admits the gun was meant for him.’

No kidding. He was a zombie, Anna Aquino said. Completely snowed.

By the fourth day, he had even begun to express remorse. ‘Patient indicates a desire not to return home as it is a volatile situation. It is suggested an intermediary living situation might be located.’

That made me angry. Anyone professional had to know the demons that were still lurking inside.

In the final pages, the report went on to note how Evan understood that he had to stay on his meds and even expressed a desire to get better. ‘Patient feels that the current environment at home may not be compatible with that goal. Social services is looking for an appropriate outside environment.’

Evan’s scrawled, semilegible signature was on the release form, along with Mitchell Derosa, Supervising MD’s.

Maybe Sherwood was right. Suicide or accident, Evan was dead. I was leaving in the morning. What did it even matter if the system had let him down?

The kid was crazy, delusional. He was talking to the furnace, for Christ’s sake.

The die was really cast the day he was born.

Chapter 17

I stopped off at Charlie’s one last time to drop off the report and say good-bye.

To my surprise, they had a couple of people over. Two of Evan’s friends: One was Pam, a cashier from the store where Evan had bagged groceries for a while. She had a row of hoops in her ear and wore one of those gold-plated necklaces with her name in large script.

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