M. Scott: The Coming of the King

He dropped to the ground, flat… and Saulos dropped to meet him, face to face, gaze to gaze, mouth wide, startled, with a hand’s length of iron lodged in the hard bone between his brows.

Pantera lay still and watched the life leak from his enemy’s eyes, and said, almost too quietly to hear, ‘If Kleopatra is right, you go willing to a god that demands blood-price for his kingdom.’

He waited for a response. He wanted one, suddenly, wanted there to be an answer — something, anything to fill the aching, empty space…

‘Pantera?’

The world was blurred, the air too dense to breathe. Careful fingers gripped his shoulder and rolled him backwards. He looked up, and blinked, and Yusaf’s long face grew into focus.

Yusaf’s voice was a buzz in the background that moved gradually to the front of his awareness. ‘It’s over. He’s dead. You killed him… Pantera, it is over.’

His mind was mist, and less than mist; it was an empty field, drenched by winter rain, with a scattering of last season’s straw. He sat up, helped by Yusaf, and wondered at the ache in his chest that was so much greater than the one in his head, where the sword had glanced by.

He pushed himself to standing, using Yusaf’s arm as a lever, and looked around the room, until the scenes of carnage all about resolved themselves to simple pictures of men at the hunt, and one image in particular, of a king, mounted on a horse the colour of starlight, with black feet.

Pantera looked at that a long time and, when he turned at last, Yusaf was waiting for him, white, and completely still, as a man at his own execution.

‘You and I have a reckoning,’ he said. ‘I betrayed you. For that, Saulos would-’

‘ No! ’ Pantera caught his arm. With barely held violence, he said, ‘I am not Saulos. I kill where I must, not for vengeance.’

‘But-’

‘I knew who you were and what you had done before I came back to Jerusalem last night. If I were going to kill you, I would have done it in the desert with Gideon as my witness.’

Yusaf’s eyes were too wide, still awaiting death. Pantera made himself look away, set his mind to something else. Without warning he thought of Hannah, and then Hypatia. In quite a different voice, he said, ‘Saulos is dead; let that be an end to it. Today, we have a king to crown and he will need good counsel in the months to come, if you would be willing to offer it?’

Yusaf clipped a laugh. ‘I would give my hope of heaven to be asked for counsel by that man. Menachem is the promised of God, who can unite us all. My only wish is that I had seen it sooner. I might not have made the mistakes that I did.’ He swept both hands across his face, and was older when he looked up. ‘I am grateful, truly, more than I can say, and will repay you somehow, if a way can be found. But before we set this behind us, I have to ask — how did you know it was me who betrayed you?’

‘You are Absolom. Iksahra heard you speak to Saulos. But I knew before she told me. On the temple steps, the High Priest gave way too easily. He wouldn’t have done it had he not the backing of someone trusted by all twelve tribes of Israel. Who else knew what was planned, and yet had the authority to sway Ananias?’

As he spoke, Pantera knelt and tugged the knife from Saulos’ brow. It took two hands, and some force, to wrest it free and bright blood welled where it had been. It was becoming easier, now, to think of Saulos as gone, to see a future that was not blighted by his presence; easier, too, to be generous in his mercy.

He wiped the blade on the dead man’s sleeve and rose again, holding it across the flat of both hands. ‘This is yours.’

When, wordless, Yusaf took it, Pantera said, ‘We are different, he and I, whatever he may have told you.’

‘I knew that when you came back. Saulos would not have had that courage.’

‘And you sent the scroll to Menachem, with the signatures of the entire Sanhedrin beneath your own. That also took great courage.’

‘I had just heard of the massacre at Caesarea. I could have done no less.’

Yusaf lowered his gaze; they both did. Saulos’ eyes had shut, his face fallen slack, a dribble of saliva slid down to the swirling mosaic floor. The sun had moved on; they were in perpetual shadow now. A few cautious flies began to dine.

‘I thought he was the one man who understood the ways of Rome,’ Yusaf said. ‘That he loved Israel above all else, and would usher in a peace to last a thousand generations.’

‘He loved only himself, and the god he had made in his own image.’

Yusaf raised his head, sought Pantera’s gaze and held it. ‘You could have killed him without my help, you do know that?’

‘But you gave me the knife when I needed it.’

‘Would I be alive had I not?’

‘I hope so.’ Pantera stepped back, setting a clear distance between them, him and Saulos, breaking the last tie, so that he could step again, back, out of the door that led from Herod’s private sanctum, away from the reek of blood and betrayal, from the still, closed face of a man who had been neither of those things.

He turned away and set his mind to the living… he hoped to the living.

He said, ‘Hypatia should be safe by now, but we must make sure of it. And after, we will find Israel’s new king and crown him before the multitudes, and maybe then you will have your peace to last a thousand generations.’

One last corridor led to the cellars. Behind, eight men lay dead, of beast wounds, and sword cuts, and one of a throat crushed by the hammer-hilt of a blade. It had not been an easy battle, but it had not been notably hard; the incomers had lost no one, nor sustained any serious injuries, and, most important, they had achieved their victory in near silence; not one man had time to shout to the last guard left holding the cellar.

There was no obvious reason, therefore, why Iksahra sur Anmer should be walking down the corridor lost in a memory from her childhood that left her numb with fear.

In her mind, she was a child of no more than nine summers and her father had set her a task that was beyond her abilities. These many years later, she couldn’t remember exactly what was so frightening except that it had involved the stud horse of his best line, that all were born entirely black and then grew lighter with age to the colour of almond milk, with slate grey manes and tails.

They were the best horses that ever lived — she believed that as a child and believed it still — but the herd stallion was a fearsome beast and she had been sent to fetch him in from pasture, or to take him out to pasture, or perhaps to take him to one of the mares that was in season, ready for covering.

Whichever it was, for the first time in her life, the child Iksahra had been truly terrified. A strange clammy sweat sprang like dew all over her body and her heart tripped an unhappy rhythm that made her feel giddy, so that for ever after, she associated the smell of her own sweat with the iron-ripe odour of a hot and angry horse, and both with the sensation that her own heart and the stud horse were conspiring to defeat her.

And they had succeeded. When she reached for the beast, her sweaty hand had slipped on the rawhide thong that hung from its halter and it had jerked its head free of her grasp and run away.

She remembered little of the aftermath. Her father had hidden his disappointment, if he had any, and, in exactly the same way he did with his beasts, had set to teaching her the ways to handle the horse without fear, so that the event itself would have been lost, if it had not been for the horror of her own failure that had kept her awake through the night afterwards.

She remembered lying awake under the stars, counting each speck of light as a part of her fear. She had vowed then, before the gods that lived behind the black night sky, that she would never in her life let fear discommode her as it had done that day. It had come, she thought, because she had cared too much about succeeding, and therefore about the possibility of failure. And so, in the small hours of the morning, when the stars were fading and the sun was taking their place, she had made a second, more binding vow: never to care so deeply about anything that it might bring her down.