He decided not to pursue the subject. Instead, he made conversation about Mr. Wong and how their meeting had gone.
CeCe relaxed. Any minute, he thought, she’d let slip whatever was bothering her and then he could help her fix it.
SHE OUGHT TO TELL SHANE about the pregnancy, CeCe thought. But if she did, she would have to mention the repercussions involving her grandfather’s visit and his offer to make her queen, both of which were state secrets.
It wasn’t as if Shane was eager to be a father, she reminded herself. He’d made it clear how much he disliked children.
Also, from working in a mostly male environment, CeCe knew that most men’s reaction to a problem was to leap in with an instant solution. That worked all right in business situations. When it came to personal matters, however, she would find it highhanded and infuriating.
She didn’t want to get irritated with Shane today. His presence comforted her, even though she couldn’t confide in him.
Central Park was a different place when she was with him. Usually, she walked through it mentally reviewing reports and formulating plans for DeLacey Shipping.
Today, she didn’t want to concentrate on anything but Shane. The pattern of light and shadow falling across his face fascinated her. So did the vulnerable twist of his mouth.
Despite his protestations, what kind of father would he make? CeCe watched a mittened toddler tossing a ball with his father and tried to picture Shane in the man’s stead. She couldn’t make the stretch.
At least his company was peaceful. So peaceful that it wasn’t quite normal.
“I know what’s missing,” she said.
“What?”
“Your cell phone’s not ringing.”
“Neither is yours,” he said.
“I turned it off during brunch. So did you, I guess.” When he nodded, CeCe said, “Maybe we should both turn them on.”
“Maybe we shouldn’t.”
He moved closer. Despite their coats, she could feel heat radiating from his body. It made her itch to slide her hands inside his clothing and stroke his chest.
If she became queen, she would have to choose a husband who could reign alongside her, presumably someone from European nobility. CeCe hoped it was possible for her to get this excited about being close to another man. If she couldn’t, well, she supposed that was the price a queen had to pay.
But right now, she had Shane to herself. There were so many details of his life that she wondered about, and it might be her last chance to ask him.
“Do you mind if I ask you something personal?” she said.
“Go ahead.”
“I’ve heard the stories about your being an orphan.” Seeing nothing in his expression to indicate she was trespassing on forbidden territory, she continued, “I’ve read that you built a struggling air-freight company into a major contender by carving out your own niche in the package-delivery business.”
“You left out the part about my dogged work ethic and brilliant flashes of insight,” Shane joked. “Otherwise, you got it right.”
“What I never understood was how you got your hands on an air-freight company in the first place,” CeCe said.
“CPR,” he replied cryptically.
She tried to place the initials. “Is that a venture capitalist firm?”
“It stands for cardiopulmonary resuscitation.”
“Oh, that kind of CPR,” CeCe said.
“They taught it to us at the group home. Part of our health-and-safety training.” Shane moved her gently aside as a messenger’s bicycle whizzed past, its bell ringing. “Probably they figured we ruffians might give the counselor a heart attack.”
“What’s the connection to air freight?” she asked as they strode with their long legs in sync.
“While I was in high school, I got a part-time job at an air-freight company at Long Beach Airport,” Shane said. “The owner, Morris O’Day, suffered a heart attack my third day on the job. While everyone else was waiting for the paramedics, I administered CPR.”
“You saved his life?” CeCe asked.
“So Morris believed,” Shane said. “Once he recovered, he took me under his wing and taught me the business.”
“You must have impressed him in a lot of ways. He wouldn’t have wasted his time on you otherwise.” The teenage Shane, although no doubt slighter of build and less polished, must still have been a force to reckon with.
“We became friends,” he said quietly. “Morris took the place of the father I’d scarcely known. My mentor, that’s how I describe him to people, but he meant much more to me than that.”
“You’re speaking in the past tense,” CeCe said. “Did he die?”
“Five years later, when I was twenty-two, he suffered another heart attack.” Shane’s pace slowed. “That time, I couldn’t save him. Later, I was astonished to learn that he’d willed me the company. The assets were mortgaged and the planes were outdated, but it gave me a start.”
“He didn’t have any family?” CeCe couldn’t imagine such isolation. “How sad that he didn’t have a wife or a child. He worked so hard and then he had no heir.”
“He did have an heir—me,” Shane said crisply.
CeCe saw that she’d offended him. “Of course. You meant a lot to him.”
“I’ve had to blaze my own trail. So did Morris,” Shane snapped. “I guess that’s hard for you to understand.”
“What do you mean? I’ve had to…” She stopped herself in midsentence.
She’d intended to say that she’d had to work hard, but so what? There was no denying that her path had been paved. Much as CeCe hated to admit it, she would never have become executive veep at twenty-nine if she weren’t the owner’s daughter.
She knew that, with her drive and organizational abilities, she’d have made a success of herself one way or another. Not on the scale that Shane had, however, or at least not as rapidly. For one thing, she couldn’t get by on five hours’ sleep a night, as he was reputed to do.
They reached the west side of the park and headed for her apartment building a block away. CeCe wished she could undo the offense she’d given by her thoughtless remark about Morris.
Making truces came so easily to her sister Amelia. If only CeCe could borrow a pinch of her kind nature before it was too late.
“I didn’t put things very well,” she said, by way of preamble.
“You said what you meant. There’s no need to apologize for the fact that you and I look at the world from very different perspectives.” Shane spoke in an even, impersonal tone. “We’re about as different as two people can be. I don’t hold that against you, and I hope you don’t hold it against me, either.”
“It doesn’t sound like you’re leaving much room for us to meet in the middle,” CeCe said.
“Was there ever any hope of that?”
She had to be honest with him, and herself. “I guess not.”
In front of her building, they shook hands formally. “I’ll keep in touch about the negotiations with Wuhan Novelty,” Shane said, and walked away.
CeCe drank in the sight of his broad shoulders as he cut through the slow-moving tide of pedestrians. Her palm tingled where it had touched his moments before.
If her grandfather still wanted her to be queen after he learned of her pregnancy, she might not be handling the Wuhan negotiations, CeCe realized with a start. That meant there was a scary chance that she might never see Shane O’Connell again.
When she glanced back at the street, he’d disappeared.
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