He realized he was staring when Marcos repeated the question about the hospital.
“Everyone’s been great,” he said. “Thanks. The police still want to depose me in a day or two, and I should probably stick around for a couple of weeks to see if they make an arrest. So I’ll take you up on your offer to stay in your apartment, if it’s still okay.”
“Absolutely. I told the doorman you might be coming. He has a set of keys. So does Sophia. Make yourself at home.”
The thought of Sophia having a set of Marcos’s house keys made him uneasy. “Thanks. I really appreciate it.”
More murmurs sounded in the background, and that was definitely Marcos chuckling at something. Hand tightening on the phone, he realized he now had the thing mashed to his ear. So much for not letting it touch him any more than necessary. The fire in his gut burned just a little bit hotter when he caught a faint whiff of her scent clinging to the thing. His glance swung back to the nurse, wondering how he knew what she smelled like.
It’s your sick imagination, bud.
As soon as he got back to the States, he was going to sink deep into the first willing woman he came across. It had obviously been far too long since he’d gotten any. Maybe he’d even find someone here in Brazil at one of the clubs, if he was here long enough.
“Well, I’ll let you go.” Lucas was suddenly anxious to get off the phone.
“Okay... Oh, wait. I forgot to ask. How does it feel to see Sophia again after all these years? It’s hard for me not to still picture her as a little kid.”
Little kid? That was the last thing he’d pictured when he’d looked at Sophia. But Marcos’s words made a slight chill come over him, dousing the flames that had begun licking at places he’d rather were left alone.
“I don’t follow.”
There was a pause. “You don’t remember her? I guess it was so long ago that—”
“Remember her from where?” The chill grew. When he glanced to the side, he noted Sophia had turned toward him.
Before Marcos’s next words came over the line, he knew he’d somehow missed something. Something big.
“She was at the orphanage with us. Stuck to our sides like glue. O trio dinâmico. Ring a bell?”
The dynamic trio.
Why hadn’t she said anything?
“I...” Feeling like an idiot, Lucas stared at the woman in front of him, trying to see something that rang a bell. Instead, he settled for the first lame words that popped into his brain. “I was just a kid.”
“Right.” The disappointment surrounding that single word cut him to the quick.
How could he be expected to remember something that had happened thirty years ago? It wasn’t like he’d spent his whole life in Brazil, the way Marcos had. But it did explain why Sophia had been there each step of the way during his surgery and recovery. He suddenly felt like a first-class heel.
He tried to explain. “There’ve been things I haven’t been able to remember since the shooting. Maybe that’s why.”
Sophia turned away, just as Marcos said, “Don’t worry about it. Could you pass the phone back to her, please?”
“Sure.”
“Take care, Lucas.”
“You too.”
Jiggling the phone in his hand and not sure if he should just tap her on the shoulder or say her name, he settled for clearing his throat, even though the last thing he wanted to do was face her again. “He wants to talk to you.”
She turned back around and gave him a cheery smile then held out her hand, her eyes skipping away from his almost immediately.
Like a man caught in a riptide and unable to pull free of its deadly grasp, he slowly handed over the phone. Then he did the unthinkable. He took a step closer and cupped her chin, his thumb strumming over the softness of her cheek as he forced her to meet his eyes. “Why didn’t you say something about the orphanage?”
* * *
She took a step back, dislodging his hand. “It didn’t seem important.”
Not wanting to give him a chance to respond, she put the phone to her ear. “Hello?”
And proving they were indeed brothers, the first words out of Marcos’s mouth were, “You didn’t tell him?”
* * *
This wasn’t a conversation she wanted to have in front of Lucas. Turning on her heel, she left the room. Once outside the door, she gulped down a couple of quick breaths, leaning a shoulder against a wall. With a shaky hand she brushed her hair off her forehead. “No. Why would I? Like he said, we were just kids. It’s ancient history.”
But the tremor in her voice said the same thing her heart did: she’d remembered him. Despite their ages.
What did it matter?
Exactly. She was being ridiculous. Lucas was alive—that was the only important thing. He’d be able to get on with his life as if this little interlude in Brazil had never happened. It was fine.
Her friend’s voice came back through. “Well, since it’s ancient history, I kind of feel funny asking you to...”
As if at a loss, he didn’t finish his sentence.
“Asking me to what?”
“Check in on him every once in a while at the apartment? Make sure he’s okay.”
She gulped. That was so not a good idea. Lucas already made her pulse race, and he didn’t even know who she was. It was one thing to act the part of his nurse at the hospital...but outside of it? “I don’t know.”
“Please, Soph. I know it’s not fair to ask you, but you’re the closest thing to family I have. You were practically a sister to us, whether he remembers it or not.”
“You and I grew up together. You only remember me because we were at the orphanage longer than he was. He doesn’t remember anything about his life here in Brazil.”
That wasn’t entirely true. She’d heard Marcos talk to Lucas after his surgery, and he’d remembered some things from his childhood. He’d remembered his brother. Remembered the promise he and Marcos had made to their father—those words were tattooed on his arm, in fact, along with his father’s name. Lucas even remembered the policeman who’d found the two boys sorting through a pile of garbage at their tiny shack of a house all those years ago.
Despite all that, Lucas probably didn’t recall much about his father’s sudden death or what had come afterwards.
She tried again. “I’m a complete stranger to him, Marcos.”
“Possibly. But you’re not a stranger to me.”
And there it was. He was calling up the friendship card. It wasn’t like she hadn’t given him enough grief over the years: Getting into trouble. Nagging. Matchmaking.
The matchmaking bit had worked out pretty well, actually, since it had given him Maggie. Still, in all the years she’d known him Marcos had never really asked anything of her. How could she say no and face herself in the mirror?
Sighing, she tipped her head against the wall and stared at the ceiling. “Fine. I’ll try, but only if he lets me.”
She brushed off Marcos’s thanks and murmured a quick goodbye, more than ready to be done with this particular conversation. Almost as soon as she hit the “end” button, a sudden swish of air brushed her left arm, making her tense.
Her head came off the wall, and she turned to find that Lucas had silently come through the door of his room, with no warning rattle from his IV pole to alert her. She couldn’t keep her gaze from tracking over him, pausing at the top of his hand, where a thin trickle of blood marred his tanned skin.
She frowned. “Where’s your IV?”
That’s why she hadn’t heard him. He’d pulled the catheter out of his vein.
“I don’t need it any more.”
Right. Marcos wanted her to take care of him? Well, they were off to a great start. “That’s for your doctor to decide.” She motioned to the door. “I’ll get you hooked back up.”
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