“Nevertheless,” Alec articulated carefully. “I’m going to be honest with her.”
Since Alec spent most of his life on the road, a marriage of convenience would be fairly easy to pull off. And after the baby was born, she could decide what she wanted. If it was a quiet divorce, no problem.
Jared and Royce glanced uncertainly at each other. It was obvious the meeting wasn’t going the way they’d planned.
“May I assume I’m fired?” Alec put in.
The two men exchanged another glance.
Royce cleared his throat.
“I think we’ll leave that up to Stephanie,” said Jared.
This time Alec did laugh. “Then you might as well take your files with you when you go. She’s pretty ticked off about my valuation of her publicity.”
The two men hesitated again.
“It is right?” asked Jared.
“It’s right,” Alec confirmed.
“Let’s maybe leave the business arrangement as is for now,” said Royce.
Alec glanced from one man to the other. “You sure?”
They both nodded.
“No point in disrupting everything at once,” said Jared. Then he clapped a hand down on Alec’s shoulder. “You can come back to the ranch with us.”
“You afraid I’m going to try to run off?”
“We don’t want Stephanie to be upset any longer than necessary.”
“She’ll still be upset after I get there.” Alec tried to picture their conversation. Then he wondered how Stephanie felt about the baby. Then, finally, he let his mind explore how he felt about the baby.
He’d never planned to have children. The genetics in his family did not lend themselves to quality parenting. His father was incapable of love, and his mother had been unable to put her child’s welfare ahead of her own misery.
At least Alec’s child would have Stephanie.
For some reason, the thought warmed him. Stephanie might be indulged and impulsive, but she was also sweet and loving. He’d seen her work with both animals and children, and he knew instinctively she’d be a great mother.
And he was going to be a father.
As he exited the office with Jared and Royce, he tried hard to keep the prospect from terrifying him.
At the front of the stall, Stephanie rested her forehead against Rosie-Jo’s soft nose. She placed her hand on the horse’s neck, feeling it twitch and pulse with strength beneath her fingertips.
“I went to see the doctor today,” she told Rosie-Jo, wrapping her hands around the mare’s bridle.
Rosie-Jo nickered softly in response, bobbing her head up and down.
Stephanie slowly drew back, gazing into the horse’s liquid, brown eyes. Her throat closed over. “I’m definitely pregnant, girl.”
Rosie-Jo blinked her lashes.
“And that affects you,” Stephanie forced herself to continue. “Because he’s afraid I might fall off. He’s afraid I’ll hurt the baby.” Stephanie closed her eyes and drew a bracing breath. “I’m so sorry, Rosie. I know how you love the crowds. And you’ve worked so hard. And I’ve worked so hard. For so long.”
Rosie snuffled Stephanie’s shoulder.
Stephanie opened her eyes to the blur of gray horse hair, her voice catching. “So, he doesn’t want me to jump anymore.”
“That sounds like good advice to me,” someone rumbled behind her.
Rosie snorted, while Stephanie startled. She turned and came face-to-face with the man who’d haunted her dreams.
“Alec?” She struggled to make sense of his presence in the barn. “What are you doing here?”
“Your brothers picked me up in Chicago.” His gaze scanned her thin cotton shirt, blue jeans and worn boots.
The implication of his arrival, and the meaning of his opening words penetrated Stephanie’s brain.
He knew she was pregnant.
And her brothers must know, too.
She felt the walls close in. She hadn’t prepared for this moment, hadn’t had any time to even think about it. She’d assumed it would be weeks, even months before her pregnancy was general knowledge.
“I believe Amber gave you up,” Alec offered.
Stephanie didn’t respond, her mind still grappling with the fact that he knew, that he was here, that the secret was out.
“When were you planning to tell me?” he asked, face impassive, tone guarding his mood.
The word never sprang to mind. Though she knew she wouldn’t have kept it from him.
“I don’t know,” she managed, answering him honestly. “I hadn’t thought about it.” It was enough of a challenge coming to terms with the situation herself.
He shook his head and gave a scoff of disbelief. “You hadn’t thought about it? You’re unexpectedly pregnant, and it’s not on your mind twenty-four seven?”
“I just found out.”
“You told Amber a week ago.”
“And I saw the doctor this morning. I hadn’t even decided—”
“Decided what? “ His voice went deadly low, and his gray eyes turned to black.
“What to do.” She had her riding career, her students, her business. Not to mention a baby, then a child. She’d never even known her own mother, how would she handle it all?
He wrapped his hand firmly around her upper arm. “Stephanie, if you even think about—”
She blinked up at him.
“—harming our baby.”
Harming? What was he talking …
Then her eyes went wide, and she jerked her arm from his grip. “What is the matter with you?”
“Me? You’re the one who hasn’t made up her mind—”
“How to raise the baby.” She smacked him on the front of his shoulder. “Not whether to keep the baby.”
He didn’t even react to the blow. “You can’t be happy about this.”
“Of course I’m not happy about this. I’m not ready to be a mother. I have a business to run. My jumping career is ruined. And my brothers know I slept with you.”
“Your brothers will get over it.”
Her brothers. She groaned inwardly.
Royce and Jared knew Alec had made her pregnant.
Wait a minute. She looked him up and down. “You’re still standing.”
“I am.”
She cocked her head. “How come you’re still standing?”
“You thought your brothers would kill me for sleeping with you?”
“I never thought my brothers would find out.”
“Yeah.” He glanced away. “I was kind of counting on the same thing.”
Then the fog lifted, and a picture came clear in her mind. Of course her brothers hadn’t harmed him. They needed him alive.
She didn’t know whether to be furious or mortified. “You’re here for a shotgun wedding.”
“Something like that,” he admitted.
She felt guilty on a whole new front now. Alec was a decent guy. He didn’t deserve this.
She shook her head. “Don’t worry about it.”
“Do I look worried?”
“You definitely look worried.”
“It doesn’t have to be a big deal.”
“It doesn’t have to be anything at all.” Making up her mind, she turned decisively and started down the corridor.
Alec settled in beside her.
She finger-combed her hair and refastened her ponytail at the base of her neck. “Thanks for stopping by, Alec. You’re an honorable man. But your baby is safe in my hands. I’ll drop you a line once it’s born.”
He coughed out a laugh. “Yeah, right.” “Your life is in Chicago. Leave this to me.” In this day and age, a reluctant husband was a complication not a benefit. What had her brothers been thinking?
“Not quite the way things are going to happen,” he said.
“They can’t make you marry me.”
“Now that part’s debatable.”
“Okay. Maybe they can make you. But they can’t make me.” She spotted a length of binder twine on the floor and reflexively stooped to pick it up.
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