Toby Daniels - The Life that we had to life

I breathe in and pull the thin gloves, which Tony has given me yesterday, with the remark, they protect you in dark and cold rooms, what the space here in any case.

If I see him again, I must thank him quietly.

We will now move into the space behind the hall and waiting for the other three judges, as soon as the last inside, not even five minutes pass and the light comes on, which should show us that it is time to enter the hall.

We go into the hall I first and foremost and the other afterwards, fortunately the judge knows what my secret behind me, because when I enter the room, I remain rooted to the spot.

The man who is accused of not older than I am, and there are all waiting in the hall except, who is sitting in the first row right in the middle.

I will not get rid of the Mist somehow Mrs Commander Orban has come, but is this, she had said yes yesterday.

I make it somehow to my seat and to find my voice again.

In the preparation room all drummed into me what I have to say, Thus, at least in the first few minutes nothing will go wrong.

I urge the indictment on their view to detail and look at the act in parallel.

He is guilty in any case at least in the case of the law which, so we have I see the man in the eyes, which I must shoot first.

Fortunately, I get just in time that the prosecution is finished, now I urge the defender to portray the view of the prosecution, it is also the first case of the defender.

The nothing can be great.

I take a closer look at the file, the name of the accused, Robert Klein, he has on the same day as my birthday, so he has to get caught in the preparation.

Robert comes from New Hampshire when he was six, his parents are then considered.

The defence is ready, I have to concentrate more on the case I notice, I question the accused according to his data, make his IDT scanning, so that we can be quite sure that everything is correct, but there is nothing to complain about, he does not want to continue to comment on the allegations.

So, I call the first witnesses on " Mrs Commander Orban, please refer to the witness stand" is it really came out of my mouth?

The Prosecution asks what you've seen in the night "The defendant has a bomb placed under the tribune of the London hard site, just below where we always set up the cage, if we rebel, this happens almost every year in order to silence them, what could have been tempted, but this year we were faster and have the accused Robert Klein was caught and arrested him. "

At least now it's all over for him, even though he had me, if everything works and I had said something wrong had killed him, but I cannot shoot them.

There are three additional witnesses mainly from the environment of the Commander.

At the end, I urge all their final views all cross talking in the corner of my eye I see that Robert is trying to say something, when I ask him to rest and to word please, he says only that he never had to kill me.

I believe him and why not, he has the explosives were attached, but someone completely different from the Underground had pressed the button.

We pull us back to the verdict; I must wait in front of the room since I only need to enforce may not decide.

They come out again after two minutes, print me a slip of paper in the hand and tap me on the shoulder, all wish me a lot of fun.

As usual, we go back into the hall and all are available again, I make with a shaky hand on the envelope and read aloud.

We have five Judges decide that Robert with his action is a threat to the security of the Sections, "Because it is not important, what the people thought, the main thing is that the Section, and whose Leaders are doing well and everybody is dancing after their pipe", I think that the defendant was convicted Robert Klein, I read the slip cases and catch on the door, but before I had reached the door to race is the Commander already on me and pushes me to the ground. Immediately, six court guards and hold me tight.

Suddenly I see that the floor in front of the accused opens and just like with him up the fixations are also on the rise, the Court guards bring a pillory, like in the Middle Ages, where the head in the centre left and right hands can be fixed.

So, I cannot turn a blind eye, the songs of my eyes with tape and the weapon they will bind to my hand, so I must fulfil my task and I can no longer resist.

I cry out as I have never in my life have crying.

I refuse still pull the trigger, this raises the Mrs Commander behind me and brings out the whip.

After fifteen hit my wounds from the day before yesterday, I can no longer are once again burst and somehow, I have the feeling that something is different today, I refuse.

They are showing me on the wall in front of me a live image to see where my friends are threatened with a weapon on knees and headhunters.

I can't take it anymore and implore Robert to "Robert, I´m so sorry, but I must make it, please don´t be angry with me, I have no other choice, I'm so sorry. "

"Don't worry Emily, I can understand it, I thank thee that thou hast fought for me, I would be so or so died, whether by yourself or through someone else's bullet."

He is right, he would have died either way, he gives me one last smile and I don't know how but my fingers have managed to print the "deduction".

I cry out again and bags together, Robert Klein, the first I killed them, or rather had to kill.

They let me in the carriage, until Robert bled, and it is in a black bag and take it away.

After waking up because I am still very angry and upset, I try desperately to get going, but without success.

I notice a small stub, and everything is going dark when I awake, I realize that I am alone in my room and left lying there.

I come to the Infirmary, is excluded, the Commander Orban has it forbidden; thus I have no other choice than to accept the pain and try not to break completely.

The bell goes, I try to summon up for dinner, have created it but only after numerous attempts I finally put one foot before the other and gradually I can only make very small steps, but after several minutes I finally come in the dining room, everyone's looking at me, it has quickly get around that I did not fulfill my task and the spare approach need.

In the night I hardly slept, my wounds still hurt too much to do and the fear of morning robbing me sleep, but I'm going to this day remain hard, the Underground repeated today by my friends in a safe house.

The next morning, I won't go into the courtrooms and hide me in the toilets at the top of the building as far away as possible away from the halls.

The time passes, the breakfast is over, the negotiations begin, nor equal to five minutes, I hear the door opened, it will rattle the shoes two hunters and the high heels from Mrs Commander, the door of my hiding place is BELCHING and before I do I lie on the ground, pressing my hands on the back and handcuffs surround my wrists.

You Raise Me Up and dragging me with great resistance in the courtrooms and bind me to the chair.

The first case for today it starts, everything runs just like yesterday, we come clean, the apparent negotiation and when they come out of the advice, I get the slip of paper on the table, they have not dared to make me go.

Also, this time the verdict is guilty, I must as well as the condemned man his sentence yesterday, I can't have the heart and refuse me again, I feel a sting and when I return to me, I see myself in the sidecar of yesterday.

Fortunately, my friends in security, my family is on its way to Australia, so what do you want to do such a thing to me?

I thought to myself.

They are showing me on the wall a live transmission from a command center, a fighter jet with the Millennium Bridge in sight, the bridge is determined completely overcrowded and hundreds of thousands of people on the bridge.