For wattpad.com.
To the team for providing a place to share.
To each and every member who read, voted, nagged and criticized. You shaped this story.
To Joanne and Terran, and lastly, to Soraya. You reached out to a child across the world and gave her the encouragement she needed. You started this journey.
O Rose, thou art sick!
The invisible worm
That flies in the night,
In the howling storm,
Has found out thy bed
Of crimson joy:
And his dark secret love
Does thy life destroy.
– The Sick Rose, William Blake
Table of Contents
Title Page
Dedication For wattpad.com. To the team for providing a place to share. To each and every member who read, voted, nagged and criticized. You shaped this story. To Joanne and Terran, and lastly, to Soraya. You reached out to a child across the world and gave her the encouragement she needed. You started this journey.
Epigraph O Rose, thou art sick! The invisible worm That flies in the night, In the howling storm, Has found out thy bed Of crimson joy: And his dark secret love Does thy life destroy. – The Sick Rose, William Blake
Chapter One: Violet
Chapter Two: Violet
Chapter Three: Violet
Chapter Four: Kaspar
Chapter Five: Violet
Chapter Six: Violet
Chapter Seven: Kaspar
Chapter Eight: Violet
Chapter Nine: Violet
Chapter Ten: Violet
Chapter Eleven: Violet
Chapter Twelve: Kaspar
Chapter Thirteen: Violet
Chapter Fourteen: Violet
Chapter Fifteen: Violet
Chapter Sixteen: Violet
Chapter Seventeen: Kaspar
Chapter Eighteen: Violet
Chapter Nineteen: Violet
Chapter Twenty: Violet
Chapter Twenty-One: Violet
Chapter Twenty-Two: Kaspar
Chapter Twenty-Three: Violet
Chapter Twenty-Four: Kaspar
Chapter Twenty-Five: Violet
Chapter Twenty-Six: Kaspar
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Violet
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Kaspar
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Violet
Chapter Thirty: Violet
Chapter Thirty-One: Kaspar
Chapter Thirty-Two: Violet
Chapter Thirty-Three: Kaspar
Chapter Thirty-Four: Violet
Chapter Thirty-Five: Kaspar
Chapter Thirty-Six: Violet
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Violet
Chapter Thirty-Eight: Kaspar
Chapter Thirty-Nine: Violet
Chapter Forty: Violet
Chapter Forty-One: Kaspar
Chapter Forty-Two: Violet
Chapter Forty-Three: Violet
Chapter Forty-Four: Violet
Chapter Forty-Five: Violet
Chapter Forty-Six: Violet
Chapter Forty-Seven: Violet
Chapter Forty-Eight: Violet
Chapter Forty-Nine: Violet
Chapter Fifty: Kaspar
Chapter Fifty-One: Violet
Chapter Fifty-Two: Kaspar
Chapter Fifty-Three: Violet
Chapter Fifty-Four: Violet
Chapter Fifty-Five: Kaspar
Chapter Fifty-Six: Violet
Chapter Fifty-Seven: Violet
Chapter Fifty-Eight: Kaspar
Chapter Fifty-Nine: Violet
Chapter Sixty: Violet
Chapter Sixty-One: Violet
Chapter Sixty-Two: Violet
Chapter Sixty-Three: Violet
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Copyright
About the Publisher
Trafalgar Square is probably not the best place to stand at one o’clock in the morning. In fact, it is probably not the best place to be if you are alone at any time of the night.
The shadow of Nelson’s Column in Trafalgar Square loomed above as I shivered, the cool air of the July night rushing between the buildings. I shuddered again, pulling my coat tightly around myself, seriously beginning to regret wearing a skimpy black dress – my choice of wardrobe for the evening. The sacrifices I make for a good night out.
Jumping as a pigeon fluttered down beside my feet, I scanned the empty streets for any sign of my friends. So much for getting a ‘late night snack’. The sushi bar was only a two-minute walk away; twenty minutes had passed. I rolled my eyes, in no doubt that some guys were in their knickers by now. Good for them. Why would they have to worry about little old Violet Lee?
I walked towards the benches, sheltered by the sparse and gloomy canopy of trees. I sighed as I rubbed my hands across my knees to try to get the blood flowing, bitterly regretting the decision to wait behind.
Taking one last glance around the square, I pulled out my mobile, hitting speed dial. It continued to ring until, eventually, the voicemail cut in.
‘Hi, this is Ruby. I can’t answer right now, so leave a message after the tone. Lovage!’
I groaned in frustration as the tone beeped. ‘Ruby, where the hell are you? If you’re with that guy, I swear I’ll kill you! It’s bloody freezing out here! As soon as you get this, call back.’
I ended the call, slipping the phone back into the inside pocket of my coat, knowing that my efforts were likely to be in vain as she probably wouldn’t listen to the message for days. Rubbing my hands together and drawing my knees up to my chest in a bid to keep warm, I debated whether I should just get a cab home. But if Ruby did turn up, I’d be in trouble. Resigning myself to a long wait, I laid my head on my knees in the quiet, watching the orange haze that coated the city of London.
Opposite, late-night drinkers disappeared into a side-alley, stumbling along until their raucous laughter was lost in the darkness. A few minutes later, a red double-decker bus with the words ‘Visit the National Gallery’ splashed across its side appeared from behind the very attraction it was advertising. It followed the road around the square before disappearing amidst the maze of Victorian buildings that dominated the city centre. As it left, the dull hum of far-away London traffic seemed to fade away into silence with it.
I wondered which of the two boys we had met tonight had struck lucky with Ruby. I felt a pang of regret, wishing I could be as carefree and, well, loose as she was. But I couldn’t. Not after Joel.
More minutes passed and I began to feel uneasy. Nobody had drunkenly stumbled through for a while and the cold night air was descending like a blanket around my exposed legs. I glanced about for a taxi but the roads were empty and the square deserted, save for the light skimming over the surface of the water in the two fountains either side of the central column.
I pulled my phone back out, thinking I could call my father and ask him to pick me up, when something flickered in the corner of my eye. Almost dropping my phone I jerked up, heart in my mouth, scanning the square for any sign of movement.
Nothing. I shook my head, the panic waning. It was probably just a pigeon , I assured myself. I began to dial my home number, the cold numbing my fingers, though I glanced up every few seconds, willing my breathing to slow.
But no, something had moved.
A shadow had flitted across one of the huge fountains, too quick for my eyes to discern a shape. The square, on the other hand, was deserted, save for a few panicked pigeons taking flight. I shook my head, pressing my phone to my ear. The line crackled, ringing feebly and breaking every few seconds.
I tapped my foot impatiently. ‘C’mon …’ I muttered, glancing at the screen. Full signal.
My eyes wandered as the number dialled and dialled, lingering on Nelson’s Column, towering hundreds of feet in the air. The blazing floodlights that lit up the statue at the very top flickered, like a flame in the breeze. They stilled again, as intense and bright as before.
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