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For my Sister.
And for my Daughters.
She had no rest or peace until she set out secretly, and went forth into the wide world to trace out her brothers and set them free, let it cost what it might.
The Brothers Grimm, ‘The Seven Ravens’
Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
Late November
Eyes Like Yours
Saturday, 29 October
The Two Sisters
The Costume Party
The Three Suitors
The Fight
Monday, 31 October
The Scented Garden
Trick or Treat
Friday, 4 November
Small Explosions
The Photograph
Saturday, 5 November
Bonfire Night
Pandora’s Box
Monday, 7 November
The Doll’s House
Tuesday, 8 November
The Address Book
Wednesday, 9 November
The Catalyst
Thursday, 10 November
The Woman in the Chair
The Man in the Corridor
The Letters
Friday, 11 November
The Anniversary
Saturday, 12 November
Yellow Roses
Sunday, 13 November
Hide and Seek
Monday, 14 November
Never Climb Down
The Masquerade Ball
Tuesday, 15 November
The Tour
The Door at the End
Jewels
Wednesday, 16 November
The Cuckoo in the Nest
Warning Signs
Thursday, 17 November
Guessing Games
White Lies
The Girl Who Never Cries
Truth or Dare
Sleeping Potion
Friday, 18 November
The Long Morning
The Ice Queen
The Old Friend
Dressing Up
The Builder’s Daughter
Evening Prayer
Saturday, 19 November
The Colour Red
The Man From Far Away
Tuesday, 14 February
Valentine’s Day
Keep Reading …
About the Author
Also by Claire Kendal
About the Publisher
Late November
Somebody said recently that I have eyes like yours. Not just literally. Not just because they are blue. They said that I see like you too.
When I glimpse myself in the looking glass, your face looks out at me like a once-beautiful witch who is sickening under a curse. Those jewel eyes, losing their brightness. That pale skin and long black hair. It’s only the little pit by your left brow that isn’t there.
I see you everywhere.
If I really had eyes like yours, I wouldn’t be about to ask a question that you are going to hate. I would already know the answer. But here it is. What would you do if the police wanted to talk to you? Because I need to follow where you lead.
Just forming these words makes me see what to do. The police ask their questions and I am supposed to give them the answers they are hoping to hear. I am almost sorry for them, with their innocent faith that they can capture you on an official form, kept to a page or at most a few.
We wish to seek the whole truth , they say. You are a key witness , they say. We are concerned for your welfare , they say. We need to obtain the best evidence , they say. We will deal appropriately with the information you provide , they say. You can trust us , they say. The success of any subsequent prosecution will depend on accuracy and detail , they say. Other lives may be at stake , they say.
Am I supposed to be impressed? Flattered? Grateful? Scared? Intimidated? All of the above is my guess. So I will allow them to think that they have had their desired effect, as they take their careful notes and talk their tick-box talk in the calm and reassuring style that they have obviously rehearsed.
I will read the notes over to confirm their accuracy . I will appear to cooperate . I will sign the witness statement they prepare for me. I will date it too, with their help, because I have lost track of time a little, lately. Still, these motions are easy to go through. They do not matter.
What matters is that I am quietly writing my own witness statement, my own way, day after day. Compelled not by them but by you. That is what this is, and I am pretending that you are asking the questions and I am telling it all to you. I am writing down the things you want to know. The real things.
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