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First published in Great Britain by HarperCollins Publishers 2016
Copyright © Bryony Fraser 2016
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Source ISBN: 9780007477081
Ebook Edition © September 2016 ISBN: 9780007477098
Version: 2016-08-10
This book is dedicated to all the great dames
I know and love.
And also to burritos.
‘They say marriages are made in Heaven.
But so is thunder and lightning.’
— Clint Eastwood
Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
The End
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Acknowledgements
Keep Reading …
About The Author
About the Publisher
‘We’re getting a divorce.’
There’s a moment, just a single heartbeat of a moment, where no one says anything. Then Dad puts his arm around Mum, and my sister Kat starts laughing, and Liz is standing up, cheering, and Jack’s best man, Iffy, is raising his pint to us, and everyone else is chattering like am-dram extras. My other sisters tell off Kat for laughing, and Mum throws her hands up, and at the back of the room someone drops their glass, and Jack and I just look at one another.
Thinking about it again, maybe our anniversary party wasn’t the best place to announce it.
I stirred my rum and Coke with one perfectly manicured finger and took a large gulp. I hadn’t smoked since my teens, but I’d have pushed a vicar through a stained-glass window for just a couple of puffs.
‘You alright, love?’ Dad sat opposite me, nursing his own rum. I blinked at him.
‘Besides the obvious?’ I said, gesturing with my glass at my outfit, our location.
‘We’ve got plenty of time, Zoe. Have a drink. Take a deep breath. Decide what you want to do.’
That was what I needed to hear, ever since this morning, when I’d woken up in my old bedroom. Or when I was booking marquees. Or when Jack first asked me.
I sighed and stared out of the window. ‘Did you and Mum never fancy this?’
Dad shifted in his chair a little. ‘Did it ever bother you and your sisters that we weren’t married?’
‘No! God, no. It was quite cool, actually. But I’m just wondering, now … Why did you two never fancy it?’ I turned my engagement ring round and round on my finger, gold band … sapphire stone … gold band … sapphire stone …
‘Things were different. And it just didn’t suit us, back then. But we weren’t who you and Jack are.’
‘That’s what I’m worried about.’
‘The thing is, love … sometimes you just have to do what you think is right.’ He took a sip. ‘Even if it might seem like the hardest thing in the world.’
I looked at Dad’s pale, smiling face, then knocked back the rest of my drink, stood up, and pushed my veil forwards over my face. ‘Let’s do this, Dad. Let’s get me down that aisle.’
We stepped out of the Queen’s Head into the cold, thin January sunlight, where the wedding car was waiting for us, driver Al in the front with a Daily Express and a bag of salt and vinegar. As he saw us coming out, he started up the engine; Dad tucked me into the back seat, passing me the second-hand Chanel clutch he and Mum had surprised me with last night, as if it were a vaguely radioactive but very precious baby, then sat down beside me, trying not to crumple my outfit.
‘Fifteen minutes, Al,’ Dad said. ‘Do you think we can make it?’
‘Nooo problem,’ Al shouted over his shoulder, revving the engine and sweeping out into the traffic.
Fortunately, having huge wedding ribbons on your car seems to make other drivers a touch more charitable – there’s no way we’d have made it in time otherwise – and we got to the register office to find Jack outside at the front, pacing with nerves at my delay, alongside his best man, Iffy, and my maid of honour, my oldest friend, Liz. My sisters were outside too: Esther watching Jack’s pacing with crossed arms and Ava standing with her arms around Kat, who was painting her nails, both of them huddled together in a tiny splash of winter sun, breath hanging in the air. The rest of the wedding party waited inside as the wedding before ours began filing out. As the car drew to a halt, Jack bounded over, reaching in to help me out of the car before it had even come to a full stop.
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