"He has a nasty temper. I thought he was going to murder me that day. He wouldn't have scraped himself all up if he'd been wearing protective gear."
"I mean his background, not his personality."
Weary, Suzanna opened her eyes. Ordinarily the bathroom was the only place she could find true peace and privacy. Now even that had been invaded. "Why?"
"I'll tell you after. Come on, Suze."
"All right, let me think. He was ahead of me in school. Three or four years, I think. Most of the girls were crazy about him because he looked dangerous. His mother was very nice."
"I remember," Lilah murmured. "She came to the house after..."
"Yes, after Mom and Dad were killed. She used to do handwork. She'd done some lovely pieces for Mom. We still have some of them, I think. And her husband was a lobsterman. He was lost at sea when we were teenagers. I really don't remember that much."
"Did you ever talk to him?"
"Who, Holt? Not really. He'd sort of swagger around and glare. When we had that little accident he mostly swore at me. Then he went off somewhere– Portland. I remember because Mrs. Marsley was talking about him just the other day when I was selling her some climbing roses. He was a cop for a while, but there was some kind of incident, and he gave it up."
"What kind of incident?"
"I don't know. Whenever she starts I just let it flow in one ear and on out. I think he's repairing boats or something."
"He never talked about his family with you?"
"Why in the world should he? And why would you care?"
"Because Christian's last name was Bradford, and he had a cottage on the island."
"Oh." Suzanna let out a long breath as she absorbed the information. "Isn't that just our luck?"
Lilah left her sister to soak, and set off to find Max. Before she could go into his room, Coco waylaid her.
"Oh, there you are."
"Darling, you look frazzled." Lilah kissed her cheek.
"And who wouldn't be? That woman..." Coco took a deep calming breath. "I'm doing twenty minutes of yoga every morning just to cope. Be a dear and take this in to her."
"What is it?"
"Tonight's menu." Coco set her teeth. "She insists on treating this as though it's one of her cruises."
"As long as we don't have to play shuffleboard."
"Thank you, dear. Oh, did Max tell you his news?"
"Hmm? Oh, yes, belatedly."
"Has he decided? I know it's a wonderful opportunity, but I hate to think he'll be leaving so soon."
"Leaving?"
"If he takes the position, he'll have to go back to Cornell next week. I was going to read the cards last night, but with Aunt Colleen, I just couldn't concentrate."
"What position, Aunt Coco?"
"Head of the history department." She gave Lilah a baffled look. "I thought he'd told you."
"I was thinking of something else." She struggled to keep her voice even. "He's going to leave in a few days?"
"He'll have to decide." Coco cupped"a hand under Lilah's chin. "You'll both have to decide."
"He hasn't chosen to bring me in on this one." She stared down at the menu until the words blurred. "It's a terrific opportunity, one I'm sure he's hoped for."
"There are a lot of opportunities in life, Lilah."
She only shook her head. "I couldn't do anything to discourage him from doing something he wants. Not if I loved him. It has to be his decision."
"Who the hell is jabbering out there?" Colleen thumped her cane on the floor.
"I'd like to take that cane and–"
"More yoga," Lilah suggested, forcing a smile. "I'll deal with her."
"Good luck."
"You bellowed, Auntie," Lilah said as she breezed through the door.
"You didn't knock."
"No, I didn't. Tonight's menu, Miss Calhoun. We hope it meets with your approval."
"Little snip." Colleen snatched the paper away, then frowned up at her grand–niece. "What's wrong with you, girl? You're white as a sheet."
"Pale skin runs in the family. It's the Irish."
"It's temper that runs in the family." She'd seen eyes that had looked like that before, she thought. Hurt, confused. But then she had been only a child, unable to understand. "Trouble with your young man."
"What makes you say so?"
"Just because I never tied myself down with a man doesn't mean I don't know them. I dallied in my day."
"Dallied. This time the smile came more easily. "A nice word. I suppose some of us are meant to dally through life." She ran a finger down the bedpost. "Just as there are some women men love but don't fall in love with."
"You're jabbering."
"No, I'm trying to be realistic. I'm not usually."
"Realism is cold comfort."
Lilah's brow lifted. "Oh, Lord, I'm afraid I'm more like you than I realized. What a scary thought."
Colleen disguised a chuckle. "Get out of here. You give me a headache. Girl," she said, and Lilah paused at the door, "any man who puts that look into your eyes is worth everything or nothing at all."
Lilah gave a short laugh. "Why, Auntie, you're absolutely right."
She went to his room, but he wasn't there. She'd yet to decide whether to confront Max about his plans or to wait until he told her himself. For better or worse, she thought she would follow her instincts. Idly she picked up a shirt he'd left at the foot of his bed. It was the silly screenprint she'd talked him into on that first shopping trip. The shirt, and the memory, still made her smile. Setting it aside, she crossed to his desk.
He had it piled with books–thick volumes on World War I, a history of Maine, a treatment on the Industrial Revolution. She lifted a brow over a book on fashion in the 1900s. He'd picked up one of the pamphlets from the park that gave a detailed map of the island.
In another pile were the art books. Lilah picked up the top one and opened it to where Max had marked it. As he had, she felt the quick thrill of discovery on reading Christian Bradford's name. Lowering into the chair in front of the typewriter, she read the brief biography twice.
Fascinated, excited, she set the book down to reach for another. It was then she noticed the typed pages, neatly stacked. More reports, she thought with a faint smile. She remembered how tidily he had typed up their interview with Millie Tobias.
From the top of the high tower of rock, she faced the sea.
Curious, Lilah settled more comfortably and read on. She was midway through the second chapter when Max came in. Her emotions were so ragged she had to brace before she could speak.
"Your book. You started your book."
"Yeah." He shoved his hands into his pockets. "I was looking for you."
"It's Bianca, isn't it?" Lilah set down the page she was holding. "Laura–she's Bianca."
"Parts of her." He couldn't have explained how it felt to know that she had read his words–words that had come not so much from his head as from his heart.
"You've set it here, on the island."
"It seemed right." He didn't move toward her, he didn't smile, but only stood looking uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry." The apology was stiff and overly polite. "I shouldn't have read it without asking, but it caught my eye."
"It's all right." With his hands still balled in his pockets, he shrugged. She hated it, he thought. "It doesn't matter."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"There wasn't really anything to tell. I only have about fifty pages, and it's rough. I thought–"
"It's beautiful." She fought back the hurt as she rose.
"What?"
"It's beautiful," she repeated, and found that hurt turned quickly to anger. "You've got enough sense to know that. You've read thousands of books in your life, and know good work from bad. If you didn't want to share it with me, that's your business."
Still stunned, he shook his head. "It wasn't that I–"
"What was it then? I'm important enough to share your bed, but not to be in on any of the major decisions in your life."
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