But she knew she could get something. Those big and expressive eyes. And, yes, there was some kind of longing behind them.
She might not know him, but she wanted to. This morning at breakfast he had been visibly shaken when she’d hinted at the hardships she’d endured. She had sensed some kind of connection there—a fierce similarity.
She hadn’t explicitly told him about the mother who had never consistently provided food for her children. She hadn’t mentioned the father who’d come around every couple of years with promises he’d never kept. How Holly had often had to fend for her younger brother and herself.
Yet the damage that dwelled behind Ethan’s eyes had made her want to lay her pain bare to him. And for him to lay all his beside hers. As if in that rawness their wounds could be healed.
But none of that was ever to be. They were business partners. Nothing more. Besides, she wasn’t going to make herself vulnerable to anyone ever again.
“Never mind.” She called his bluff. “I guess we won’t ever find out how much of the real you I could get on a canvas.”
One side of his mouth hiked. “I did not say no.”
“So you’ll let me paint you?”
“I will have you know right now that I have very little patience for sitting still.”
“You probably had to sit for family portraits with Aunt Louise and Uncle Mel, right? Dressed up in uncomfortable Christmas clothes by the fireplace? The dutiful family dog by your side? It was torture. You had to sit without moving for what seemed like an eternity.”
“I absolutely hated having to hold one position while a greasy bald man who smelled like pipe tobacco painted us.”
Flirty words tumbled out of her mouth before she could sensor them. “I promise I’ll smell a lot better than the bald man did.”
“No doubt.”
“And it won’t take long.”
“I think it might.”
Were they still talking about painting?
He lowered the glass separating them from the driver. “Leonard, we are going to change our next stop to Wooster and Broome.”
Leonard let them out in front of a painting supplies store the likes of which Holly had never been in before.
She ordered a lot of her materials online, because there were no shops in Fort Pierce that carried fine products like these. When she was low on money she’d make do with what was available at the local brand-name craft store, that also sold knitting yarn and foam balls for school projects.
She cowered at another memory of her ex-husband. As usual, Ricky hadn’t wanted to go shopping with her because he thought painting was silly and that she should spend more time going to motorcycle races with him.
Yelling at her to hurry up while she picked out some tubes of paint, Ricky had lost his patience. With a flick of his hand he’d knocked down a display of Valentine’s Day supplies. Heart-shaped cardboard boxes, Cupid cutouts and red and pink pompoms had crashed to the floor as Ricky stormed out of the store.
Humiliated, Holly had been left to make apologies and pay for his outburst.
It had been a few months later that she’d caught Ricky in bed with their neighbor. But she’d known that day in the craft store that she couldn’t stay married to him.
Now here she was, a million miles away in Soho, the mecca of the American art world, with another man who would never be right for her. Although in completely opposite ways.
Life had a sense of humor.
She chose an easel, stretched canvases in several sizes, new paint and brushes, and palettes and sketchpads, pastels and charcoals. All top-notch. This was the Holly equivalent of a kid in a candy shop.
At the checkout, Ethan opened up an account for her. “That way you can pick up whatever tools and materials you need for Benton projects.”
“My goodness...” Her eyes bugged out. “Thank you.”
“Of course, my dearest.” He winked. “And the next item on the agenda is buying my pretty fiancée some proper clothes.”
CHAPTER FIVE
“WHAT’S WRONG WITH my clothes?” Holly demanded as Leonard helped them out of the car in front of a Fifth Avenue shopping mecca.
“Not a thing. You do the artist with paint on her hands bit quite well. All you need is a French cigarette in your mouth and a beret on your head,” Ethan answered.
“Very funny.”
He laid his hand on the center of her back to guide her through the store’s revolving entrance door. Holly’s shoulders perked up at his touch.
“However,” he continued as they bustled through the busy sales floor, “there is the shareholders’ gala, and then there’ll be charity dinners and social occasions we will be attending. As we discussed, this arrangement necessitates an appropriate wardrobe.”
When they reached the Personal Styling department, an older blonde woman in a sleeveless black dress and pearls was awaiting their arrival.
“Are you Diane?” Ethan extended his right hand. “My assistant, Nathan, spoke with you earlier.”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Benton.” Diane took his outstretched hand with both of hers.
“This is my friend Holly Motta.”
“Oh...” Diane gave her a limp handshake, taking notice of the paint under Holly’s fingernails.
“Hi!” Holly chirped.
She was going to have to get used to the surprise in people’s voices when they met her. Everyone probably knew Ethan as a wealthy playboy who dated fashion models and princesses of small countries. He’d have no reason to be with a mere mortal like her.
Ethan raised his eyebrows at Holly, which made her giggle and feel more at ease.
He peered straight into Holly’s eyes while he spoke to the other woman. “Diane, my friend will be accompanying me to numerous events. She is an artist, with little need for formal clothes. Can you help us outfit her in a way that stays true to her creative and unique self?”
Holly’s mouth dropped open. Could anyone have said anything more perfect? He wanted to buy her clothes but he didn’t want to change her.
Diane was stunned as well. “Cer...certainly,” she stuttered. “Can I offer you a glass of champagne?”
And thus began her trip to Fantasyland. While Ethan sipped bubbly on a purple velvet settee, Diane showed Holly into a private dressing room that was larger than all the fitting rooms in the discount shops she usually went to put together.
Six full-length mirrors were positioned to allow for a three-hundred-and-sixty-degree view. The carpet was cream-colored, as was the furniture—no doubt chosen so as not to compete with the clothes. A vanity table with padded chair was ready for any primping needs. Hats, gloves, scarves and purses had been pre-selected and lay waiting in a glass display case. A collection of shoes stood neatly on a shoe rack. Jackets and coats hung from pegs.
Diane ducked away behind one of the mirrors.
Holly whistled out loud as she took it all in. And then laughed at her predicament. She’d overheard Ethan talking on the phone in the car about a Diane. And a Jeremy. He had prearranged the gallery visits and now this, too. And Holly had thought herself to be the taking-care-of-business type! She could take a lesson from him.
“We’ll start with daywear,” Diane announced as she wheeled in a rack of clothes.
Besides the fact that there hadn’t been any money when she was growing up, Holly had never been especially interested in clothes. She dressed functionally and comfortably, and ended up staining most everything with paint anyway. But if she had ever dreamt of wearing stylish garments made of luxurious materials these would be them.
The first ensemble Holly tried on was a white pantsuit. The slim line of the trousers made her legs look eight feet long. And the coordinating blazer with its thin satin lapels was both distinguished and chic. Worn with a navy silk shirt unbuttoned one notch past prim, the outfit delivered “sexy” as well.
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