Melinda Di Lorenzo - Worth The Risk

That kiss.

He’d told her he wouldn’t apologize for it, and he wouldn’t. It might’ve been a mistake, but that didn’t mean he was sorry. If anything, he was glad. Life was fragile; sometimes moments had to be seized in case they never came again.

No one knew that better than Sam. His heart squeezed. He’d almost told Meredith how well he knew it. That was far more significant than any kind of physical attraction.

He tightened his hands on the steering wheel. Sam didn’t talk about his past. He didn’t discuss the reasons he’d left the police force or the motivation for his devotion to his business. With Meredith, he’d almost slipped up. Another thing he never did.

What was it about her that made him so careless? What made him want to dredge up things better left buried, lay them bare and share them with her?

He shook his head mentally. She didn’t need to know. It would only scare her, make her doubt his abilities.

“Sam?” Her voice cut through his brooding.

“Yes?”

“I can practically hear you thinking.”

“What, are you psychic now?” His tone was far lighter than his mood.

“Hardly. I think every person in a five-mile radius can feel the gloomy musings rolling off you.”

In spite of himself, he smiled. “Gloomy musings. That’s a new one.”

“Thanks. I was rather proud of it, too.”

She paused, and Sam swore that now he could hear her thinking.

“Do you want to talk about it?” she asked.

The question was hesitant, but somehow open. Like her offer to listen was a genuine one, and once again, Sam felt the maddening urge to answer her candidly. He actually had to force himself to do the opposite.

“Talk about what?” he replied flatly, his eyes staring straight ahead. “My gloomy musings? I think I’ll keep those to myself, thanks.”

Meredith’s hand landed overtop of his. The immediate, magnetic desire hit him. But this time, there was something else lying just underneath it. The satisfying feeling of receiving comfort after needing it.

“My sister might be the official counselor, but I’m not a bad listener, either,” Meredith said, her voice as soft and tempting as her touch.

Sam made the final turn onto his street, pulled over and put the car into Park before turning to answer her. “The quicker I go in and grab my notes, the quicker I get back, and the quicker Worm can help us figure out where Tamara is.”

“Is it cliché to tell you to be careful?”

“Only if you don’t mean it.”

There was no hesitation. “I definitely mean it.”

“Good.” He pointed to a well-worn building on the other side of the street. “See those apartments?”

“Yes.”

“I live on the sixth floor in the corner unit.”

“You’re parking this far away? How am I even supposed to know you’ve made it inside?”

“Because when I get to my living room, I’m going to turn on a light, flick open the curtain and wave from that window just above the big evergreen.” He reached into his pocket, pulled out his phone and punched in Worm’s number, then placed it on the dashboard.

“And if that doesn’t happen?”

“On the very slim chance that something goes wrong,” he said, “all you have to do is hit Send. I’ll leave the keys in the ignition and the gun is in the glove box.”

“All right.” She met his eyes. “Sam?”

“Yeah?”

“Seriously. Be careful.”

“Always am, sweetheart.”

He swung open the door, then climbed out. Before he slammed it shut behind himself, though, he stopped and bent down.

“My musings weren’t all gloomy,” he said.

“They weren’t?”

He shook his head and met her eyes. “Nope. Part of them included thinking about you and when I might get to kiss you again.”

He let himself stare into her eyes for a moment, enjoying the way they widened in surprise at his declaration. As he closed the car door, he realized the teasing statement was true. The idea of another kiss had been creeping around his otherwise worried mind with greater and greater frequency. Her soft lips. The way she melted under his touch. Yeah, Sam definitely wanted round two. Soon. So much that he had to fight an urge to turn back and get it that second.

Good motivation to come back in one piece, he told himself. And good motivation to focus on the task at hand.

Firmly, he shoved aside thoughts of Meredith’s mouth and shifted his brain into work mode. His eyes scanned the street, searching for anything out of the ordinary. An unusual car or an out-of-place individual. His caution was habitual, honed by his years as a cop, and the mental inventory was almost soothing.

No one suspicious in sight. Good.

A peal of laughter in the distance. Excellent.

Door to the apartment building intact. Perfect.

Still, something made Sam pause. Nothing he could see—just something he could feel. Quickly, he weighed intuition versus fact and picked the former. He trusted his gut. Besides that, he had promised Meredith he’d be extra careful. So at the last second, he veered to the side and lifted a hand in a backward wave, sure she would understand the signal. He walked past his own building and the next, then turned up a dead-end path. He made his way to the end, stared up at the fence there for a second, then hoisted himself right over it. Finally, he pushed his way through the tangle of overgrown bushes and made his way back toward his building.

It surprised him to find it as unguarded as the front. He’d fully expected the uncomfortable tingle along his spine to play out into something concrete.

Overactive intuition, apparently, he chastised himself.

It didn’t stop him from taking another slow look around. The rear of the apartment complex was dim and gray and silent. There were no patios off the back, and all the windows appeared closed and covered. Nothing worth looking at.

He fingered the solitary key in his pocket. Pilfered long ago from the building manager, it would open any exterior door, including his chosen point of entry—the emergency door on the side of the building. He turned his attention there now. Even though the few stairs leading up to it were clear and there was nowhere in their vicinity to hide, the hair on the back of his neck still refused to lie flat. It made him want to move slowly. To be careful enough to please even Meredith.

But thinking of her actually spurred him to speed up. The more time he took to get up to his apartment, the more likely she was to panic and dial Worm’s number. And the longer she was alone, the less Sam could protect her directly.

He inhaled, brushed aside his worry, and made his way toward the door. No one jumped out at him. No one fired a shot. In less than a minute, he’d unlocked the door and stepped into the dimly lit staircase. He inhaled again and started up the steps, counting them off silently in twos.

Four, six, eight—crrrrick!

It only took Sam a heartbeat to recognize the noise for what it was. The cock of a gun, amplified by the hollowness of the stairwell. He threw his back to the wall just as a silencer-muffled shot whizzed by and smashed into the cement at his feet.

Sam’s training and experience took hold immediately.

Offense, at the ready.

He whipped out his own weapon.

Locate the shooter.

He eased forward, and another bullet came flying at his toe. From above. Good to know.

Open the communication.

At that, his target beat him to the punch.

“Put down your weapon!” called a gruff voice. “And no one gets hurt.”

“Might’ve tried to sell that line before you fired at me. Twice.” Sam inched along the wall as he spoke, wondering how far he could get before the other man noticed.