William Napier - The Great Siege

With stomach knotted, ears ringing with terror, he turned and ran back.

In the clearing, two of the men were already on their feet, one looking over to where the girls lay.

‘Hodge!’ he yelled.

The sleeping servant was awake and on his sturdy legs in a second, squat dagger in his hand.

The men stood stock still.

One smiled his blacktoothed smile, lit by the eerie moonlight.

The girls were slowly awakening.

In the darkness behind, Nicholas heard the old woman cackling. Then she shucked her rotten teeth and crowed, ‘Well, a lively night for all!’

‘What’s with the dagger out, lad?’ said one of the men.

Hodge held it out steadily before him.

‘There’s something in the woods,’ said Nicholas, trying not to let his voice shake. ‘Hanging from a tree.’

The man turned on him. ‘There’s lots in the woods, lad. Badgers and hedgepigs and-’

‘I mean a body, half butchered.’

The man’s face darkened visibly, even in the dark of night. ‘So if we steal a sheep, well, what is that to thee? Mortal men must keep flesh and spirit together. You woudn’t turn us in for sheep thieves and see us hanged at Shrewsbury assizes, would ye now?’

Nicholas couldn’t speak. All he knew was that was no sheep back there.

‘We’re going now,’ said Hodge, stepping back very carefully.

The girls were standing, rubbing the sleep from their eyes.

‘To us, mistress,’ said Hodge quietly.

In a flash, one of the men had seized Agnes and there was a gleaming blade at her throat.

‘One step backwards more and the little one here will be drained of her blood like a hung rabbit, d’ye hear me? I’ll not have you high-born whelps going out on the road and squealing to all and sundry of us. You’re going nowhere, not now. You hear me?’

They froze.

Clouds covered the moon once more and in the blackness, a figure moved in silence. It was Susan. She swooped down and seized a brand off the dying fire, whirling it through the air to make it burn again. Then there was a hiss, a man’s cry, a shower of sparks. A girl’s sob, and scuffling in the leaves.

The moon was still dark.

‘Run! Back to the road!’

In blind terror, the children stumbled away between the trees, scuffing up cold leaves rimed with frost, arms and faces scratched with holly and blackthorn. Girls weeping, men roaring close behind them, as in a nightmare. Nicholas shook his head furiously as he ran, trying to clear away the visions of Lettice or Agnes, seized in the darkness and hung from the branches of trees, their throats open wounds …

Somehow, they never knew how, the five children stumbled clear onto the road and ran to each other. They crossed themselves, shaking and sobbing, Susan muttering over and over again, ‘Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ, thank you Blessed Mother Mary …’

‘Move,’ said Nicholas. ‘Keep moving, all night.’

They moved down the road as fast as they could in the dark, judging the closeness of the hedge from the sound of their footfalls.

There was sudden movement in the hedge to their left. Lettice clutched Nicholas in terror. A snuffle, an odour. Only a stoat or a fox, hurrying away from them.

After a time the moon reappeared. Unable to help themselves, they looked back as they walked.

On the road behind them, staring after them, stood a single figure. Something glinted, hanging from his right hand. A long-handled axe. He did not run after them, this watchman of the night, silent and motionless. They felt the power of a demonic hatred flow towards them. But it was as if they were not worth pursuing. They were damned anyway.

They walked all night. None would have slept.

‘We will sleep in the day,’ said Nicholas as they marched, exhausted.

But even then, they knew, the nightmares would follow them.

He could have spewed at the thought of what he might have eaten from that cauldron last night. But already he felt something inside him toughening in the face of hardship, and prayed an odd, halting prayer that his heart would not toughen beyond all pity too.

That day they found shelter in a tumbledown barn amongst some winter hay. The girls were so tired they slept deeply, hungry as they were.

‘We cannot go on,’ Nicholas muttered, almost to himself. ‘We are not going to make it. We are already dying.’

Hodge said nothing.

‘We must get food. Come nightfall, I’m turning thief as well as vagabond.’

Hodge nodded. After a while he said quietly, ‘Some have an airy-fairy fancy of life on the road. But in truth, it’s filled with the poor and desperate and savage. It’s no place for us.’

‘There is no place for us.’

Hodge looked hard at Nicholas.

‘You mean … Shrewsbury. You mean the church, or the poorhouse.’

Hodge took in a deep breath.

‘There is a parson there, and a schoolmaster, and town parishes are rich. In the parish of St Thomas’s, I heard of a girl that left her baby there on the doorstep. She was dying herself. I heard the parson and his wife were well known for taking the bairn in and caring for it as if it were their own. If not that, he’d be Christian and find them shelter at the very least. Serving maids in grand houses, perhaps …’

Nicholas tried to think clearly, in the pit of misery. Care for your sisters. His father’s dying wish. Be just, be faithful. To the very end.

When he spoke his voice was thick with grief, tears welling in his eyes.

‘We go back to Shrewsbury. The girls will find shelter there. But not I.’

He shook his head savagely.

‘Not I. I go on .’

Grief weighed on him all that day as he tried to sleep. Too tired to sleep, almost, and sorrow searing his heart. He saw his father’s body left lying in the village street. No decent church burial for him, but a traitor’s hurried interment. The world was in ruins.

But as well as sorrow, anger burned in his belly like a knot of bright hard flame, and hatred as pure as fire. Anger, hatred — and an undying thirst for vengeance.

That night he stole bread and a ham from a poor farmhouse with a lazy guard dog in its yard. He felt wretched. How many children here would now go hungrier through the winter for it? Yet the poor stole mostly from the poor. The rich were too well protected.

They walked back north for two days until they came in sight of the town.

People hissed and clacked as soon as they saw them. Beggars, thieves, Egyptians. Let the constable thrash them out of town again, they’d only cheer him on.

The children huddled in St Alkmund’s Place in thin rain. Stout citizens scowled at them as they passed by, muttering curses on them. Such as they belonged only in the open countryside, on the rain-lashed hills or in ghoul-haunted woodlands. Ditches for beds, dead leaves for coverlets.

‘Look, master,’ said Hodge, nudging him hard. ‘There.’

Round the corner and into the marketplace came filing a column of the poorhouse children, going up to St Mary’s church for morning prayer. They wore off-white linen gowns, much-washed and patched and frayed at the hem, yet clean enough. All wore bonnets, and all had boots, however crudely made. All were thin, but none were starved. He saw no sores, though several heads shaven for lice could be glimpsed beneath the bonnets. As they walked in pairs, hand in hand, with glowing red cheeks, they laughed and chattered like children anywhere, for all their poverty. And against the rain, they wore cloaks, though all of different colours, black, grey, brown and dun. On closer view they were hardly cloaks, mere large cuts of woollen worsted, yet worn round the shoulders and hooped over the head, quite enough to keep off all but the worst rain. Doubtless used again as blankets on cold nights. On the left shoulder of each cloak was sewn a small white lion, emblem of St Mark’s Poorhouse.