quite short pause
such were the tosses
of your thoughts
you had Rambuku
in you
quite short pause
and your voice surged
like the waves on the sea
waves
there in Rambuku
quite short pause
that’s how you were
short pause
I say something beautiful about you
and you just stand there
stand there
and say nothing
just stand there
and stare and stare
straight up and down
you stand there
quite short pause
can’t you say something
I tell you
looks at him, in a clear voice
there were beautiful tosses in your thoughts
I tell you that
quite short pause
and you just stand there
and say nothing
quite short pause
why don’t you say something
quite short pause
say something
at least you can answer
when I talk to you
say something
answer
answer me
say something
She sighs. Pause
Well read it then
She takes a pad and a pencil from her bag and writes, tears off the sheet, hands it to him, and he stands and fumbles with the sheet
Read it then
Read
Read what I’ve written
quite short pause
oh well
don’t do it then
just leave it then
just leave reading it
quite short pause
or
yes read it
read it at once
now
read
Read
Pause
HE
reads
Rambuku
SHE
Thank you
thank you so much
quite short pause
it was
quite short pause
yes so beautiful to hear you say
Rambuku
Short pause
Why don’t you read it one more time
Yes
yes
yes you must do that
Read
read it one more time
Pause
HE
reads
Rambuku
SHE
And yet one more time
please
Pause
HE
reads
Rambuku
SHE
Thank you
thank you so much
He stands with the note in his hand and she walks over and takes it from his hand, she puts the pad, the pencil and the note in her bag. Pause
And now
short pause
Now this is soon finished
now we won’t stand here any longer
you and I
now we won’t be here any longer
you and I
now we’re going
quite short pause
to where everything opens wide
like a vista
over everything that exists
that’s where we’re going
you and I
quite short pause
yes it ended up being the two of us
and you had such a big and beautiful power
you were as beautiful as Rambuku
yes you had a power
hesitates
yes a power as headstrong
as Rambuku
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you were this power
this headstrong power
quite short pause
this power
which showed itself most of all
in your sudden tosses
from one thought
to another
reflects a little
just like Rambuku
yes
you were
yes exactly
quite short pause
yes you were
as beautiful
as Rambuku
quite short pause
your smile
the way you tossed your head
I think I can say
quite short pause
yes that I understand myself
quite short pause
yes that I chose you
quite short pause
and do I regret it
quite short pause
no
no I don’t think I regret it
or
quite short pause
yes I regret it
quite fast
I regret as much as it’s possible to regret
I always feel regret
all the time
every time I see you
every time I hear you voice
I feel regret
I keep regretting it
I feel nothing but regret
quite short pause
and then
quite short pause
and then I keep saying
quite short pause
yes that I don’t regret it
quite short pause
how stupid can you be
quite short pause
no
quite short pause
no not that
no regret
just
breaks off
but
quite short pause
but now
quite short pause
yes
quite short pause
yes won’t Rambuku come soon
he should come today
quite short pause
and then he doesn’t come
Why doesn’t Rambuku come
quite short pause
yes he’s coming
he’s coming soon
quite short pause
and then it’s over
then this is over
then it’s finished
quite short pause. Quite loudly
He’s coming
Rambuku’s coming today
do you know that
Short pause
I’m talking to you
why don’t you answer me
don’t just stand there
you must answer
quite short pause
do you hear me
I’m talking to you
Short pause
Are you looking forward to Rambuku coming
quite short pause
to getting away
from here
not having to
stand here any longer
to being in
Rambuku
Quite short pause
Answer me then
say something
You must answer me
You’re looking forward to it
Pause
But I feel so sad
short pause
that I almost begin to cry
quite short pause
for you
quite short pause
for you
for you standing there
good old you
you were always
yes so obstinately persevering
so
quite short pause
yes
quite short pause
but that’s a long time ago
quite short pause
a very long time ago
quite short pause
it doesn’t exist anymore
so why think about it
quite short pause
but this
no
pause
no I
breaks off
no I
breaks off
I suppose I must
I
breaks off
I
breaks off
I
I must
breaks off
I
breaks off, short pause
and you
standing there
quite short pause
I must
breaks off, short pause
No it’s too awful
Short pause
It’s too awful
Quite short pause
I must be the one I was
quite short pause
I can’t
breaks off, quite short pause
I must be
quite short pause
the one I am
and the one I shall be
quite short pause
and I am beautiful
I’ve dressed up
today I’m beautiful
for today
is a big day
a day for decisions
today is Rambuku’s day
quite short pause
I know that
short pause
but you
quite short pause
you
quite short pause
standing there
good old you
you’re good
you with your hands
with your fingers
with your movements
quite short pause
you
quite short pause
you stand there
and I stand here
you and I
are here
quite short pause
the two of us
quite short pause
just you and I
no one else
just you and I are here
just the two of us
short pause, almost whispering
you and I stand here
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