She put on her turn signal, then began to slow down. She really didn’t like driving at night, especially in the rain, especially when there were so many lights—lights that seemed to turn into bright star bursts as they shone through the windscreen at her, hurting her eyes.
“Are you saying this all happened because a bunch of kids were out joyriding and just happened to see Jason and Becky?” she asked, trying to understand. “That the reason the kids could be injured, your car totaled, the police and fire departments called out—this entire mess—is because a couple of bored kids felt like having a little fun?”
He shot her an intense look as she pulled into one of the specially marked parking spaces for those coming to the emergency room. “That’s exactly what I’m saying, Cassandra. Now, can you tell me which of your students—your current kids, or any who graduated, or any who dropped out—you believe capable of considering damn near killing somebody else fun? Think about it, okay?”
She sat in the car, her hand on the ignition key, watching as Sean slammed the passenger door and began jogging toward the emergency room entrance. One of her kids? One of her students? Capable of such stupidity? Such dangerous horseplay? No. No, it couldn’t be. Not one of her kids.
“Oh, God,” she said, and slowly lowered her forehead on the steering wheel, feeling sick to her stomach.
* * *
Sean saw Jason immediately, and stopped himself before he could rush across the room to his son. Taking a deep breath and looking at him, Sean visually assessed him as if for damage. Jason looked completely normal, except for the grayish cast to his skin and the untidiness of his hair which, even as Sean watched, Jason rumpled with his fingers as he sighed audibly.
He looked scared, shaken and about twelve years old. Sean’s heart constricted, and he had to take several more deep breaths before he could force his legs to move.
“Dad!” Jason exclaimed, his eyes shining with relief as he turned in his chair and saw Sean. He jumped up hurriedly, then sat down again, his quick smile gone, his gaze intent on the tile floor.
Sean knew what his son was thinking, what he feared. He believed that his father would be madder than hell and immediately start yelling at him. Which wouldn’t have been far from wrong, Sean supposed, if he hadn’t been with Cassandra when the news first came, and hadn’t had her to yell at, to vent his anger to, when his fear turned to a stupid outburst of impotent fury.
But now he’d had time to think, time for the first jolt of fear to be overcome by reason. And it didn’t matter that he’d already found out that the accident hadn’t been his son’s fault. Nothing mattered right now, damn it, except that his son was all right.
Sean quickly crossed the room, nodding to the uniformed officer who was propping up the wall beside Jason, and then dropped to his knees in front of the boy.
“Jase?” he asked quietly, laying a hand on the boy’s knee. “Have the doctors checked you out? Are you sure you’re all right?”
Jason nodded, still keeping his head down. “Dr. Howell checked me out a while ago. I’m just sore, where the seat belt grabbed at me, I guess. He gave me some muscle relaxant pills, or something like that. Becky’s okay, too. She—she was pretty upset. Crying and stuff. Screaming. But she’s okay. They’re just going to keep her overnight because she might have hit her head or something. The police said the air bag probably saved her.” He slowly raised his head, his eyes shining with tears. “I—I’m so sorry about the car, Dad. I know how much you loved it.”
“The car,” Sean said hollowly, feeling his bottom lip beginning to tremble, feeling the prickle of tears behind his eyes. “Jase, I don’t give two damns about the car. Just as long as you’re all right. Do you understand what I’m saying? I love you, son. I love you so much.”
The next thing Sean knew, a sobbing Jason was draped against him, holding him so tightly he could feel each of his fingertips pressing into his back. “I love you, too, Dad,” he gulped out against his father’s neck as Sean returned his embrace, holding his son as the two of them knelt on the floor, rocking him in his arms, letting him cry.
After a few moments Sean felt a hand on his shoulder and looked up to see Cassandra standing beside him, tears running down her cheeks as she smiled down at him. He knew his own cheeks were wet, and he didn’t care. All he cared about was that it seemed so right that Cassandra be here with him, with him and Jason. Now. When their world was upside-down. Because, thanks to Cassandra, maybe they had a chance to turn it upright once more.
“Sean?” Cassandra inquired quietly. “When you have a moment, this officer would like to speak with you and Jason. He has to take his statement and wanted you to be here because Jase is only seventeen. Do you think Jason is up to it, or should we ask if this can wait until tomorrow morning?”
Sean gave Jason a last hug, then helped him back into his chair and rose to his feet. “What do you say, Jase? Are you ready to tell the officer what you know?”
Jason wiped at his eyes with the back of his hand, then accepted the box of tissues Cassandra had found somewhere and offered to him. He avoided looking directly at Cassandra, at the officer, at his father. “There’s not much to say, Dad.”
The policeman stepped forward, opening a notebook he’d been holding. “My partner has already spoken with your friend Becky, Jason,” he said kindly, “and she doesn’t remember much beyond a pair of headlights coming at the rear of the car a couple of times, the jolts, and then the squealing of the tires when you lost control of the vehicle. Maybe you can be of more help to us? We know the other vehicle was white, but that’s all we know so far.”
“Jason?” Sean prompted when his son still said nothing. “Why was the driver after you? Had you cut him off or something? Upset him in some way?”
“I—I don’t know,” Jason said, then looked up at the officer. “Maybe.” He ran his tongue around his lips. “Yeah. Maybe I did something to get him mad. White, huh? All I could see was headlights. Like Becky. You know, all those lights, and the rain and all? Can I please go home now?”
Sean looked at the officer, who was already closing his notebook. “He’s pretty shaken up, don’t you think? I can bring him by the station tomorrow sometime, maybe in the afternoon? Around three, if that’s all right? By then he might have remembered something else.”
“Yeah, that’ll be all right,” the officer said, then put a hand on Jason’s shoulder. “Look, son, I know how it is. You don’t want to squeal on anybody, right? You might even think they’ll get off with a slap on the wrist and then come after you, right? Well, think about this, too. That little girl in there might have been killed tonight. You might have been killed. My partner and I, instead of standing here taking notes, might have been knocking on two doors, telling two sets of parents that their kids were smeared all over the street.”
Jason looked at his father. “But I didn’t see anything. Honest.”
“And this isn’t the first time this has happened, Jason,” the officer continued, just as if Jason hadn’t spoken, hadn’t denied any knowledge of who had run him down, caused his accident. “We’ve had two similar incidents in the past year, although this is the first time we’ve gotten so much as the white paint we found on the back of your dad’s car to give us something to go on. Son, you have to help us if you can. Help us now, before somebody else’s kids get killed.”
“I—I don’t remember anything,” Jason repeated, and Sean could see the fear in his son’s eyes, hear it in his voice. “Honest, Dad. Why won’t anyone believe me? I didn’t see anything but the lights! I just want to go home, okay? I want to go home!”
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