Dedication To the strong women in my life who are the living embodiment of Deeds Not Words: my fabulous aunts, Pauline and Norma; my godmother, Linda; my second mum, Les; and of course, my amazing actual mum, Dorothy.
Prologue
Chapter 1: Lizzie
Chapter 2: Lizzie
Chapter 3: Lizzie
Chapter 4: Lizzie
Chapter 5: Esther
Chapter 6: Esther
Chapter 7: Lizzie
Chapter 8: Lizzie
Chapter 9: Esther
Chapter 10: Esther
Chapter 11: Lizzie
Chapter 12: Lizzie
Chapter 13: Esther
Chapter 14: Esther
Chapter 15: Lizzie
Chapter 16: Lizzie
Chapter 17: Lizzie
Chapter 18: Esther
Chapter 19: Esther
Chapter 20: Lizzie
Chapter 21: Lizzie
Chapter 22: Esther
Chapter 23: Esther
Chapter 24: Esther
Chapter 25: Lizzie
Chapter 26: Lizzie
Chapter 27: Lizzie
Chapter 28: Lizzie
Chapter 29: Lizzie
Chapter 30: Lizzie
Chapter 31: Esther
Chapter 32: Esther
Chapter 33: Esther
Chapter 34: Esther
Chapter 35: Lizzie
Chapter 36: Lizzie
Chapter 37: Lizzie
Chapter 38: Lizzie
Chapter 39: Esther
Chapter 40: Esther
Chapter 41: Esther
Chapter 42: Lizzie
Chapter 43: Lizzie
Chapter 44: Esther
Chapter 45: Lizzie
Chapter 46: Lizzie
Chapter 47: Lizzie
Chapter 48: Lizzie
Epilogue: Esther
Acknowledgements
Extract
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To the strong women in my life who are the living embodiment of Deeds Not Words: my fabulous aunts, Pauline and Norma; my godmother, Linda; my second mum, Les; and of course, my amazing actual mum, Dorothy.
Prologue Prologue Chapter 1: Lizzie Chapter 2: Lizzie Chapter 3: Lizzie Chapter 4: Lizzie Chapter 5: Esther Chapter 6: Esther Chapter 7: Lizzie Chapter 8: Lizzie Chapter 9: Esther Chapter 10: Esther Chapter 11: Lizzie Chapter 12: Lizzie Chapter 13: Esther Chapter 14: Esther Chapter 15: Lizzie Chapter 16: Lizzie Chapter 17: Lizzie Chapter 18: Esther Chapter 19: Esther Chapter 20: Lizzie Chapter 21: Lizzie Chapter 22: Esther Chapter 23: Esther Chapter 24: Esther Chapter 25: Lizzie Chapter 26: Lizzie Chapter 27: Lizzie Chapter 28: Lizzie Chapter 29: Lizzie Chapter 30: Lizzie Chapter 31: Esther Chapter 32: Esther Chapter 33: Esther Chapter 34: Esther Chapter 35: Lizzie Chapter 36: Lizzie Chapter 37: Lizzie Chapter 38: Lizzie Chapter 39: Esther Chapter 40: Esther Chapter 41: Esther Chapter 42: Lizzie Chapter 43: Lizzie Chapter 44: Esther Chapter 45: Lizzie Chapter 46: Lizzie Chapter 47: Lizzie Chapter 48: Lizzie Epilogue: Esther Acknowledgements Extract Dear Reader … Keep Reading … About the Publisher
Esther Prologue Chapter 1: Lizzie Chapter 2: Lizzie Chapter 3: Lizzie Chapter 4: Lizzie Chapter 5: Esther Chapter 6: Esther Chapter 7: Lizzie Chapter 8: Lizzie Chapter 9: Esther Chapter 10: Esther Chapter 11: Lizzie Chapter 12: Lizzie Chapter 13: Esther Chapter 14: Esther Chapter 15: Lizzie Chapter 16: Lizzie Chapter 17: Lizzie Chapter 18: Esther Chapter 19: Esther Chapter 20: Lizzie Chapter 21: Lizzie Chapter 22: Esther Chapter 23: Esther Chapter 24: Esther Chapter 25: Lizzie Chapter 26: Lizzie Chapter 27: Lizzie Chapter 28: Lizzie Chapter 29: Lizzie Chapter 30: Lizzie Chapter 31: Esther Chapter 32: Esther Chapter 33: Esther Chapter 34: Esther Chapter 35: Lizzie Chapter 36: Lizzie Chapter 37: Lizzie Chapter 38: Lizzie Chapter 39: Esther Chapter 40: Esther Chapter 41: Esther Chapter 42: Lizzie Chapter 43: Lizzie Chapter 44: Esther Chapter 45: Lizzie Chapter 46: Lizzie Chapter 47: Lizzie Chapter 48: Lizzie Epilogue: Esther Acknowledgements Extract Dear Reader … Keep Reading … About the Publisher
December 1910
I picked up the letter I’d written and read it over to myself. I knew he’d never see it, but it made me feel better, just putting my feelings down on paper. Putting everything that had happened behind me.
‘Sometimes the fight is part of the fun,’ I’d written. I smiled sadly. That was exactly how I felt, and why everything had gone so wrong between us; there had just been no fight.
Picking up my pen again, I signed the letter with a flourish and then wafted the paper, waiting for the ink to dry. I wouldn’t send it. There was no need. But I wanted to keep it somewhere safe, somewhere I could find it if I ever needed to remember why I’d done what I’d done.
I glanced round my small bedroom, looking for inspiration, and my eyes fell on my fabric bag, stuffed under the bed. I pulled it out and opened it and found inside the wooden photograph frame holding the only photograph I had of my former love. Perfect. But first I had to change something else. On my bedside table was my journal and tucked inside was a photograph of myself. It had been taken at a recent suffragette rally and vain as it sounded, I loved the way it made me look. I had my chin raised slightly and a flash of fire in my eyes. I looked like a woman to be reckoned with.
Smiling, I opened the back of the picture frame and took out the photograph that was in there. Should I throw it away? No, he was part of my past no matter how horribly things had ended. Instead I put it into the bag and pushed it back under the bed. Then I put the photograph of myself into the frame, folded up the letter and put it in an envelope, carefully tucked that behind the photo and fixed the back on securely. I proudly stood the photograph on my bedside table. I would keep that picture with me, wherever I ended up, and every time I looked at it I would remember that I had been made stronger by everything that had happened.
‘The fight goes on, Esther,’ I said to myself. ‘The fight goes on.’
Chapter 1 Chapter 1: Lizzie Chapter 2: Lizzie Chapter 3: Lizzie Chapter 4: Lizzie Chapter 5: Esther Chapter 6: Esther Chapter 7: Lizzie Chapter 8: Lizzie Chapter 9: Esther Chapter 10: Esther Chapter 11: Lizzie Chapter 12: Lizzie Chapter 13: Esther Chapter 14: Esther Chapter 15: Lizzie Chapter 16: Lizzie Chapter 17: Lizzie Chapter 18: Esther Chapter 19: Esther Chapter 20: Lizzie Chapter 21: Lizzie Chapter 22: Esther Chapter 23: Esther Chapter 24: Esther Chapter 25: Lizzie Chapter 26: Lizzie Chapter 27: Lizzie Chapter 28: Lizzie Chapter 29: Lizzie Chapter 30: Lizzie Chapter 31: Esther Chapter 32: Esther Chapter 33: Esther Chapter 34: Esther Chapter 35: Lizzie Chapter 36: Lizzie Chapter 37: Lizzie Chapter 38: Lizzie Chapter 39: Esther Chapter 40: Esther Chapter 41: Esther Chapter 42: Lizzie Chapter 43: Lizzie Chapter 44: Esther Chapter 45: Lizzie Chapter 46: Lizzie Chapter 47: Lizzie Chapter 48: Lizzie Epilogue: Esther Acknowledgements Extract Dear Reader … Keep Reading … About the Publisher
Lizzie Chapter 1: Lizzie Chapter 2: Lizzie Chapter 3: Lizzie Chapter 4: Lizzie Chapter 5: Esther Chapter 6: Esther Chapter 7: Lizzie Chapter 8: Lizzie Chapter 9: Esther Chapter 10: Esther Chapter 11: Lizzie Chapter 12: Lizzie Chapter 13: Esther Chapter 14: Esther Chapter 15: Lizzie Chapter 16: Lizzie Chapter 17: Lizzie Chapter 18: Esther Chapter 19: Esther Chapter 20: Lizzie Chapter 21: Lizzie Chapter 22: Esther Chapter 23: Esther Chapter 24: Esther Chapter 25: Lizzie Chapter 26: Lizzie Chapter 27: Lizzie Chapter 28: Lizzie Chapter 29: Lizzie Chapter 30: Lizzie Chapter 31: Esther Chapter 32: Esther Chapter 33: Esther Chapter 34: Esther Chapter 35: Lizzie Chapter 36: Lizzie Chapter 37: Lizzie Chapter 38: Lizzie Chapter 39: Esther Chapter 40: Esther Chapter 41: Esther Chapter 42: Lizzie Chapter 43: Lizzie Chapter 44: Esther Chapter 45: Lizzie Chapter 46: Lizzie Chapter 47: Lizzie Chapter 48: Lizzie Epilogue: Esther Acknowledgements Extract Dear Reader … Keep Reading … About the Publisher
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