“I didn’t say I’m in love. I said I love her as much as I love anyone.”
“Does she know that?”
“Of course. It’s the same with her. Our passion goes into our work. By the time we get to the people in our lives, there’s not much left.”
The theory had merit. It was obvious Craig believed what he was telling her. And just as clear to her that he was one hundred percent wrong.
Which left her wondering—needing to know—why he had to believe it.
“When she’s in the throes of creation, Jenny doesn’t have anything left for herself. She’ll forget to eat, to sleep, to lock the door if she happens to take a walk. That’s where I come in. I make sure she eats.”
Surprised by the prick of jealousy she felt, Marybeth tried to imagine a life with someone watching her back the way she’d watched her father’s. And now her guests’.
Mostly she envisioned herself being irritated, feeling smothered. And yet as she pictured this virtual stranger there, concerned that she wasn’t getting enough rest, strange things happened to her.
Dangerous things.
“Jenny and I are honest with each other,” he was saying, “which is part of what makes us work so well.”
She got that. And wanted to believe that his choices had no correlation with her life. She wasn’t envious. She’d rather be alone than settle for less.
Wouldn’t she?
“I’ve got to get going.” Marybeth stood, gathering things carefully as she tried to put life—him—in perspective before she went down a path to destruction. “I’ll see you later, okay?”
“Can I tag along with you to church?”
She’d told him the day before that she’d be going, offered to direct him to a congregation of his faith, if he attended at all. She’d not expected this.
There was something intimate about the thought of sitting in church with a man. Attending with him.
She liked the idea too much.
But it was Christmas Eve.
And he was alone.
“Sure. We can have something to eat around five, if you’d like, and go to the early service at seven.”
“I’d like that.”
She nodded. Watched him watching her. And when she made herself leave, she took the memory of his smile with her.
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