Brenda Joyce - A Sword Upon the Rose

“Yes,” Alana said, afraid he might strike her.

Buchan gestured at Duncan, clearly meaning for him to stand back. “Now we are getting somewhere. Boath Manor is done. How often do you have these visions, Alana?”

“It varies.”

“That will not do,” Buchan said. He gave her a sidelong look and began to pace, slowly, his expression still thoughtful.

Eleanor hurried to her side and put her arm around her. She dared to glance at Duncan, who glared at her with raw hatred.

Buchan returned to stand before her. “You know I am pleased with you,” he said, smiling.

She was incredulous.

“How can we encourage your visions?”

“I cannot summon them,” she tried.

Duncan interjected, “Water, my lord. She has visions when she looks into water.”

Buchan seemed pleased. “Find a large glass bowl and fill it with water, and place it beside her bed,” he told Duncan. “You, Alana, will spend your days and nights staring into it.”

Alana felt ill. “I never look at water. I avoid looking into water, my lord!”

“Not anymore. You do wish to be useful to me? To your family?”

What could she do? She nodded.

“Good.” Buchan tilted up her chin. “Then you must have these visions—you must seek them out—and I must know the future of my earldom.”

He was asking for the moon and the stars, but she nodded, the feel of his blunt fingers under her chin disturbing. Worse, moisture seemed to gather in her eyes.

“You may retire,” he said. He walked away from her, to the table. Relieved, Alana realized the interview was over.

But as he sat down, he glanced at her. “And, Alana? I am not a patient man.” He smiled.

She managed to nod, her heart thundering. His meaning was clear. She must have a vision about the earldom—soon.

* * *

ALANA STOOD BESIDE her bed as one of Buchan’s knights carried a large glass bowl of water inside. It was placed on the chamber’s single small table, between the two beds. She realized she was looking at the bowl of water, and she jerked her gaze aside. Then she saw Duncan standing in the doorway, red-faced.

Eleanor immediately stepped between him and Alana. “My lord?”

He looked at her with contempt. “You are to vacate this chamber, old woman. Buchan has ordered it.”

“What?” Alana cried, aghast. “Surely you have misunderstood!”

“There is no misunderstanding.” He shoved past Eleanor, almost knocking her down. Alana reached out quickly to steady her. “His lordship wishes for you to spend your time without distraction—just you and the water.”

Alana was in disbelief. “Where will she go?”

“There is a chamber above you. She’ll have to share it with the maids.”

“It is hard enough for my grandmother to get up and down the stairs to this chamber. She cannot go up another flight!”

Duncan stepped over to her and leaned close. “You lying little bitch!”

Alana flinched. His fist was clenched and she dreaded a blow.

“Don’t worry. I am not stupid. I can’t hit you, though you deserve a beating. Buchan has great expectations, Alana. I would not disappoint him if I were you.”

His breath was foul. Alana stepped back. “I wish to see my uncle.” She would beg him to allow Eleanor to stay with her.

Duncan laughed. “You are to stay here until you are summoned.” He turned, nodding Eleanor toward the door.

“What?” Alana cried.

“You heard me, Alana—you will not leave this room until you are summoned.” He was savagely satisfied.

“Am I to be imprisoned here?” Alana was in disbelief. She could feel the glass bowl of water behind her—as if the water had a life of its own.

It beckoned.

“Come, old woman,” Duncan ordered.

Alana seized her grandmother’s hand. “Gran!”

“I will be fine, Alana. And so will you.”

She was to be locked in her room with water. How could she be fine? Her visions were never pleasant ones. She had spent her life avoiding them—avoiding water. Dear God!

“You will help him, if you can see the future of Buchan,” Eleanor said. “And then maybe he will help us.”

Somehow, Alana nodded. Duncan snorted and took her grandmother’s arm, guiding her rudely from the room. He did not look back as the knight who had brought the glass bowl to her room closed her door. Stunned, Alana sank down on the bed closest to the door.

Behind her, she felt the bowl of water, a forbidding and omniscient presence.

She heard two pairs of steps departing. She stood and went to the door, taking up the latch. As she did, she heard a movement outside. The knight remained in the hall.

Tears arose and flooded her eyes. She walked back to the bed and sat down on its end. She folded her hands in her lap. She did not turn her gaze to the glass bowl.

Was she a prisoner? How could that be? Perhaps the knight was there to protect her, but from what, she could not say.

She wiped the moisture from her lids. There were secrets in the room now, and they felt heavy. They felt dark. She refused to look up.

She recalled Iain of Islay, as he was about to break down the door of the burning manor, as he turned and gazed across the battle at her. She closed her eyes in despair.

This was not the time of think of Iain. She must think about her uncle, her father, her Comyn relations—and the earldom. She must have the courage to seek a vision, instead of dreading one.

Slowly, Alana turned around until she could see the glass bowl of water.

It seemed to stare back at her, cool and clear.

Her heart was rioting in her breast.

The water was still. Silent.

Alana stared, the bowl blurring, but not from any vision. She could not see through her tears.

* * *

“GOOD MORNING, MISTRESS ALANA,” Buchan said the next morning, his smile pleasant.

Alana stood on the threshold of the great hall, a knight with her. She had been summoned by her uncle, and the knight had retrieved her from her chamber and escorted her downstairs.

Alana managed to reply. “Good morning.” But she was filled with trepidation. She had not slept at all last night. And she had not had a single vision, either.

Buchan gestured her inside. Several knights sat with him at the table, as did Duncan, staring hatefully at her. Her grandmother was not present.

Alana walked to the table, and took the seat indicated by Buchan. “Did you pass a pleasant night?” he asked.

Would he be angry when she revealed that she had not had a vision? Or would he be reasonable? This far, he had not been ruthless or unkind, although she could not decide if she was being kept a prisoner. “I am unaccustomed to sleeping alone. My grandmother has shared my chamber since I was born. I did not sleep well, my lord.”

“I am sorry to hear it.”

“Will I be allowed to see my grandmother today?”

“Of course.” He gestured at the knight who had escorted her down. “Please ask Lady Fitzhugh to come down for the breakfast.”

Alana bit her lip. “Thank you, my lord.”

“You’re welcome. Did you see the future, Alana?”

She did not move, hands in her lap. It was a moment before she spoke. “No, my lord, I did not.”

“Then I am not pleased.” His smile was gone, his stare uncomfortably piercing.

She flinched. “I tried, my lord. My visions frighten me and I dread them, but I tried.”

“Trying will not help me and it will not help the earldom,” Buchan said. “We do not have time on our side. Bruce is but a day’s march away. There will be a battle soon. You must try harder, Alana, to see the future for me.”

“I understand,” she said.

“Do you? Did you look at the water? Reflect upon it? Pray?”

“Yes, my lord, I did.”