Amanda said, “That’s okay. Just have some coffee.” She reached for a mug from the cupboard by the stove, filled it and handed it to him. “Sit for a minute.”
He took the coffee and he and Amanda ambled to chairs at the table, as Amanda’s sixteen-year-old son Billy stepped into the room, music headphones in his ears. Totally oblivious to the people at the table, he walked to the refrigerator and pulled out the milk.
Amanda cast an embarrassed glance at her son. “Billy, at least say good-morning.”
He ignored her.
She rose, walked over to him and took one of the headphones from his right ear. “Good morning,” she singsonged.
Billy sighed. “Morning.”
“Say good morning to our guests.”
He scowled toward the table. “Good morning.”
Liz had seen this a million times before. A teenager embarrassed that he had to count on a charity for a roof over his head frequently acted out. Especially the son of an abusive father. Even as Billy was probably glad to get away from his dad, he also missed him. Worse, he could be wondering about himself. If he was like his dad.
Liz’s gaze slid to Cain. Billy was the kind of employee Cain hated. Troubled. He wanted only the best, both emotionally and physically, so he didn’t have to deal with problems. His job was to get whatever construction project he had done and done right. He didn’t have time for employee problems.
But after the way he’d reacted to Amanda’s comment the day before, Liz knew he’d changed. At least somewhat. And he did have a soft spot for Amanda and her family. Billy was a part of that family. He desperately needed a positive male role model. If Cain simply behaved as he had the day before when he showed her how to use the blue tape and paint, Billy might actually learn something.
Plus, she and Cain wouldn’t have to be in the same room.
She didn’t want to spend the day worrying about how and when she’d tell him about their child. She also couldn’t simply blurt it out in an awkward silence, particularly since they might be alone in the room but they weren’t alone in the house. She wanted the right opportunity again, but she also needed time to think it through so she could choose her words carefully. Not being around Cain would buy her time.
She took a breath then smiled at Billy. “We could sure use your help today. Especially Cain.”
Amanda gasped and clasped her hands together. “What a wonderful idea! Do you know who Mr. Nestor is?”
Billy rolled his eyes. “No.”
“He owns a construction company.” Amanda all but glowed with enthusiasm. “I’ll bet he could teach you a million things.”
“I don’t need to know a million things, Mom. Besides, I want to go to med school.”
“And you’re going to need money,” Amanda pointed out. “Mr. Nestor put himself through university working construction.”
Billy glared at Cain.
Cain shifted uncomfortably. “Construction isn’t for everyone,” he said, clearly unhappy to be caught in the middle. “I was also a bartender.”
“But you’re here now,” Liz said, unable to stop herself. Her gaze roamed over to Cain’s. “And you could teach him so much.”
She let her eyes say the words she couldn’t utter in front of the angry teen who desperately needed to at least see how a decent man behaved.
Cain pulled in a slow breath. Liz held hers. He’d changed. She knew he’d changed just from the sympathy he’d displayed to Amanda the day before. He could do this! All he had to do was say okay.
She held her breath as she held his gaze. His steely eyes bore into hers, but the longer their connection, the more his eyes softened.
Finally, he turned on his chair, facing Billy. “What I’m doing today isn’t hard. So it might be a good place for you to start if you’re interested in learning a few things.”
“There! See!” Amanda clasped Billy on the shoulder. “It will be good for you.”
Cain rose and motioned for Billy to follow him out of the kitchen. Liz stared after them, her heart pounding. No matter how much she wanted to believe he’d done that out of sympathy for Amanda’s situation, she knew he’d done it for her.
She turned back to her coffee, smiled at Amanda, trying to appear as if nothing was wrong. But everything was wrong. First, spending time with him had caused her to realize he deserved to know he’d created and lost a child. Now he was softening, doing things she asked.
For the first time it occurred to her that maybe he wasn’t changing because of their situation but to please her.
And if he was…Lord help them.
Ten minutes later Cain found himself in the living room with an angry, sullen teenager. He debated drawing him into conversation, but somehow he didn’t think the charisma that typically worked on egotistical bankers and clever business owners would work with a kid. And the chitchat he was forcing himself to develop with Amanda and Liz hadn’t served him all that well, either. He and Billy could either work in silence, or he could hit this kid with the truth.
“You know what? I don’t like this any more than you do.”
Surprised, Billy looked over.
“But your mom wants you here and every once in a while a man has to suck it up and do what his mom wants.” Technically, he and Billy were in the same boat. He was in this room, with this angry boy, because he hadn’t been able to resist the pleading in Liz’s eyes. And that troubled him. He was falling for her again. Only this time it was different. This time he had nothing to prove professionally. No reason to back away. No way to erect walls that would allow him to be in a relationship and still protect his heart. She’d broken it once. She could do it again.
“If you’d kept your mouth shut I could have gotten out of this.”
“How? By being a brat? That’s a skill that’ll really help you in the real world.”
“I don’t care about the real world.”
Cain snorted. “No kidding.” He slid his tape measure from his tool belt and walked to the wall. Holding the end of the tape against the wall, he waved the tape measure’s silver container at Billy. “Take this to the other end of the wall.”
Billy sighed, but took the tape box and did as Cain requested.
“What’s the length?”
“Ten feet.”
“Exactly ten feet?”
“I don’t know.”
Exasperated, but not about to let Billy know that and give him leverage to be a pain all day, Cain said, “Okay. Let’s try this again. You hold this end against the wall. I’ll get the number.”
Without a word, Billy walked the tape back to Cain and they switched places.
He measured the length, told Billy to let go of his end and the tape snapped back into the silver container. He reached for one of the long pieces of trim he’d purchased the day before. It bowed when he lifted it and he motioned with his chin for Billy to grab the other end. “Get that, will you?”
Billy made a face, but picked up the wood.
Cain carried it to the miter box. The tools he had in his truck were from nearly ten years before. Though they weren’t the latest technology they still worked. And maybe teaching this kid a little something today might be the best way to get his mind off Liz. About the fact that he didn’t just want her, he was doing crazy things for her. About the fact that if he didn’t watch himself, he’d be in so far that he’d be vulnerable again.
“You know, eventually you’ll have to go to somebody for a job. You’re not going to get through school on your good looks.”
Adjusting the wood in the box, Cain made his end cuts. He gestured for Billy to help him take the piece of trim to the wall again. He snapped it into place and secured it with a few shots from a nail gun.
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