Leah Ashton - His Pregnant Christmas Princess

It was lucky, she supposed, that she’d had time to stay back. If she’d left earlier, she would’ve missed the courier who’d knocked so frantically on the door. Not a normal courier, with a van and a uniform, but a courier in a suit, travelling in a jet-black sedan with darkly tinted windows. ‘Courier’ probably wasn’t even the correct word—she suspected he actually had a far more important title, given his employers—but, regardless, he’d been desperate to deliver the letter that now lay before her on the information desk.

He’d also been very apologetic. He’d suggested he drive her somewhere quiet so they could talk, so she could read and digest what the letter contained. But, honestly, where was more quiet than a library?

And besides—she’d known. She’d known straight away what the letter meant.

She just hadn’t expected what was inside it.

The courier—or maybe he’d said he was a valet?—had offered to stay while she read it, to answer her questions, but she’d shooed him away.

Now she almost regretted that. She had so many questions.

But they could wait.

Right now she just needed to be in the quiet of this library. She needed to get her head around this news. She needed to begin to comprehend what this meant. Would she even be able to work here any more? Still live in her little apartment two blocks away? Did she even get the choice?

And what was that prickly heaviness in her chest? The moisture in her eyes?

How could she possibly grieve for a man she’d never met?

A frantic banging at the library door made Ana jump.

Her mother stood on the other side of the glass, wrapped in her favourite green winter coat, her gloved hands rattling the door. One hand held an envelope that matched Ana’s.

‘Ana!’

She rushed to let her mother in—it was cold, almost freezing outside.

The moment the door swung open the shorter woman threw herself into Ana’s arms.

‘Finally!’ she said, as the door slammed shut behind her. ‘Finally, my bebo , finally!’

They both held each other tightly, and when her mother finally stepped away tears had dampened Ana’s white blouse.

But her mother’s grief made sense. She’d lost the man she’d once loved. Once adored.

And now…now her mother was getting what she’d always wanted. Acknowledgement from the man Ana knew her mother had never stopped loving. Even as she’d hated him.

But for Ana? Ana had never really allowed herself to think too much about any of this. She’d just shoved it aside: her father wasn’t part of her life, but her mother was, and she loved her enough for two parents. She hadn’t let her thoughts wander to how he’d never wanted to meet her. Or, worse, how he’d never even acknowledged she existed. How he’d lied and denied that Ana was his daughter.

Well, she hadn’t let her thoughts wander in that direction often , anyway. It was pointless and uncomfortable.

Her mother took a few steps away, snatching out a few tissues from the box on the corner of the information desk. She turned and handed them to Ana, and only then did Ana realise she was crying too.

She swiped at her tears, annoyed with herself for reasons she couldn’t define.

‘Prince Goran is dead,’ Ana said in a low voice.

‘Your father is dead,’ her mother corrected.

She still gripped the crumpled letter in her fist. Ana was sure it was also a letter from the Prince, just as she’d received. From her father.

‘And you,’ her mother continued, ‘are now a princess. Princess Ana of Vela Ada.’

Princess Ana of Vela Ada.

Ana turned away from her mother, away from the library, and stared out into the darkness. She was at just the right angle to see the Christmas tree at the end of the street.

And as her tears fell, all the coloured lights and the perfect white star at the top blurred together.

Rhys North’s phone vibrated loudly, stirring him from his sleep.

He blinked at the time glowing green on the small digital clock on his bedside table: two a.m.

Adrenalin flooded his body. You didn’t receive good news in the middle of the night. Rhys knew this incontrovertibly. You don’t forget being shaken awake, or being told terrible news that made no sense, that didn’t seem possible.

He hadn’t forgotten the words that had changed his life, delivered just before three a.m. in a desert army camp: ‘I’m so sorry, mate. There was nothing anyone could do.’

But, he realised, his phone wasn’t ringing any more. The vibration had stopped almost as soon as it started.

He reached out, flipping his phone over to look at its glowing face.

The tension in his shoulders eased.

His mum had sent him a message.

Merry Christmas, darling!! Hope you have a wonderful day. We all wish you were here! xx

She had, once again, forgotten the significant time difference between his home in Northern Italy and hers in Australia.

The phone vibrated again. Another message.

Oh, crap, I forgot the time again, darling! So sorry to wake you! Love you to the moon! xx

His mum wouldn’t even have considered he’d slept through the first message, given she knew he’d become the lightest of sleepers in the four years since…

Rhys swung his legs over the edge of his bed and ran his hands through thick dark blond hair that was no longer buzz-cut-short. He was awake now, and he knew he wouldn’t fall asleep again easily without doing something physical to take the edge off. He kept both his treadmill and the wind trainer for his bike set up in the living room of his villa. During the day, the floor-to-ceiling windows that covered two entire walls of the large room offered him views of the surrounding mountains, the Dolomites, but now all he could see was darkness.

Rhys never bothered closing his curtains—he wouldn’t be much of a CEO of a security surveillance company if he allowed anyone close enough to look in without his permission.

On his treadmill, he barely warmed up before hitting the steepest incline setting and running as hard as he could, his bare feet slapping loudly in the silence. He ran until it hurt, and then ran some more, until finally he staggered off the machine, bare chest heaving, sweat drenching his skin.

Then he got into a cold shower and into bed, his skin still hot from such exertion.

He looked at his mum’s message again:

Merry Christmas, darling!! Hope you have a wonderful day.

He didn’t respond. He knew his mother wouldn’t expect him to.

Because he never did. Yet still, like clockwork, his mother called, sent messages, even sometimes posted letters.

As if one day he’d turn back into the son he once was. The man he once was…

Before.

Before the night he’d been shaken awake.

Before the panic attacks.

Before he became practically a recluse here amongst the mountains.

Merry Christmas, darling!! Hope you have a wonderful day.

Well, he wouldn’t have a wonderful day. He’d just have another day.

As it had been in the four years since he’d been shaken awake by his commanding officer, to be told of his young, healthy wife’s sudden death, Christmas was just another day.

ANA TOMASICH, PRINCESS OF VELA ADA, was gripping her wedding bouquet so tightly that her freshly manicured fingernails bit painfully into the skin of her palm.

But that was a good thing. That small sting of pain gave her focus. It silenced everything in her surroundings—her bridesmaids, who giggled at the foot of the stone steps that led into the church, the yells of the paparazzi, who stood behind specially erected barriers, and the constant click of their cameras. The hollow, tinny sounds from a row of flagpoles with flapping ropes and Vela Ada flags, and somewhere in the distance seagulls calling as they circled above the nearby beach.