A Woman of War
Mandy Robotham
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First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2018
Copyright © Mandy Robotham 2018
Cover design © Becky Glibbery 2018
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Cover photograph: Woman © Laura Kate Bradley, Arcangel
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Source ISBN: 9780008324247
Ebook Edition © December 2018 ISBN: 9780008324230
Version: 2018-11-29
To the boys: Simon, Harry & Finn
And to mothers and midwives everywhere
Table of Contents
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Title Page A Woman of War Mandy Robotham
Copyright Published by AVON A Division of HarperCollinsPublishers Ltd 1 London Bridge Street London SE1 9GF www.harpercollins.co.uk First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2018 Copyright © Mandy Robotham 2018 Cover design © Becky Glibbery 2018 Cover photographs © Shutterstock Cover photograph: Woman © Laura Kate Bradley, Arcangel Mandy Robotham asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work. A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library. This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental. All rights reserved under International and Pan-American Copyright Conventions. By payment of the required fees, you have been granted the non-exclusive, non-transferable right to access and read the text of this ebook on screen. No part of this text may be reproduced, transmitted, downloaded, decompiled, reverse engineered, or stored in or introduced into any information storage and retrieval system, in any form or by any means, whether electronic or mechanical, now known or hereinafter invented, without the express written permission of HarperCollins. Source ISBN: 9780008324247 Ebook Edition © December 2018 ISBN: 9780008324230 Version: 2018-11-29
Dedication To the boys: Simon, Harry & Finn And to mothers and midwives everywhere
Author’s Note Author’s Note Midwives love to talk, analyse and dissect; the post-birth babble in the coffee room is where we relate the beauty of a birth and the small dilemmas: How to relay to women the intensity of what they may go through in labour? Is it fair to describe in detail the two-headed agony and ecstasy of birth before the day? It led me to wonder at the bigger moral issues we might face, a point where we as midwives may not want to give body and soul towards the safety of mother and baby. And who and or where would that be? For me there was only one answer: a child whose very genetics would cause ripples among those who had suffered hugely at the hands of its father: Adolf Hitler. Combining a fascination for wartime history and my passion for birth, the idea was conceived. Using real characters like Hitler and Eva Braun – both of whom continue to incite strong emotions almost eight decades on – tested my own moral compass. And yet, I retain the premise that all women, at the point of birth, are equal: princess or pauper, angel or devil, in normal labour we all have to dig deep into ourselves. Birth sweeps away all prejudice. Eva, in the moments of labour, is one of those women. So too, the baby is born free of moral stain – an innocent, entirely pure. While using factual research material and scenarios, this is my take on a snapshot in history. There has been past speculation that the Führer and his eventual bride had a child, but A Woman of War is a work of fiction, my mind asking: What if? Anke too, is a fiction, yet an embodiment of what I sense in many midwives – a huge heart, but with doubts and fears. In other words, a normal person.
Chapter 1: Irena
Chapter 2: Exit
Chapter 3: The Outside
Chapter 4: Climbing
Chapter 5: New Beginning
Chapter 6: Adjustment
Chapter 7: Eva
Chapter 8: A New Confinement
Chapter 9: Contact
Chapter 10: Visitors
Chapter 11: The First Lady
Chapter 12: Employment
Chapter 13: Life and Death
Chapter 14: Renewed Ascent
Chapter 15: Waiting
Chapter 16: Plans
Chapter 17: A Slice of Life
Chapter 18: Calming the Fire
Chapter 19: Watchful Waiting
Chapter 20: Eva’s Strength
Chapter 21: Recovery and Reflection
Chapter 22: New Demons
Chapter 23: Nurturing
Chapter 24: A Growing Interest
Chapter 25: New Arrivals
Chapter 26: The Good Doctor
Chapter 27: The Sewing Room
Chapter 28: Release
Chapter 29: Friends
Chapter 30: Clouds in Springtime
Chapter 31: Relief
Chapter 32: Waiting
Chapter 33: Empty Space
Chapter Hidden Listed
Chapter 34: Beginnings
Chapter Hidden Listed
Chapter 35: Brewing
Chapter 36: A Night Shift
Chapter Hidden Listed
Chapter 37: Watching and Waiting
Chapter 38: Imminence
Chapter Hidden Listed
Chapter 39: Strength of the Web
Chapter 40: A Real World on Top of the Mountain
Chapter 41: Retribution
Epilogue: Berlin 1990
Acknowledgements
About the Author
About the Publisher
Midwives love to talk, analyse and dissect; the post-birth babble in the coffee room is where we relate the beauty of a birth and the small dilemmas: How to relay to women the intensity of what they may go through in labour? Is it fair to describe in detail the two-headed agony and ecstasy of birth before the day? It led me to wonder at the bigger moral issues we might face, a point where we as midwives may not want to give body and soul towards the safety of mother and baby. And who and or where would that be?
For me there was only one answer: a child whose very genetics would cause ripples among those who had suffered hugely at the hands of its father: Adolf Hitler. Combining a fascination for wartime history and my passion for birth, the idea was conceived. Using real characters like Hitler and Eva Braun – both of whom continue to incite strong emotions almost eight decades on – tested my own moral compass. And yet, I retain the premise that all women, at the point of birth, are equal: princess or pauper, angel or devil, in normal labour we all have to dig deep into ourselves. Birth sweeps away all prejudice. Eva, in the moments of labour, is one of those women. So too, the baby is born free of moral stain – an innocent, entirely pure.
While using factual research material and scenarios, this is my take on a snapshot in history. There has been past speculation that the Führer and his eventual bride had a child, but A Woman of War is a work of fiction, my mind asking: What if? Anke too, is a fiction, yet an embodiment of what I sense in many midwives – a huge heart, but with doubts and fears. In other words, a normal person.
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