Susan Crosby - Forced to the Altar

She also set down her fork, as if in meeting a challenge to a duel. Her expression was one of surprise. “I am apparently not allowed to ask questions. If you have questions of me, please feel free to ask them.”

Direct hit. He basically had told her she couldn’t question him, although he’d meant only about his work, not life in general. Politics. Religion.

Sex.

All hot topics, ones he didn’t explore with casual acquaintances, no matter how much the mere touch of her clothing and scent of her perfume—without even having met the person—had turned him on. Embarrassingly so.

In a way, she looked like the stereotypical surfer girl. Her hair shimmered in the candlelight, the curls springy and touchable. Her skin looked healthy and tanned. He pictured her in the green bikini he’d rubbed between his fingers. Her breasts would be spilling out of the top, her rear covered but also revealed. She wasn’t a size-four waif but a size-twelve handful of pure woman, and shorter than his five-foot-eleven by about eight inches. He admired the disbursement of pounds on her voluptuous frame.

“No questions?” she challenged. “My life is an open book.”

Do you have a tan line from that bikini?

“I understand you grew up in Southern California. How’d you end up in San Francisco?” he asked instead.

“My brother sent me there to spy on someone.” She took a bite of halibut and smiled at him.

“And did you?”

She nodded.

“Why?”

“Because I wanted something from him. It was a trade.”

He waited a few seconds. “Not going to say what it was?”

“No.”

“Must’ve been important.”

“Very.” She continued to eat.

He almost smiled. Almost. She was having fun at his expense. He liked that she surprised him. “What will you do when your brother’s trial is over?”

“I have a plan.”

“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”

She took a sip of water, holding his gaze over the edge of the goblet. “Enjoying what?”

“Baiting me.”

“Is that what I’m doing?” Her tone was all innocence.

He didn’t feel it necessary to answer her obviously rhetorical question.

“Why are so many rooms off-limits to me?” she asked.

“Which ones are you talking about?”

“Your special room. The other tower room. The guest rooms.”

“You’re allowed in the guest rooms. Who said you weren’t?”

“Mr. Moody said the only room I could enter on the second floor was my office, which I, of course, have not entered, since I’ve had no work assigned to me. I would at least like to use the computer to check my e-mail.”

“I’ll take you up there after dinner. Anything else?”

“You didn’t answer my question.”

She wasn’t easily distracted or deterred. “My ‘special’ room, as you call it, is just that. You will not be allowed entry. The other tower room is also off-limits. You may go anywhere else in the castle.”

“Except your bedroom.”

“Yes.” Maybe. A few choice curses blared in his head at the wayward thought. He scooped up his wineglass and took a quick sip. He’d never had a woman in his bed here. Yet the picture of Julianne’s hair spread out on his pillow, the thought of that lush body stretched out on his sheets…

“And you won’t enter my tower room,” she said.

“Of course not.”

“Of course not,” she repeated sweetly, her eyes sparkling, as if she were reading his mind, knowing he was more than a little attracted to her. “Good to know. But what about the other tower room? What’s the big secret there?”

“Elspeth prefers it be locked.”

“Elspeth?”

“The ghost. Mr. Moody told you about her, didn’t he?” He watched her eyes open wide. “Obviously not.”

“You have a ghost? Seriously?”

“For more than a century, apparently. Angus McMahon’s daughter, who died at thirteen.”

“From what?”

“Murder most likely, for her to still be unsettled after all this time.” He could tell that Julianne was trying hard not to believe him.

“You…see her?” she asked.

“We hear her.”

She looked toward the ceiling, then she smiled, tentatively. “You’re kidding.”

“You’ll see.”

Mrs. Moody returned, took away their empty plates and left apple pie á la mode and coffee—which meant he and Julianne had more time to fill.

“It’s you I’ve seen walking on the bluff at night, right?” she asked when the coffee was served and Mrs. Moody left. “With two dogs?”

“Yes.” He knew she’d been watching, had sensed it even when her window was dark.

“What breed are they?”

“Bullmastiff.”

“Are they guard dogs? They’re very friendly with you and playful with each other.”

“True to the breed, they’re fearless and confident, yet also docile. Good companions and protectors.”

“And you’re very, very good at not answering questions.” She raised her coffee cup to him.

“If I’d wanted a lap dog I would’ve chosen a toy poodle.”

She laughed. The sound filled the room with such…joy. There hadn’t been much of that in this place. Elation. Relief. Desolation and grief, too. Plenty of that. But not the joyful noise of much laughter. The sound rooted him in his chair.

“Can’t say I can picture you with a poodle in your lap,” she said, still grinning. “Maybe I could join you in your walk one night? I’d love to see the island in the dark, and to meet your dogs.”

“Of course.”

“Tonight?”

“If you wish.”

Her lips curved upward. “I wish.”

For a few seconds, humor fled her eyes, replaced by…he wasn’t sure what. Something different, anyway. Hot. Startling. He drew a long, slow breath as they focused on each other. She started to reach a hand toward him, then didn’t, looking flustered as she pulled back, the mood cooling.

He was glad the crisis had passed. She would tell Jamey not to find her another position elsewhere, Zach could fulfill his promise, and all would be right in the world again. “After dinner you can check your e-mail while I make a couple of calls, then we’ll go for a walk.”

“Thank you.”

Ahh, much better, indeed. She was the naive and sweet young woman that Jamey had labeled her.

She would be easy to manage, after all.

“It’s a mild night,” Zach commented as they left the castle. “Warm. Considering it’s almost December,” he added.

Julianne was disappointed at the lack of wind. Because of it Zach wore a light jacket, not the romantic-looking long coat she’d seen him in for the past few nights. He’d made an imposing figure in stark silhouette. His hair, just slightly darker than hers, and long enough to brush his shoulders, had been tossed around by the wind.

She realized she’d created an image of him in her head since she’d arrived, an image that was not entirely accurate. He was guarded, cool and private, but he was young, broodingly handsome—his hair waving softly now—and well-spoken. His hermit life hadn’t limited his life skills or conversational abilities.

He fascinated her.

And he was also intrigued by her, she thought. She’d never felt so thoroughly examined, yet with few blatant looks—just the time she’d turned around and caught him eyeing her rear. Whatever he did for a living must include studying people surreptitiously. Had he noticed her attraction to him? It had caught her by surprise, the pull she’d felt, the need to touch him.

Why? Because he was different? Challenging? Commanding? She’d found it arousing arguing with him, keeping up with him.

She’d been attracted to other men, but not like this. Not this sudden, overwhelming pull. And even though he’d made peace with her so that she would stay on, she recognized that Zach represented danger in a way her family’s business never had.