Kristan Higgins - Anything For You

Connor had had a few girlfriends in the two years since they’d slept together. Two. He’d had two. One and a half, really. No one who’d really...impacted him, as much as he would’ve liked that.

Not like Jess.

He looked at her a long minute. “Remember when we, uh...hooked up? When you came to the Institute for that class?”

“No, Connor, you were just another notch on my bedpost.” She straightened out her fork and knife to the three o’clock position on the plate. “Yes. Of course I remember.”

“I didn’t sleep with you because of what you said, you know.”

“What did I say?”

“That I slept with you because I could. Because you were Jessica Does.”

“But that is the name you used.” She cocked an eyebrow at him, still keeping up with the cool-chick-with-an-edge attitude.

“It just...came out.” A crap answer, and yet the truth. That stupid name had been given to her young, and it had been liberally used throughout high school. Jess herself had used it.

“So why did we sleep together?” she asked.

“Is ‘because we’re both red-blooded American heterosexuals’ a good enough answer?”

The corner of her mouth hinted at a smile. “I mean, why did you bother? I’m guessing you have to beat the women off with a club.”

“Some days, sure. I try not to be too rough.”

“So why me, then?”

Was she serious? “I liked the way you ate dessert.” No game, he had absolutely no game. “And you smell nice.” Proof of his sorry, no-game state.

“Right now I smell like Irish Spring. You’re really living the cliché on that one, by the way.”

“A present from Colleen.”

“Ah. Well, most of the time, I smell like restaurant food and other people’s wine and whatever Davey’s wiped on me.”

“I like food. And wine. Not sure about what Davey’s wiping, so I’ll have to stay neutral on that. But you and I have a lot in common, Jess. We both work in restaurants—”

“Don’t. You’re a Culinary Institute–trained chef who has his own restaurant at the age of twenty-three. I’m a waitress.”

“So? It’s hard to be a good waitress.”

“It’s really not,” she said.

“Sorry. Didn’t mean to offend you. I bet you’re a horrible waitress.”

“Just stop saying nice things.”

“Okay. You’re a really shitty dancer.”

She laughed.

She didn’t laugh enough. Or maybe she did, but he didn’t get to hear it enough.

“And your outfit had no imagination,” he added. “Mrs. Adamson, at least she tried.”

Jessica Dunn laughed again.

Before he’d really planned on it, he leaned in, slid his hand around her neck and kissed her as gently as he knew how. Her lips were soft and full, and he was an addict, just like that, not just wanting to kiss her, but needing it like he needed breathing.

Then she kissed him back, and light seemed to spark through his veins, hot and electric, and God, she felt so good, her slender, vulnerable neck, the silky, damp hairs there. He teased her mouth open and tasted her, and she was suddenly gripping his shirt in both hands.

He probably shouldn’t be doing this. Maybe this was...uh...what was the phrase? It was hard to think with his mouth against hers, their tongues sliding...

Oh. Right. Taking advantage.

He pulled back. Ran his fingertips along her jaw, the tender, smooth flesh just below.

Her pupils were dilated, making her eyes look darker, and her mouth was slightly open.

And then, just like that, she was back to the three-feet-away zone. Without so much of a flicker of an eyelash, the wall came down.

Someday, he was going to figure her out.

“Connor,” she said calmly, “you don’t want to sleep with a stripper.”

“You’re not a stripper. You got fired.” He picked up her hand and kissed it. Twice. The Irish Spring smelled better on her.

She swallowed. “I should get back to Davey.” But she didn’t leave, either. And she was staring straight ahead, at his chest, not at his face. It was as though she was waiting for him to convince her otherwise.

In fact, it was almost like she was shy.

Jessica Dunn, who’d beaten up boys twice her size in middle school, then slept with most of them in high school, and yet who also seemed like an ice princess, totally untouchable...seemed shy. Even if her tongue had been in his mouth a few seconds ago, even if his shirt had been fisted in her hands.

She liked him. He was almost sure of it.

He wanted to say a hundred things, about taking care of her, and wanting her so much he ached, and how his chest felt punched when she came out onto that runway tonight, and how if he didn’t kiss her again, fast, it might kill him, and if he couldn’t sleep with her again, it would definitely kill him.

“Who stays with Davey when you’re out?” he asked instead, his voice a little hoarse.

“Gerard Chartier. They’re the same mental age.”

“Can Gerard stay a little longer?”

There was a long pause, and Jessica was very still, and Connor’s whole being clenched with wanting, with hope, with please say yes.

She nodded.

Connor didn’t wait. He stood up, lifted her onto the bar and kissed her, a different kiss this time, hungry and full, his tongue against hers, his hand pulling out her ponytail and sliding his fingers through her long, damp hair.

She wrapped her legs around him and kissed him back, and that thrum of electricity became a lightning storm of white heat, and all that mattered was Jessica, her mouth, her neck, the shoulder blades that shifted under his hands, her long, beautiful spine and perfect ass.

He stopped kissing her for a second. “I live upstairs,” he muttered against her neck.

She answered with a little smile, and that smile, it just killed him. “I guess I should walk you home, then.”

Rather than let her walk him anywhere, he just lifted her up and carried her up the rickety stairs to his apartment, kissing her as he did. Kicked open his door, set her down and started on the buttons of her shirt, kissing her neck as he worked. His hand seemed to be cupping her breast. She wasn’t wearing a bra, and her nipple hardened against his palm, and there it was, that blinding, stunning flash of want.

“Wait,” she said. “Wait. Hang on.” She pulled back a little, gripping his hands in hers. “This has to be a secret, okay? Because Davey will... He might... You know.”

“Okay.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.” Right now she could’ve said You have to cut off your right arm before we do this, and he would’ve answered Hey, not a problem! “Don’t worry. We can take it slow.” Slow. And fast. And hard. And—

“I don’t want your sister to be—”

“Nope. Me neither.” Because Colleen would be insufferable if she knew.

Jess looked at him, and for the first time all night, she really looked at him, and Connor got the impression it wasn’t easy.

Then she reached up and touched the scar on his cheek, and her fingertips slid down to the place under his jaw that dented in. The scars from Chico, all those years ago.

“Take me to bed,” she whispered, and Connor couldn’t help thinking that God did exist and was smiling on him for no good reason.

He’d take it. He’d take anything Jessica Dunn and the universe saw fit to give him.

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