Эрин Хантер - The Apprentice's Quest

Alderpaw nodded, but he knew that the real decision about the kits’ future would be made at the Gathering that night. I hope they’ll be allowed to stay here, he thought, realizing how attached to them he had become. But that’s not for me to decide.

Emerging from the nursery, Alderpaw almost slammed into Jayfeather.

“There you are!” Jayfeather exclaimed crossly. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you.”

“I’ve been to visit the kits,” Alderpaw explained.

Jayfeather let out a snort. “I should have known. Anyway, you need to come with me.

Bramblestar and Leafpool want to talk to you.”

There had been a time when Alderpaw would have been worried by a summons from his Clan leader. Now, although he still felt slightly nervous, anticipation was stirring inside him.

As he followed Jayfeather, Alderpaw remembered his return to camp a few days before. All his Clan had been excited to welcome him back, and Sparkpaw had barely left his side since. This morning was her first hunting patrol without him, along with Cherryfall, Brackenfur, and Sorrelstripe.

Bramblestar had taken the first opportunity to draw Alderpaw aside and ask for his view of what had happened in the gorge.

“It was so frustrating!” Alderpaw admitted.

“We should have gotten there in time to save SkyClan from the rogues. I feel like I’ve failed.”

Bramblestar rested his tail-tip briefly on Alderpaw’s shoulder.

“I’m puzzled,” he confessed. “Why should StarClan send you a vision when it was already too late to do anything about it? But it wasn’t your failure,” he added hastily.

Alderpaw shrugged uneasily. “I feel like I’ve missed something important… I feel like Sandstorm died for nothing, and it was my fault.”

“You are not to blame for Sandstorm’s death,” Bramblestar assured him firmly. “I grieve for her, and so does the rest of our Clan.

But going on the quest was what Sandstorm wanted. Remember how I tried to forbid her from going? She was determined, and you would never have convinced her otherwise.”

“I guess so… ,” Alderpaw mewed, though he still couldn’t suppress his feelings of guilt.

“Meanwhile,” Bramblestar meowed, changing the subject, “I’ve spoken to Molewhisker, Cherryfall, and Sparkpaw about keeping SkyClan a secret, at least for now.”

“I hope it was okay to tell them… ,” Alderpaw began apologetically, remembering once again that Needlepaw shared the secret, too.

“It’s fine. You didn’t have much choice.”

“So what are we going to do about SkyClan, or what remains of it?” Alderpaw asked, relieved by his father’s approval. “And what about those horrible rogues in the gorge?”

“I’ve thought it over,” Bramblestar replied, his amber gaze fixed on Alderpaw, “and I’ve come to the conclusion that there’s nothing ThunderClan can do for SkyClan now.”

“But—” Alderpaw began to protest.

Bramblestar overrode him. “SkyClan has scattered, and no cat knows where they have gone.

Unless

ThunderClan gets more information…”

Alderpaw felt the weight of his Clan leader’s stare. He means another vision.

Anxiety rose inside him like a gathering storm cloud. Will I have one? What if I don’t?

“I told the rest of the Clan that you reached the place you saw in your vision,” Bramblestar continued briskly, “but you found nothing there.

That should be enough to keep SkyClan a secret until we get a stronger sign from StarClan. At least…” He hesitated. “What about Needlepaw?”

“I asked her to keep the secret,” Alderpaw replied, “but I don’t know whether she will.”

Bramblestar nodded thoughtfully. “Well, it’s the best we can do for now,” he decided at last.

“We’ll discuss the kits later, with Leafpool and Jayfeather,” he finished.

Thinking back to that earlier meeting, Alderpaw assumed that now he was being summoned to talk about Twigkit and Violetkit. I hope they can stay with us, he thought.

Jayfeather climbed up the tumbled rocks, neat-pawed and as confident as if he could see.

Alderpaw scrambled up after him and found

Leafpool and Squirrelflight already waiting with Bramblestar in his den on the Highledge.

“Good, you’re here,” Bramblestar meowed, sweeping his tail affectionately along

Alderpaw’s back, as if he was still amazed that his son was alive after all. “Have you recovered from your journey yet?”

“Yes, I’m fine,” Alderpaw replied.

“Then we need to talk about the future,” Bramblestar announced. “Most urgently, about Twigkit and Violetkit.” With a wave of his tail, he invited the other cats to sit down. “Alderpaw, tell us what you know.”

Alderpaw stayed on his paws as he described how Sandstorm had come to him in a dream, and given him the clue that allowed him and Needlepaw to find the kits in the tunnel.

“Needlepaw really helped?” Squirrelflight asked, sounding surprised.

“Oh, yes. It was her idea to go through the tunnel. And she helped me bring the kits back to the lake, and helped feed and care for them, too. She was really gentle with them.”

“So the question remains about what to do with them now,” Bramblestar continued.

“Leafpool, Jayfeather, do you think that they could be ‘what you find in the shadows,’ according to the prophecy?”

Jayfeather wriggled his shoulders as if he felt uncomfortable in his pelt. “I’m not sure. It feels too simple. Maybe they’re just a pair of abandoned kits. Their mother was probably killed on the Thunderpath, or maybe a fox got her.”

“But Sandstorm told Alderpaw there was still time to succeed on his quest,” Leafpool pointed out, her eyes briefly shadowed as she named her dead mother. “And then she told him how to find the kits. I think they could well be

‘what you find in the shadows,’ and if we embrace them, the ‘sky will clear.’”

“Alderpaw, what do you think?”

Squirrelflight asked.

Alderpaw blinked nervously at being put on the spot. “They could be,” he replied, “but I think it’s too soon to be sure. We’ll know more when the kits grow older.”

“Well said,” Bramblestar mewed approvingly. “And that means we shouldn’t give the kits up.”

Jayfeather let out a snort. “I can’t see ShadowClan agreeing to that ! And much as I hate to admit it, they have a point. As Alderpaw tells it, Needlepaw was at least half responsible for finding the kits, and so ShadowClan has a claim on them.”

“That may be true,” Bramblestar agreed with a sigh, “but we’ll wait and see what’s said at the Gathering.”

“We know what ShadowClan will say.”

Jayfeather twitched his whiskers. “Even though the last thing Rowanstar needs is two more young cats to keep track of.”

Bramblestar let out a rumble of amusement from deep in his chest.

Alderpaw couldn’t share it. The mention of ShadowClan had made him think of Needlepaw.

…

A chilly wind ruffled the surface of the lake, breaking up the reflection of the full moon, which floated serenely in the sky above.

Branches creaked and rustled in the blast, and dead leaves whirled through the air.

Alderpaw fluffed out his fur against the cold as he padded along the lakeshore with his Clanmates. Violetkit rode on his back, her tiny claws digging deep into his pelt. Beside him, Sparkpaw was carrying Twigkit.

“I don’t think RiverClan and WindClan know anything about our quest to find SkyClan, or ‘what you find in the shadows,’” she meowed to Alderpaw. “Won’t they be surprised! I mean, that we found what lies in the shadows, anyway.

They’ll be furious enough to claw their own ears off when they discover that a ThunderClan cat found it.”