There was nothing null and void about her reaction to him.
Damn, she was supposed to be through with desire.
Jack pretended to dig through his pockets, searching for imaginary leeches. “Fresh out.”
“That’s a shame.” Gloria could feel the air getting caught in her throat. It had to be forced out. “I’ll take a rain check.”
“Gloria?”
Jack’s breath whispered along her skin. She would have swallowed if only there was something to swallow. “Yes?”
“Shut up.”
He saw a flash of temper in her eyes before it faded away. It only served to excite him further. Jack feathered his fingers through her hair, framing her face as he tilted it up to his.
If her heart hammered any harder, it was going to break into a million pieces. In self-defense, she began to talk again. “I heard a moving target is more of a challenge.”
“All right then, consider me challenged.”
He ran his thumb along her lower lip. He felt a pulsing in his loins as desire took a larger bite out of him. Unable to breathe, Jack brought his mouth down on hers.
Her mind went blank.
Her body went on automatic pilot.
Gloria threaded her arms around his neck, leaning her body into his as something that sounded vaguely like Handel’s “Hallelujah Chorus” suddenly exploded inside her body and head.
Sunshine shot beams right and left, all but setting her on fire.
No, scratch that, she thought, he was setting her on fire.
Desperation scrambled through her, screaming, “Mayday.” Damn it, it wasn’t supposed to be like this.
But oh dear Lord, it was glorious.
She clung harder, kissed harder. Determined that if she was going to be plowed under, she was going to leave her mark on him before she disintegrated.
It wasn’t working.
He’d made himself beard the lion in his den. Her den as the case was, he amended. More than anything, he wanted to get this, whatever it was that was bedeviling him, out of his system, put it behind him so that he would stop being ravaged by the claws of temptation and get on with his life.
In his experience, nothing ever lived up to hype, never came close to meeting expectations. Immeasurable disappointment always followed swiftly in the wake of anticipation, even minor anticipation. Forget about anything major. Major expectations always brought major disappointment crashing down about his ears.
And yet, he wasn’t disappointed.
At least, not in his expectations. What he was disappointed in was himself. Because instead of backing away, instead of feeling nothing more stirring than a smattering of indifference when he kissed her, he wanted more.
Hell, he wanted her.
Here, now, with paint being transferred from his coveralls to hers, he wanted to make love with her on the floor, on the counter, against the ladder. Everywhere and anywhere.
A rush was traveling through him the likes of which he couldn’t begin to fathom.
He wanted no part of it, it would only serve to confuse and complicate everything.
And yet he wanted more.
Wanted to embrace this sweet, agonizing sensation and fall into it until it completely cocooned him.
His very lungs ached.
It was not unlike the way they had felt when he had run his one and only New York marathon at the age of thirty. Any second now his lungs were going to explode. They’d already put him on notice.
With effort, he pulled himself back, abruptly ending what he’d abruptly started.
Gloria looked up at him, her expression as dazed as he felt.
It was a full minute before there was enough air in her lungs for her to form even a single word. “So,” she finally whispered.
“So,” he echoed, his mind nothing more than a vast wasteland.
Gloria pressed her lips together, wanting to kiss him again. Wanting to make love with him. Grateful that he hadn’t pressed the advantage that was so obviously his. Eventually she gathered together enough breath to say, “It’s behind us.”
Not by a long shot, Jack thought, unless he exerted superhuman control. Still, for the sake of sanity he went along with the pretense.
“Guess so.”
Any second now she was going to do something very stupid and throw herself back into his arms. Desperation began to vibrate through her. Her eyes never leaving his face, she took a step backward. “Maybe we should get back to work.”
“Maybe.”
All he could do was utter a solitary word, perhaps two. The way his thoughts were all scrambling into each other, he didn’t think that he was capable of constructing a coherent compound sentence. Right now, every word in his vocabulary was on a fantastic ride inside the blender that was his brain, whirling around and making no sense whatsoever.
Her legs felt shaky, just the way they had when he’d pulled her out of the car earlier this week right after the air bag had threatened to separate her from her claim to being a rational being. Maybe she should lump him right up there with claustrophobia. Heaven knew he had the same kind of impact on her that she felt when she was confined to small spaces. Panic had been at the center of her reaction just now. The kind of panic that occurred when she found circumstances utterly out of control and beyond her reach.
He had done that to her.
So why did she want to kiss him again?
And why in heaven’s name did she want to take what was going on here to the next level?
The second she’d thought of making love with him, something snapped to attention inside of her, an iron resolve set in place to keep her sane.
No, damn it, she wasn’t going to go that route again, she wasn’t going to follow her hormones down that same hazardous, slippery slope. She was older, wiser—well, at least older. Wasn’t wisdom supposed to kick in at some point by now?
Willing herself back to some semblance of composure, she looked down at her overalls. The vivid splotch of paint she’d smeared across his chest when he had caught her had transferred itself onto her. Despite the seriousness of the situation she found herself in, Gloria could feel her mouth curving.
“Looks like we’re part of some club.” And then she cleared her throat, determined to give the performance of a lifetime. She fixed a bright, cheerful smile to her lips, the kind she summoned when dealing with a particularly trying customer whose account she wanted to acquire.
“Well, I’m glad that we got that out of our systems. Now maybe we can get down to work.” She pointed toward the far wall. “If you take that wall over there, I’ll finish up over here.”
She sounded glib, as if she was accustomed to being kissed by men all the time.
Given the way she looked, maybe she was, Jack decided. Women like Gloria were the object of a great many men’s fantasies and desires.
Something else stirred inside of him. Jealousy.
Jack banked it down, swiftly, firmly. There was no way he could be jealous. He hardly knew her. And it was going to stay that way.
He gratefully took his cue from the woman, relieved that she wasn’t asking to have some kind of a heart-to-heart about what he had just foolishly done. A lot of other women would have demanded to have it out, asking him where he thought “this” was going to go.
As if he knew.
He hadn’t a clue. He didn’t even know what “this” was. And right now, he wasn’t up to discussing anything except how many coats of paint she wanted to spread on her walls. Anything else would have required a more complex thinking process than he was capable of mustering at this point in time.
Nodding, he picked up the container of paint and took the roller she handed him. “Thanks.”
Her throat felt bone-dry as she replied, “Don’t mention it.”
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