Judy Hubbard - Our First Dance

Applause rang out. Natasha curtsied to the audience and clinked her glass with Damien’s. They drank their champagne, eyes never leaving each other’s. Her heart was thudding, not from the adulation being bestowed on her, but rather from the way he was staring at her. Before she could contemplate exactly what she had seen in his eyes, he took her hand and helped her down from the platform and took her around to introduce her to some of the elite guests.

Natasha was blown away by the guest list; everyone who was anyone in the ballet world was present and seemed enthralled with Damien. The guests treated her to the kind of admiration she had always dreamed of receiving, but had begun to think she would never achieve.

“Thank you for this, Damien,” she spoke when they were relatively alone again. “This is fabulous.”

“It’s no more than you deserve.”

His easily uttered, sincere words touched her heart. She felt close to crying from the utter happiness she felt at the moment—due in large part to Damien. She suddenly wanted to grab him, pull him close and never let him go. For the life of her, she didn’t know how she resisted.

“Shouldn’t you get back to Shelia?”

“Trying to get rid of me?”

“No, of course not.” She glanced across the room, where Shelia stood with her arms crossed, glaring at them. “It’s just that she doesn’t seem very happy.”

Damien chuckled. “Don’t worry about Shelia. I’m not.” To prove his point, he took her glass, deposited it along with his own onto a nearby table and pulled her into the center of the room, where various couples were dancing.

“What are you doing?” she whispered in shock.

He pulled her close. “I’m dancing with my prima ballerina.”

“I don’t think this is wise.”

“Why not?”

She glanced around the room; a lot of eyes were glued to them. “People will talk.”

He shrugged. “It’s expected that I dance with you. Besides, it’s not as if we’re naked, rolling around on satin sheets.”

His words conjured up forbidden images, which she fought mightily to dispel. Why did he have to say that? Now she would have that not-unpleasant idea in her head for the remainder of the night.

“You’re the one who said you don’t allow dating between troupe members.”

“We’re not dating.” His hand pressed against her bare back. “We’re dancing.”

“I know, but…” Her voice trailed off as his fingers lightly strummed against her spine.

“Besides, I’m the boss, I make the rules.” He smiled at her roguishly. “But I don’t have to follow them.”

“Oh.” She wasn’t quite sure how she should take that statement. Was he teasing her, or was he hinting at something forbidden?

He twirled her around the floor, pressing her body tighter against his unyielding one. She fought to maintain her composure. They had danced before, but not like this. Maybe it was because parts of their bare flesh touched or because here and now they were a man and a woman instead of two dancers rehearsing. She didn’t know, but whatever the reason, this dance was systematically destroying her second by wonderful second. She contradictorily found herself praying for it to both end and go on and on. She was in trouble, and she had no idea of how she had fallen into peril or how to extricate herself from it.

“Damien, I’m tired. I’d like to sit down.”

“You spend fourteen hours a day every day dancing strenuously, and a few minutes of slow dancing with me have worn you out?”

Put like that it sounded ridiculous, but she couldn’t help it. If she didn’t get out of his arms right now, she was going to do something foolish and embarrass both of them.

“People are staring,” she lamely informed.

He glanced pointedly around the room. No one was paying them any undue attention. When he gazed back into her distressed eyes, he smiled slightly. “No they’re not.”

“Please.” She pulled against his hand. “You don’t want to be the subject of gossip, and neither do I.”

“One thing you’ll learn about me, Natasha, is that I don’t live my life by other people’s rules,” he promised before releasing her suddenly. “Thanks for the dance.”

Before she could respond, he had walked away, leaving her in the middle of the dance floor. She tried not to feel abandoned, because he had done as she had asked. She slowly walked over to pick up another glass of champagne and silently cursed herself for missing Damien’s company.

As Damien slowly walked back to his date, a smile played about his lips. He had enjoyed his brief time with Natasha and would have prolonged it, had he not been fighting a strong urge to kiss her tempting lips. How had someone so pure survived in the cutthroat world of dance for years as she had? She made him feel alive in ways he hadn’t in years; she was so fresh and, frankly, naïve, and he was completely intrigued by her.

“So you finally remembered me?” Shelia said when he stopped by her side.

“How could I forget you?” Damien’s suddenly bored eyes drifted over his date’s angry countenance.

“I don’t appreciate being abandoned for Bambi,” Shelia made her displeasure known.

His eyes narrowed. “First of all, this party is for Natasha, not you. Secondly, you don’t now nor will you ever own me. I do what I want when I want. Thirdly, if you’re not having a good time, no one’s forcing you to stay.”

“Damien.” She grabbed his arm as he turned to walk away. “I’m sorry. It’s just that I was all alone.”

“I’m sure you weren’t traumatized for the few minutes I attended to the guest of honor.”

“Don’t be too sure.” She placed a hand on his chest and pressed close. “Now that you’ve done your duty, why don’t we get out of here and go back to my place?”

“Maybe later. I still have a lot of mingling to do.” He disentangled his arm from her fingers. “Are you coming, or do you want me to have a car take you home?”

His demeanor made it crystal clear he was fine with whichever option she chose. Shelia was a readily available date when he needed one. She wasn’t the type of woman he could ever be serious about, which he supposed was her appeal. She had used some of his contacts in entertainment to further her career. In fact, he had gotten her the audition for her current job, so she couldn’t complain about their casual on-call arrangement.

“I’m coming with you.” She walked over and linked her arm through his.

“Suit yourself,” he said and shrugged.

As they walked toward the buffet tables, his eyes automatically scanned the immense crowd for Natasha—the woman he really wanted at his side for the remainder of the party.

* * *

“Congratulations, Natasha.”

“Thanks, Rachel.” Natasha scanned the crowd. “Have you seen Dennis?”

“A few minutes ago. I think he was heading toward the buffet.”

“I should go find him.”

“He’ll keep for a minute.” Rachel placed a halting hand on her arm. “You and Damien looked good together on the dance floor.”

“He was just being polite.”

“I doubt that.” Rachel laughed. “There’s no law against you two dancing.”

“I know, but his date didn’t seem too happy about it.”

“Shelia?” Rachel shrugged dismissively. “She’s overly melodramatic. I think it stems from her acting career.”

“You don’t sound like you like her.”

“Oh, she’s all right.”

“Why didn’t you come with Damien tonight?”

Rachel smiled. “Damien and I are good friends. We don’t date each other.”

“Have you ever?” Natasha didn’t know why she was feeling so bold, but she couldn’t seem to stop the questions from exiting her mouth.