Who was this man? Once he would have tried to argue it out of her, tease it out of her, coax it out of her.
Now he just cast her a look that was coolly assessing, said nothing more about the fire and quickened his pace so that his bike shot ahead of hers.
And, as aggravating as she had found his appearance in her office yesterday, as much as she had felt vulnerable to him, Sophie decided to try another tack to coax that chilly look off his face and bring the boy she had always known back to the surface.
Sophie put on a bit of steam herself, pulled out beside him and then passed him. She took the lead, then turned around, placed her thumb on her nose and waggled her fingers at him.
“Ha, ha,” she said, “you have a girl’s bike!”
So much for the new Sophie, all slick sophistication and suave polish.
Brand had always been competitive, and he read it as the challenge she had intended. Just as she had known, he could not resist. She could hear the whir of his bike spokes, the rubber tires hissing on the pavement. She pedaled harder. She was on an eighteen-speed, he on a three. He was going to have to work very hard to keep up with her.
Apparently he was up to the task. When she heard him coming up on her right-hand side, she swerved in front of him, heard his yelp of surprise as she cut him off and kept the lead.
“Hey,” he called, “you’re playing dirty!”
Her laugh of fiendish enjoyment was entirely genuine. She rose off the seat, leaned forward, stood up on those pedals and went hard.
Mr. Machalay crept out on the road in front of her, one arm full of groceries, the other clamped down on the leash of his ancient dog, Max. She rang her bell frantically and swerved around them. She glanced over her shoulder. Brand swerved the other way around Mr. Machalay and Max, both of whom now stood frozen to the spot. Mr. Machalay dropped the leash and waved his fist at them.
“Sorry,” she called. Still, she was pleased with her lead. It didn’t last long.
“You’re going to cause an accident,” he panted, way too close to her ear.
“Oh, well,” she called back, breathless. “Better than dying of boredom.”
“I thought I told you that wasn’t a bad thing!”
“Coming from the great adventurer, Brand Sheridan, I found that a little hard to buy.”
“Watch your tone,” he instructed her, exasperated. “You’re supposed to adore me!”
She laughed recklessly.
“You needn’t make that sound as if it’s impossible,” he called, and then he pulled his bike up right beside her.
Sophie thought she’d been pedaling with everything she had, but a sudden whoosh of adrenaline filled her and she dug deep and found something extra.
They were racing full-out, and she loved the breathless feeling, loved the wind in her hair, her heart pumping, her muscles straining. She loved knowing he was beside her. She felt as if she had been asleep and suddenly she was gloriously, wonderfully alive.
He reached out over the tiny distance between them, and touched her, a gentle slap on her shoulder, as if they were playing tag, and then he surged ahead, effortlessly, as if he had only been playing with her all along.
Though his bike was older and less sound, his legs were longer and stronger. But it was his heart, the fierce, competitive heart of a warrior, that made this race impossible for her to win.
She cast him a look as he shot by and smiled to herself. She might not win this race, but she had won in another way.
It was there. A light shone in his face, laughter sparked in his eyes, the line of his mouth, though determined, had softened with fun. It took her back over the years and made her think maybe she did not have to go as far as she thought to find him where he was lost.
Now he was way out in front, weaving fearlessly in and out of the growing traffic as they got closer to Main Street and downtown.
He turned, put his thumb to his nose, waggled his fingers at her as she had done to him. “I might have a girl’s bike, but I’m no girl!”
“Don’t say that as if there’s something wrong with being a girl!”
And then they were both laughing, and he deliberately slowed up and let her catch him.
“Nothing at all wrong with being a girl,” he told her, sweetly, solemnly.
By the time they arrived at Maynard’s they were together, the couple that they hoped to convince everyone they were.
He threw down his bike, and lay on the grassy boulevard, taking deep breaths, looking up through the canopy of leaves to the sky.
She threw down her own bike, and saw he was choking on laughter. It was a good sight and a good sound. She had broken down the barrier around him, and she was satisfied with that.
She lay down on the grass beside him. Who cared who saw them? Wasn’t that the point? Thanks to Grandma she kept her arms glued to her sides in case she was sweaty.
“You nearly killed me,” he accused her.
“That would be a cruel irony, wouldn’t it? With all the things you’ve seen and done, to die racing your bicycle down the Main Street of Sugar Maple Grove?”
The laughter was gone.
“Yeah,” he said, “that would be a cruel irony.”
“What have you seen and done?” she whispered, seeing his defenses down, moving in. Tell me.
But he got up and held out his hand to her, pulled her to her feet. She hoped any sweat had dried, but if there was any, he didn’t notice or didn’t care.
He stood staring at her for a long time, debating something.
She held her breath, knowing somehow he needed this.
And yet not at all surprised when he was able to deny his own need.
Instead, he kidded, “What have I seen and done? Ice-cream flavors you wouldn’t believe.”
“Such as?”
“On the tame side, Philippine mango. On the wild side, ox tongue in Japan.”
“Ox-tongue ice cream?” she said skeptically.
“Or oyster, garlic, or whale. Seriously.”
“Did you try those?”
“Of course. Who could resist trying them?”
At the risk of confirming she was boring, she stated, “Me!”
“You only live once. Rose petal is a favorite in the Middle East. You might like that.”
“You’ve eaten rose-petal ice cream?”
“Yeah.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
And the moment when he had almost told her something, revealed a hidden part of himself was gone, but this was something, too, to have him relaxed at her side, remembering exotic flavors of ice cream, and unless she was mistaken, enjoying this little slice of small-town life.
“Surprise me,” he told her. “Order something other than vanilla.”
And then Sophie was duty-bound to order vanilla, since he had suggested something else!
“Not unless they have rose petal,” she decided. “Or if they have ox tongue I might try that.”
And he laughed, because they both knew she never would, not even if she was starving to death and ox-tongue ice cream was the only food left on the face of the earth.
After they had gotten their ice cream in chocolate-dipped waffle cones, they left their bikes lying on the grassy boulevard, unlocked, and strolled down Main Street. The evening was not cooling, and even as light leached from the sky it was so hot that the ice cream was melting faster than they could eat it.
There was something about this experience: walking down Main Street with him, licking ice cream while the sun went down on a day that had been scorching hot, that was both simple and profound. She didn’t know what it said about her life that this felt like one of the best moments ever.
And it didn’t hurt that other women were looking at her with unabashed envy, either! Or that he seemed oblivious to the fuss he caused, to the sidelong looks, to the inviting smiles, as if being with her was all that mattered.
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